I'll Abandon the Fake Savior (Completed Main Story) - Chapter 26
In Benjamin’s own estimation, he was never kind or healthy—not in body, but in mind or heart. Had he been a kind or healthy person, he would never have harbored such feelings toward Yuricien.
‘I… I should have been there.’
The face that smiled as if it owned the whole world over a single small bouquet, the lips that fell abruptly silent after chattering over merely holding hands once, the eyes heavy with anguish from staying up all night choosing a dress for a long-awaited date.
‘I should have been there for every moment when Yuricien Agathe Windsor became simply Yuricien in love.’
How could someone burdened with such base, despicable possessiveness and pitch-black desire for exclusivity ever be kind or healthy?
His love was never pure devotion. If Benjamin had truly been good and gentle, he would never have revealed the truth to Yuricien in such a painful way.
‘If only I’d been a little more mature.’
Perhaps he could have let Yuricien live happily her whole life within a white lie, or protected her from ever learning the truth.
Even if that meant deception, he would gladly have done it—after all, he didn’t deny that self-sacrificial devotion could be beautiful.
‘Call me wicked if you will—I don’t care.’
As he himself admitted, Benjamin was cruel. Yet just as Yuricien’s heart, built over the past fifteen years on mistaking Heathcliff for Benjamin, remained steadfast, so too had Benjamin’s own feelings for Yuricien over those same fifteen years remained unwavering.
The depth of pure affection nurtured over fifteen long years could scarcely be weighed against the depth of obsession cultivated over the same span. His stagnant, misguided heart had rotted his soul. No matter how fervently he prayed to Gwisheon, this corruption would not wash away.
‘If anything, my thirst for her only grew deeper.’
The moment he risked his life to save the girl he loved became the very catalyst that led her to love him—mistaking him for someone else.
[“Is this truly a gathering for harmony? A celebration of joy? We have lost our Empress. His Imperial Highness the Crown Prince has lost his own mother. This is a place of mourning—a place where we gather to share our sorrow.”]
When male lead is the homewrecker
“I know she doesn’t love him.”
I’ve read the novel below twice already. Girls, I’m highly recommending it to you!
The female lead? Not a good person.
The second male lead? Not a good person.
The male lead? Willingly plays the third party, breaking up the female and second male lead’s relationship despite all the warnings from his friends—so yeah, he’s definitely not a good person either.
Basically, nobody in this novel is simple-minded or without scheming.
The female lead starts off as the male lead’s secretary, but don’t worry—later on, she takes over the company while the male lead steps back to support her. He won’t steal her spotlight, overshadow her, or dull her shine.
I love novels where men are out here snatching wigs, tearing each other down, and going to war just to win the female lead’s affection. And this is exactly that kind of novel. Most of Hai Dai Ran’s works have this dynamic. You’ll see the male characters’ emotions being pushed to the absolute extreme.
There’s even a scene where the second male lead exposes the male lead online for being a homewrecker. The brotherhood immediately gangs up on him, dragging him through the mud. I find it compelling —it completely flips reality on its head, where usually, women are the ones fighting over a man and getting torn apart by the sisterhood.
For me, female leads in the novels I read should only struggle in their careers, not in love. But if the brainless romantics in the story are all men? I have zero complaints.
I’ve pretty much read all of Hai Dai Ran’s novels and even translated all of them—her works are just my thing. I’ll slowly upload everything here. One day, when my website is official, I hope I can invite her to join as one of the star authors.
Here’s the story synopsis:
One-line summary: She is his lifelong obsession, to the point where he was willing to be a third wheel, scorned by society, just to wedge his way into her relationship with her fiancé.
Cold-hearted and indifferent female lead + Scheming and subservient CEO male lead
Intro 1:
“I know she doesn’t love him.”
With blood trickling from his clenched fist, Rong Xiu gazed at the woman before him, his eyes clouded with anguish. Hidden in the wardrobe, he had witnessed Fan Xia – the woman he desperately loved – in an intimate embrace with her fiancé. Yet his heart still yearned for her, defying all reason.
Fan Xia, the elegant and composed assistant, carried something mysterious in her eyes whenever she looked at her fiancé, Wen Lan Sheng. Strange occurrences began to surface – secret meetings with the young Gu Jin Yi, an unexplained withdrawal of 5,000 yuan… Then suddenly, her fiancé’s sister, Wen Jing, violently attacked her.
In this matriarchal society, Rong Xiu had risen to become the chairman of a powerful healthcare conglomerate, breaking through gender prejudices. But for the first time, he willingly stepped into the shadows as the other man, disregarding his friends’ warnings to become her secret lover.
Because he had discovered the truth – Fan Xia wasn’t the pure angel everyone believed her to be. And perhaps, he was the only one capable of helping her execute her mysterious plan…
Intro 2:
Rong Xiu’s biggest regret in life was missing out on Fan Xia.
He secretly loved Fan Xia for 7 years.
Watched her go public with her boyfriend.
Watched her kiss her boyfriend at their wedding.
Until that man blissfully nestled in Fan Xia’s arms, obtaining everything he could only dream of.
The crazy jealousy stripped away his hidden secret love, layer by layer, burning like wildfire.
Fan Xia, how can I have you!
【Reading and Trigger Warning Guide】
1. Female dominant, male submissive, male pregnancy
2. Male lead schemes his way to the top, male competition
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