As If I've Never Loved (Completed Main Story) - Chapter 56
“You’re driving me mad, right now.”
“…I only want to be diligent in the new job I’ve just found. When have I ever…”
“Why would you volunteer for such demeaning work? Do you think I’d just stand by and let you end up in that situation, even after I’ve brought you into my home?”
“…”
At his sharp words, Eloise felt an overwhelming sense of despair.
So, in the end, it seemed he simply couldn’t tolerate someone staying under his roof doing what he deemed ‘demeaning’ work.
Yet, in the eyes of the heir to a noble military family, how many occupations besides that grand military role wouldn’t seem demeaning?
Eloise quietly took a deep breath, straightened her slumped shoulders, and lifted her small chin.
Though she hadn’t learned aristocratic etiquette, within the cozy embrace of the Bailey household reigned an elegant queen who always told her daughters:
“Never let anyone, for any reason, treat you with disrespect. You are my treasures. If someone looks down on you, stand tall and hold your head high.”
Having finished her thoughts, Eloise spoke calmly.
“There’s one thing you’re mistaken about. Unlike you, I have no reason to live nobly—because not a single moment of my life ever was. And it never will be.”
“…”
“That day you swam recklessly in the lake without even noticing your clothes getting soaked might have been just a fleeting escapade for you—but for me, that was life itself. Running through fields, rolling in mud with ducks—that’s my life. Do you understand? We live in different worlds. Then why do you expect me to measure myself by your standards?”
Only after she finished speaking did Ansel finally draw in the breath he’d been holding.
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When yandere male lead believes she loves him — but she never did
“How dare you!”
“How dare you make me love you, only to cast me aside as nothing more than a friend?!?
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“Even if I have to burn myself to ashes.”
“Even if I must shatter my purity, my dignity, my very soul.”
“I will never let you escape me!”

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At first, the male lead despised the female lead. Later, he misunderstood that she liked him, so he condescendingly and reluctantly reciprocated her feelings.
Then, he suddenly discovered that she was kind to everyone in the same way, and there was already someone she cherished in her heart, and that person was not him.
The male lead couldn’t believe it, he became angry and crazy. He was determined to capture her body and heart by any means necessary.
Synopsis:
Want to see how a green tea bitch male lead falls in love with the female lead?
Want to see how he flirtatiously pursues the female lead?
Want to see how he gets slapped in the face repeatedly?
The male lead is a green tea bitch, a poisonous lotus, jealous, ruthless, unscrupulous, with a venomous heart, and he’s also a delusional maniac.
The female lead is righteous, positive energy-filled, kind, a holy mother.
Let’s see how two people with extreme personalities come together~
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