As If I've Never Loved (Completed Main Story) - Chapter 55
“So.”
Just then, with a face that seemed to have lost all emotion, Ansel posed his greatest challenge.
“What is that grand thing that drives your life?”
“……”
“I’m asking what this new job you’ve been introduced to is.”
It was a heavy, pressing question. A look of unmistakable embarrassment clouded Eloise’s blue eyes.
‘Should I tell him the truth? But if I say it plainly, he might scorn me…’
She had mocked him sharply, saying, “You’re a noble and yet you work—what’s stopping a commoner like me?” But in truth, the work she was about to take on weighed nothing like the devoted duty of a military officer safeguarding the kingdom.
When Eloise hesitated and averted her gaze, Ansel asked again.
“Why can’t you speak? Could it be something you’re not proud of?”
“It’s just…”
The woman couldn’t continue, her face distressed.
Ansel’s brows furrowed deeply, and he muttered in a cold, low voice.
“…Are you really so desperate to leave this place?”
“I meant it from the very beginning when I said I wanted to leave.”
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When scheming men desperately battle for her favor in the male harem

This one’s also on my reread list! The rivalry, scheming between the men in the imperial harem are just as intense and thrilling as in classic palace drama novels, where concubines fight to the death. Give it a read, girls! I promise you won’t be disappointed.
Synopsis:
“I am not worthy of her… but I still want to be by her side, even if only as a loyal dog…”
Those were the painful whispers of Yue Guanyi – the proud Crown Prince of the Great Qi, who was torn between deep love and a guilty conscience. Despite holding the supreme power of the Imperial Guard, he still could not forget the dark past when he was sold into a brothel.
Fate played a cruel twist when Qiu Shuzhi – a young female official who had just passed the imperial examinations with top honors – stepped into his life. She did not know that she was the one who had saved him from a tragic fate many years ago. And now, her heart was the target of pursuit for both Yue Guanyi and the powerful Empress Dowager Qin Qing.
While Yue Guanyi only dared to silently care for and protect the one he loved from afar, the Empress Dowager Qin Qing openly expressed his feelings and did not hesitate to take advantage of his power to approach Qiu Shuzhi. The covert struggle between the two most powerful forces in the imperial court began…
Trigger warning: All men in this novel are yandere style.
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applehead jackson Chapter 56 — Paragraph 82Even if she thought that way, he couldn’t entirely blame her—but as far as Ansel
Unfair? Bitch almost married her sister just to see Eloise a little bit and left Sarah in the altar waiting for You 🤣 da fuck
applehead jackson Chapter 56 — Paragraph 14"That day you swam recklessly in the lake without even noticing your clothes get
Finally she said and did something that makes sense 👏😆
applehead jackson Chapter 58 — Paragraph 121Absurdly, it stirred a fierce ripple in Bianca’s heart.
Bitch stop nagging! He wants nothing to do with you!!!
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