As If I've Never Loved (Completed Main Story) - Chapter 38
“Not long ago, I heard about Sir Ansel from Archie. That day… for the first time… I found myself resenting my own family—resenting that they were neither nobles nor anything special.”
She lowered her head and finally let her tears fall.
“If only you hadn’t been there, I wouldn’t have had to reject him. I had such a terrible thought….”
“Eloise!”
At the horrified cry from Mrs. Bailey, a single tear rolled down Eloise’s clear cheek.
Yet she neither sobbed nor sniffled. Before her stunned family, she quietly wiped away her tears and continued speaking in a calm, even tone.
“It was only for a moment. But I can’t forgive myself for even having that thought. I know very well that I’ve been broken. That’s why I plan to leave here for a while.”
“…”
“No matter how long it takes, I will forget him. It’s absurd to keep living while holding in my heart someone who has deeply wounded our entire family. Besides, he’ll never acknowledge me anyway, so I don’t want to cling to such foolish illusions.”
“…I understand what you’re trying to say. But does it have to be the capital?”
Mrs. Bailey, sighing heavily in place of her husband who had gone pale, asked the question.
She was clearly troubled by the suspicion that Eloise still harbored feelings for Ansel.
It wasn’t that she doubted her daughter’s sincerity—the one she distrusted was Ansel Blaine.
He had abruptly thrown away a grand wedding arranged even with the involvement of his maternal grandfather, the Earl, and gone straight to his fiancée’s younger sister.
Such behavior could only be explained as sheer madness.
Male lead is a clingy little husband
One-line summary: The male lead is initially an arrogant, noble, love-deprived brat, later a cute, clingy, scheming little jealous one.
Introduction:
One day, Lu Yuner’s soul transmigrates into a female-dominant world. She enters the Imperial Academy and takes up the position of a doctoral instructor, teaching classes and grading schoolwork.
One day, she encounters the young prince Su Qingwan secretly skipping class from the male academy.
As a result, Su Qingwan is punished.
From then on, Su Qingwan sees Lu Yuner as a “thorn in his side”.
But before long, this “thorn” becomes the person he cherishes most, and he goes to great lengths to win Lu Yuner’s affection.
Mini scene 1:
One day, the sun is high in the sky but Su Qingwan still hasn’t gotten up for class.
Servant Xiaoyuan: “Young prince, it’s time for class. You’ll be late otherwise.”
Su Qingwan says arrogantly: “I’m not going. I am the esteemed prince, my status is so noble, why should I suffer this hardship? Besides, isn’t learning all this just to please women? Hmph, they’re not worthy!”
Mini scene 2:
After Su Qingwan falls for someone, he completely changes. He no longer skips class and diligently learns how to be a good husband and father. But he discovers that Sister Yuner is always surrounded by admirers.
Drunk and overcome with jealousy one day, he clings to Lu Yuner, crying beautifully like a pear blossom in the rain.
Su Qingwan: “Qingwan likes Sister Yuner.”
Lu Yuner: “Young prince, you’re drunk.”
Su Qingwan: “Qingwan isn’t drunk. Qingwan likes Sister Yuner, likes you so much, likes you to bits…” Before he can finish, Lu Yuner’s eyes flash with emotion and she leans in closer.
[Reading Guide]
1. The female lead is gentle, gracious, humble and polite but not weak. The male lead is initially an arrogant, noble, love-deprived brat, later a cute, clingy, scheming little jealous one.
2. 1v1, a bit torturous in the beginning but definitely sweet later on.
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“Don’t come looking for me here again.”
Because you’re a motherfucking pain in the ass 😒😡 that’s why
On the second day she left home, Eloise was composed, without shedding a single
How beautiful her family is! Not everyone has that strong bond 🥺
Eloise had no choice but to stand before that firmly closed door and cry for a v
Girl how can you be sooo dumb? 😒🤦🏻♀️ You left and expected everything is settle there for You 🤦🏻♀️
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Where is the 100 and 101 chapters 💔💔💔😭😭😭 why it is not here