People Aren't Meant to Be Fixed! (4 Chapters Left to Complete) - Chapter 202
Huh, was it like that?
For a moment, I stood dumbfounded before finding it strange.
As the Primordial Human, having no name, I was simply called Paradise after the Paradise itself. When the second race of humanity on earth came to me, they offered worship and praise, and back when I occasionally rode Yong Yong to soar through the skies above, it naturally never appeared that way.
‘Could it be that God made me appear that way on purpose?’
It’s meaningless to question it now, but it’s also hard to believe God didn’t do exactly that. After all, God created me to serve as nourishment for the World Tree and thus made me a simple being devoid of self-awareness, so I’d remain faithful to my purpose—unlike Lilith, I’d obediently live as instructed and quietly accept my death when the time came.
However, because the World Tree regarded me not as sustenance but as a cherished friend and refused to absorb me as nutrients, I merely survived.
Consequently, thanks to that, I lived a long life, beloved by many, eventually came to pursue perfection, developed thoughts of my own, and thus gained a sense of self. From God’s perspective, surely this entire sequence of events must have been an unforeseen variable—and a failure.
‘Even if God had caused an optical illusion solely for me, meant to confine me within Paradise…’
Honestly, I don’t care. Given how much karma God has accumulated, even if that suspicion were true, I wouldn’t be surprised or angry. If I ever got the chance to ask, God would probably just spout some nonsensical line about everything having a purpose.
After all, from the highest seat, observing too much at once, what seems important to humans likely appears trivial to God. Their capacity for empathy simply differs.
[Then, wouldn’t the path to heaven be even longer?]
That’s probably right. I nodded with a blank expression, banishing my distracting thoughts. I felt Ronowe glancing at me from time to time, but pretended not to notice. Though she stayed close with a cheerful smile, I could clearly sense her subtly and carefully checking on my condition.
‘I can’t even acknowledge her presence.’
Come to think of it, back when I lived in Paradise, I always welcomed and rejoiced in people’s attention and affection, believing it was only natural. But now, in the life of the Crown Princess, everything feels tiresome. Though I still feel proud and pleased when praised, I no longer treasure affection like I used to—back when I was the Primordial Human and stored love carefully in a box. Now, I simply let it drift away.
Could this be enlightenment from living too long?
When male lead is the homewrecker
“I know she doesn’t love him.”
I’ve read the novel below twice already. Girls, I’m highly recommending it to you!
The female lead? Not a good person.
The second male lead? Not a good person.
The male lead? Willingly plays the third party, breaking up the female and second male lead’s relationship despite all the warnings from his friends—so yeah, he’s definitely not a good person either.
Basically, nobody in this novel is simple-minded or without scheming.
The female lead starts off as the male lead’s secretary, but don’t worry—later on, she takes over the company while the male lead steps back to support her. He won’t steal her spotlight, overshadow her, or dull her shine.
I love novels where men are out here snatching wigs, tearing each other down, and going to war just to win the female lead’s affection. And this is exactly that kind of novel. Most of Hai Dai Ran’s works have this dynamic. You’ll see the male characters’ emotions being pushed to the absolute extreme.
There’s even a scene where the second male lead exposes the male lead online for being a homewrecker. The brotherhood immediately gangs up on him, dragging him through the mud. I find it compelling —it completely flips reality on its head, where usually, women are the ones fighting over a man and getting torn apart by the sisterhood.
For me, female leads in the novels I read should only struggle in their careers, not in love. But if the brainless romantics in the story are all men? I have zero complaints.
I’ve pretty much read all of Hai Dai Ran’s novels and even translated all of them—her works are just my thing. I’ll slowly upload everything here. One day, when my website is official, I hope I can invite her to join as one of the star authors.
Here’s the story synopsis:
One-line summary: She is his lifelong obsession, to the point where he was willing to be a third wheel, scorned by society, just to wedge his way into her relationship with her fiancé.
Cold-hearted and indifferent female lead + Scheming and subservient CEO male lead
Intro 1:
“I know she doesn’t love him.”
With blood trickling from his clenched fist, Rong Xiu gazed at the woman before him, his eyes clouded with anguish. Hidden in the wardrobe, he had witnessed Fan Xia – the woman he desperately loved – in an intimate embrace with her fiancé. Yet his heart still yearned for her, defying all reason.
Fan Xia, the elegant and composed assistant, carried something mysterious in her eyes whenever she looked at her fiancé, Wen Lan Sheng. Strange occurrences began to surface – secret meetings with the young Gu Jin Yi, an unexplained withdrawal of 5,000 yuan… Then suddenly, her fiancé’s sister, Wen Jing, violently attacked her.
In this matriarchal society, Rong Xiu had risen to become the chairman of a powerful healthcare conglomerate, breaking through gender prejudices. But for the first time, he willingly stepped into the shadows as the other man, disregarding his friends’ warnings to become her secret lover.
Because he had discovered the truth – Fan Xia wasn’t the pure angel everyone believed her to be. And perhaps, he was the only one capable of helping her execute her mysterious plan…
Intro 2:
Rong Xiu’s biggest regret in life was missing out on Fan Xia.
He secretly loved Fan Xia for 7 years.
Watched her go public with her boyfriend.
Watched her kiss her boyfriend at their wedding.
Until that man blissfully nestled in Fan Xia’s arms, obtaining everything he could only dream of.
The crazy jealousy stripped away his hidden secret love, layer by layer, burning like wildfire.
Fan Xia, how can I have you!
【Reading and Trigger Warning Guide】
1. Female dominant, male submissive, male pregnancy
2. Male lead schemes his way to the top, male competition
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