If You Wish For My Death (6 Chapters Left to Complete) - Chapter 108
My first impression of her was that she was quite ill-mannered. She had hiked up the long hem of her skirt and clicked along with her heels.
Her hurried, impatient gait—so lacking in composure—had made her seem brash and rude, drawing criticism wherever she went.
Yet, as if unable to endure even that brief stretch of distance, she had rushed straight to meet Asar.
“Asar!”
She beamed brightly upon seeing the man she loved, as though that alone were her sole happiness.
Her clear, smiling face slumped sideways. Crimson blood spurted from her severed neck. Her headless body collapsed limply to the floor, and the ground quickly pooled with blood.
Thin rivulets of deep red spread outward, tangling with strands of chestnut hair and soaking even the small, fallen face.
Between those strands, her gaunt visage now looked devoid of life and hollow—nothing like the woman who, just moments ago, had snarled with fierce vitality.
Cassian stared blankly down at that face and thought,
‘Why do I keep killing this woman over and over again?’
The blood drenching his entire body was still warm, making him nauseous.
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In hindsight, reality often felt more dreamlike than dreams themselves.
For instance, being born to an emperor as your father, becoming one of the empire’s princes, watching countless siblings appear and vanish repeatedly, or living a life of luxury and indulgence.
Or even something like chasing after a drunken woman.
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This is a novel I’m planning to reread as well.
The male lead is strong, skilled in martial arts, and not the usual fragile type you often see in matriarchal novels.
Meanwhile, the female lead is a scientist—rational and logical. Even when she falls for the male lead, she doesn’t let her emotions cloud her decisions.
If you push through the first few chapters, you’ll gradually find the story really intriguing.
It has a mix of mystery, detective elements, and romance.
The author’s writing style is like crafting a puzzle—except they deliberately leave out a few pieces, making it hard to predict what happens next, yet keeping you hooked.
In the end, everything will come together and be explained.
One-sentence summary: Wife, stop playing with beakers and look at me!
In a laboratory accident, research scientist Zhu Wansheng accidentally travels to a matriarchal world. The original owner of the body is an eighteen-year-old only daughter of a wealthy rouge merchant, already married with a handsome young man.
Zhu Wansheng grins: Nice! She always said she was heaven’s favorite granddaughter. After a life of toil in her previous life, she can enjoy blessings in this one.
However, her joy lasts no more than three seconds as bad news arrives: the original owner’s family is about to go bankrupt, and her husband wants a divorce.
Even worse, she’s stuck with a research system full of restrictions.
Zhu Wansheng: ? Is this the destiny of a research dog?
——
Faced with this mess, Zhu Wansheng pours herself a bowl of wine to drown her sorrows. In her drunken haze, her husband arrives.
His figure is imposing, holding a long sword, with a dignified air that captivates Zhu Wansheng.
Gu Yingqing, however, looks at the alcohol-reeking Zhu Wansheng with undisguised disgust and coldly asks, “Divorce or not?” The intoxicated Zhu Wansheng mumbles vaguely, “I think… it’s not… it’s not… impossible!”
——
The next day, after sobering up, Zhu Wansheng is full of energy, rolling up her sleeves ready to make a big move. As for yesterday? She has no memory of it.
Zhu Wansheng is ambitious; a research dog fears nothing!
Upgrading rouge, extracting fragrances, producing perfumes, researching lipsticks… all shall bow to the power of modern technology!
The original owner’s dying rouge shop is revitalized. Her mother is pleased and with a wave of her hand, passes on the family business to her. As she takes control and her experimental results gain popularity, it’s the pinnacle of her life…
——
But there are always those who can’t stand to see her doing well. Jealousy, scheming, assassination attempts – they want nothing less than her life.
The person who has always kept his distance from her suddenly holds her tightly in his arms, eyes full of concern.
She is unharmed, but he falls into a pool of blood…
Zhu Wansheng feels guilty, “I can grant you one wish.”
Gu Yingqing tentatively circles his arms around her, carefully resting his head in the crook of her neck, pleading softly, “I regret it. Can we not divorce?”
Zhu Wansheng: ? When did I agree to a divorce?
[Small Theater]
The newly developed rouge is beautifully packaged, and Zhu Wansheng is eager to try it.
Gu Yingqing suddenly appears: “My lady, may I apply it for you?”
Cool fingertips lightly brush her lips. His Adam’s apple bobs as he leans in for a light bite.
Zhu Wansheng: ?
Gu Yingqing: It smells so good, I wanted to taste it…
On a warm spring day, Zhu Wansheng tries a new perfume: “Spring Night.” Gu Yingqing corners her against a wall.
Warm breath lingers on her neck.
“My lady, from now on, may I test the fragrances for you?”
[Humorous female scientist vs scheming live-in son-in-law male lead]
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- Nadia imam Chapter 113 — Paragraph 53
Cassian understood that by making this request as a plea rather than a command n
honestly Cassian don’t you have a brain of your own, you were not a kid, maybe that brain of yours was only for decoration. stupid
- Nadia imam Chapter 114 — Paragraph 125
Cassian couldn’t tear his eyes away from that radiant, bittersweet sight for a l
seems like you were already in love with her Cassian, long before the proposal even happened😏😊
- Nadia imam Chapter 115 — Paragraph 92
Even after countless time loops, Cassian had never once betrayed Asar—not even e
that so called good for nothing loyalty, destroyed so many innocent peoples lives🙄🙄🙄. Honestly cassian you are plainly stupid.
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Oh, that’s sad. I want them to get together soon. 💔💔💔💔
Omg veronica’s devotion towards Asar needs to be studied, and I don’t think Asar was ever capable of killing Veronica with his own hands, that’s why he always asked Cassian to do it.
plz translate the last 6 chapters i wanna know what happens next🙏🙏🙏🙏, and thank you soo much for the wonderful translation.💖💖💖💖