Even if Your Regret Holds Me Back (Completed Main Story) - Chapter 36
Even after that, Walter often encountered her—sometimes from afar, sometimes while serving as her guard—but he never again saw the smile that once dyed everything around her in hues of blooming flowers.
It was the year when four full seasons had passed since her arrival at the Grand Duke’s estate.
She had always seemed somehow precarious, but at this time of year, she appeared even more so.
She resembled a fish tossed out of water, barely clinging to life through the faintest thread of breath.
For some reason, she rarely left the estate. Hoping she might find some joy within its walls, Walter took two swords and went to see her without hesitation.
“My Lady.”
Helena stood silently in the dimly lit corridor. She no longer startled at his sudden appearance.
Keeping her gaze fixed beyond the stained-glass windows, she spoke.
“…You’ve come again.”
Her tone was heavy with regret. Walter couldn’t understand why she spoke those words in that particular voice.
‘Again? Have I visited My Lady before?’
Aside from their wedding day, he hadn’t. And that wasn’t recent enough to warrant saying “again,” was it?
The question flashed briefly through his mind, then vanished. The moment he met her faint smile, the sense of déjà vu dissipated, leaving only impatience.
Without even asking his reason for coming, she was clearly trying to avoid him.
Though years had passed, the fact that they’d never exchanged even a few short words was mostly because she’d never let them be alone together in the first place.
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Male lead first thought she played hard to get, only to realize she
really disliked him

Short intro:
What she can’t stand the most is the streets full of effeminate men, especially that so-called top beauty whom she avoids at all costs.
Shen Yaoxing looks at Jiang Mingyue, who keeps approaching her with coy shyness.
Shen Yaoxing: Bro, don’t be like this, I’m really about to throw up!
She fears nothing in heaven or earth, except for him getting close to her.
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At first he thought she was just using the trick of feigning indifference to attract his attention. Later, he learned that she truly despised him.
This dealt a heavy blow to Jiang Mingyue, and he vowed to make her, like everyone else, fall at his feet in worship!
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Synopsis:
Before transmigrating, Shen Yaoxing only wanted to find a reliable man to spend her life with. Who knew that after transmigrating, she would become a reliable woman herself…
A forced misandrist, highly skilled, and reliable female lead
vs.
An initially aloof and arrogant, later morbid, obsessed male lead
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Who cares? 😒 That mf deserves a lot of pain 😒😒😡😡
EXACTLY! She’s with someone else …now you aint shit
Me too 😒 she should have kicked his balls and cut them 🤔