As If I've Never Loved (Completed Main Story) - Chapter 86
An ordinary morning dawned, no different from any other. The familiar chill and drowsiness lingered.
The only difference was that Eloise lay motionless in bed for a long while after waking.
Even before falling asleep—and perhaps even in her dreams—she had been thinking ceaselessly of Ansel. Last night, his eyes had been wounded.
His usual flawless composure was completely gone; instead, he looked as though he might cry at any moment and had said,
“I endured it all. Because I love you.”
His gaze, his voice, his breath, and even his skin tinged with a hazy light—all of it pierced Eloise’s heart.
Helplessly, she pitied him and loved him so much that she wanted nothing more than to pull him into her arms.
“…Don’t. If your intention was to hurt me, you’ve succeeded more than enough.”
But with those final words from him, their conversation ended without further exchange.
She had hesitated many times yet ultimately failed to offer an apology, afraid her clumsy words might wound his heart even deeper.
Naturally, their meal proceeded in utter silence, and when Eloise finally set down her cutlery after forcing down food that refused to go down, Ansel quietly left the dining room.
Even after he departed, Eloise remained seated at the table for a long while before asking the maid who came to tidy the room about the clothes Ansel had bought. Laura readily answered—that the buyer had been Lieutenant Bruce from the military office.
Eloise felt ashamed of herself for having blinded by petty jealousy and cornered him so harshly.
She also regretted having let him leave without finding the courage to offer even a single word of apology. She knew she wouldn’t be able to sleep peacefully otherwise.
That was why she lingered in front of his bedroom door for a long time before returning to the attic.
Male lead first thought she played hard to get, only to realize she
really disliked him
Short intro:
What she can’t stand the most is the streets full of effeminate men, especially that so-called top beauty whom she avoids at all costs.
Shen Yaoxing looks at Jiang Mingyue, who keeps approaching her with coy shyness.
Shen Yaoxing: Bro, don’t be like this, I’m really about to throw up!
She fears nothing in heaven or earth, except for him getting close to her.
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At first he thought she was just using the trick of feigning indifference to attract his attention. Later, he learned that she truly despised him.
This dealt a heavy blow to Jiang Mingyue, and he vowed to make her, like everyone else, fall at his feet in worship!
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Synopsis:
Before transmigrating, Shen Yaoxing only wanted to find a reliable man to spend her life with. Who knew that after transmigrating, she would become a reliable woman herself…
A forced misandrist, highly skilled, and reliable female lead
vs.
An initially aloof and arrogant, later morbid, obsessed male lead
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