As If I've Never Loved (Completed Main Story) - Chapter 85
Truthfully, it had been an excruciatingly long day.
So much so that the slowly resurfacing memories nearly brought tears to her eyes. Yet, Eloise thought she had no right to expect his kindness this evening.
“If you heard me, you should answer.”
Even if he were angry, she had no intention of telling him the truth outright.
“No. I didn’t cry.”
“Then why are your eyes red?”
“Must’ve gotten soap in them while bathing. Thank you, Laura.”
Eloise ended the conversation naturally as she thanked the maid who had poured her water, then deliberately picked up her utensils.
It was because Ansel refused to look away, as if meals meant nothing to him.
“I really didn’t cry. So please, go ahead and eat. The food will get cold.”
As she neatly cut into her boiled carrot, Eloise thought:
This isn’t a lie, so please just let it go. She’d held back tears several times, but in the end, none had fallen.
‘I wish he’d stop sticking around that smelly place and just take on the role of my personal secretary instead.’
Yet even now, recalling the new steward’s blatant gaze, his utterly unreasonable proposal, and the suffocating atmosphere in the office sent shivers down her spine.
It had been far too sudden—unsettling, even frightening.
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Ex-husband Wants Reconciliation
One-line summary: Chasing the wife to the crematorium (making an effort to attract someone who has become indifferent), the female lead doesn’t look back, the second male lead takes the position.

Intro:
To repay the kindness of the older generation, Su Mu crossed into a female-dominated world and became a live-in daughter-in-law of the Yan family, single-handedly saving the Yan family from fire and water.
But her husband, Yan Jiyue, the eldest son of the Yan family, treated her with sarcasm and never showed her a good face.
It wasn’t until after Su Mu’s death that this pampered and arrogant young master shed a few fake tears and pretended to want to die for love.
This life’s kindness was enough. If there was a next life, she would definitely kick Yan Jiyue away.
Who knew that the heavens would be so kind as to allow her to be reborn, returning to the time when she had just married into the Yan family.
Su Mu glanced at the Yan eldest son, who still spoke coldly to her, and threw a divorce letter in front of him.
“Let’s divorce!”
***
Yan Jiyue never imagined that he would be reborn. He happily went to find Su Mu, wanting to make up for the mistakes he had made in his ignorant youth.
Wasn’t the reason the heavens allowed him to be reborn to let him reconcile with Su Mu?
But when he pushed open the door to Su Mu’s room, the person lying on the bed was another man.
Su Mu’s personal attendant, Xie Yi.
Yan Jiyue hated him so much that his teeth itched. In front of Su Mu, Xie Yi was a gentle and considerate whisperer of sweet nothings, but in reality, he was vicious-hearted and deliberately sabotaged their husband and wife relationship.
In the previous life, it was he who secretly hid in Su Mu’s coffin and committed suicide, stealing a step ahead of him to be buried with Su Mu.
Yan Jiyue’s eyes were filled with hatred as he cursed, “What kind of thing are you? Your background is lowly, what right do you have to occupy Su Mu?”
Xie Yi looked at the sleeping Su Mu and no longer pretended to be a whisperer of sweet nothings.
He proudly stuck out his belly, “I have the right because my belly is capable of giving the Wife-master a daughter.”
***
Yan Jiyue was consumed with jealousy. He spread rumors that Xie Yi had once been branded with the mark of a “harlot” on his chest.
But on the night Xie Yi cut off the flesh bearing that mark, Su Mu suddenly realized something was amiss.
“How did you know the exact moment I was poisoned? And why did you show up a month early?”
Xie Yi remained silent, blood from his wound soaking through his robes. His sapphire eyes brimmed with anguish – or was it just a flawless act?
Between a once-arrogant husband now seeking redemption, and a gentle soul willing to die for her – who truly held the darkest secrets? And could it be that Su Mu and Yan Jiyue weren’t the only ones given a second chance at life…?
[Reading Guide]
1. True divorce, chasing the wife to the crematorium, the female lead doesn’t look back, the male lead is Xie Yi.
2. The ex-husband did not cheat, he just realized too late and didn’t realize that he liked the female lead.
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- Danlioon Chapter 111 — Paragraph 110
Ansel held her in his arms all night, refusing to let go until morning.
He held her all night?! Okay, what exactly happened here?! 😭🔥
- Danlioon Chapter 111 — Paragraph 7
He was set to board one of several navy warships bound for Berth from an eastern
Why are you leaving?! Don’t throw your life away like this!
- Danlioon Chapter 111 — Paragraph 45
After all, the frontlines of a battlefield were precisely the place where sudden
He’s marching toward death! What if they never meet again?!
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