As If I've Never Loved (Completed Main Story) - Chapter 30
It was late evening, night already settling in, when Eloise finally reached home.
Dinner had long since ended—the dining table and parlor now cold and empty.
Her appearance was utterly disheveled, as if she had forgotten all of her mother’s long-held teachings.
If Mrs. Bailey, who would scold her for even the slightest tousle in her hair, saw her now, she might scream in horror.
She had left home a proper, elegant young lady, yet now—caked in dust and sweat—she looked no different from the carefree child who once ran wild through forests and fields.
But the little Elsie of those days had been happy.
Amidst the dazzling greenery of summer, she had laughed more brightly and purely than anyone else.
Yet now, she was wretched.
Her eyes were bloodshot, her cheeks streaked with dried tears, and her lips cracked and parched like desert sand.
When she knocked on the front door in such a pitiful state, it was none other than Sarah who opened it.
“…….”
What could she have been doing alone in the empty parlor so late at night?
The house was steeped in quiet solitude—only a half-melted candle flickered weakly atop the vacant dining table.
For some reason, Eloise couldn’t shake the feeling that Sarah had been waiting for her arrival.
Her fingertips grew icy cold.
When scheming men desperately battle for her favor in the male harem
This one’s also on my reread list! The rivalry, scheming between the men in the imperial harem are just as intense and thrilling as in classic palace drama novels, where concubines fight to the death. Give it a read, girls! I promise you won’t be disappointed.
Synopsis:
“I am not worthy of her… but I still want to be by her side, even if only as a loyal dog…”
Those were the painful whispers of Yue Guanyi – the proud Crown Prince of the Great Qi, who was torn between deep love and a guilty conscience. Despite holding the supreme power of the Imperial Guard, he still could not forget the dark past when he was sold into a brothel.
Fate played a cruel twist when Qiu Shuzhi – a young female official who had just passed the imperial examinations with top honors – stepped into his life. She did not know that she was the one who had saved him from a tragic fate many years ago. And now, her heart was the target of pursuit for both Yue Guanyi and the powerful Empress Dowager Qin Qing.
While Yue Guanyi only dared to silently care for and protect the one he loved from afar, the Empress Dowager Qin Qing openly expressed his feelings and did not hesitate to take advantage of his power to approach Qiu Shuzhi. The covert struggle between the two most powerful forces in the imperial court began…
Trigger warning: All men in this novel are yandere style.
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When she was merely her sister’s fiancé, why had he been so cold and domineering
At least she’s aware how messed up was what Ansel did to her sister
“But if he married me, even servitude would be beautiful, Ansel.”
What a fucking looser Bianca is!!! 🤨😒 I don’t like her at all
“Of course, I think you’re far more attractive. Miss Bailey is certainly beautif
At least he’s more honest than everybody 😬😂🤣🤣🤷🏻♀️
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Where is the 100 and 101 chapters 💔💔💔😭😭😭 why it is not here