All My Firsts Are You (Completed Main Story) - Chapter 79

Ah, I’m so nervous……

Even though I came here fully determined from the start, I was still just as nervous. Even when I took deep breaths. It was hard to properly steady my breathing that kept breaking irregularly.

I finished showering a long time ago, yet I hesitated to step out of the bathroom. I was the one who brought it up, but I knew that, but I kept having useless worries about what I should say to Jun first once I went out.

Because of the nerves, before heading straight to the bathroom I had grabbed whatever blouse and shorts my hands touched and put them on. I didn’t even have time to choose—I just took whatever I saw in the suitcase.

Only now did I notice that the blouse had tiny buttons lined up tightly from the collarbone all the way down to the hem. The thought that I had somehow picked the one outfit with this many buttons made me laugh for a moment.

Ah, still… I’m so nervous……

The deep breath I let out scattered among the hot steam filling the bathroom.

Click—the sound of the door opening made my already overheated body flinch sensitively and shrink back.

Following the memory in my body, I turned my gaze diagonally. I saw Jun’s back. Your back, sitting there staring out the window where the night sky was densely packed beyond the slid-open door.

It was also the sight of you that twenty-year-old me had seen so often.

You, propping both arms behind you, facing the sunlight pouring in like waves as if even giving the entire huge window wasn’t enough. The you from back then, sitting still with your eyes closed like that.

The moment I discovered you, I would immediately change direction, sit right beside you, hug my raised knees, and settle in. Sharing the sunlight you were receiving, feeling the early summer heat together back then.

Whether it was because of the sun’s warmth, or the heat of my feelings toward you as you breathed lightly with your eyes closed—those times I spent resting one flushed cheek on my knee, staring at your profile for so long.

This sunlight, you sparkling under it, and me watching you beside—this entire scene was a moment I wanted to tear out and keep only for myself.

In the very place where I spent those moments. Now Jun, who had shed his boyish air, was quietly gazing at the night sky flowing only with the hot feelings we had for each other, without leaning on sunlight.

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