Despite the angelic facade, he showed no hesitation.
With narrowed eyes, San smiled as if to reassure her, then pulled her close.
Smiling, she tightened her grip around his neck and then covered his lips.
Although she had been tense, she didn’t just cross the line this far to end it like this.
Pressing down the feelings, she gazed at the approaching Kang, who had begun to relax.
Then, she slightly turned her head and graciously opened herself up.
His gentle touch, smoothing out her disheveled hair, slid down her shoulder and side.
As her round shoulders were revealed, red lips descended.
“…!”
San’s eyes narrowed as he watched Kang’s sensitive reaction.
For the sake of a moment he didn’t want to miss, he stored it in his heart so that he could recall this day at any time.
Above the small and delicate body that seemed almost too fragile to touch, petals blossomed, too precious to gaze upon or disturb.
That figure was as beautiful as a red camellia blooming in a pure white snowfield.
A night that felt like it would be regrettable even if they stayed together all night continued.
In the heightened flow of dense air, she, who exhaled warm breath, faced him, and said:
“What should we do?”
“What?”
“It’s so good that…”
“…”
“It feels like it would be foolish not to have been like this from the beginning.”
Without anyone having to say it first, laughter sweetly blended into her honest impression.
“Try more.”
His mood improved, and his whispered words tickled her chest.
Kang, willingly surrendering her slightly trembling body to the tension, decided to give him the answer he wanted to hear.
“I like it, San.”
“More.”
“I like it very, very much.”
“Just a little more.”
She embraced his cheek with both hands, looking at San with lovely eyes, and said:
“Really, really… I love you.”
At that moment, simultaneously, he surged like a wave.
The scream that was about to burst vanished into San’s mouth, which covered hers.
“…!”
Tiny droplets formed at the end of tightly closed eyes.
He wiped them away with the tip of his red tongue.
At the end of the pleasure mixed with excitement and exhilaration emerged a bit of fear and tension. Also, the trembling of the body.
A drop, where all the emotions and sensations she felt were mixed up, rolled down in confusion.
The sweet pleasure melted down the throat like nectar.
The satisfaction, transcending imagination, flowed through her like a shiver, just as when she first tasted Kang’s nightmare.
With each movement of San, her vision shook hazily.
As if she couldn’t escape from under Mount Tai.
Her mind became hazy, and her body, which began to heat up, began to sweat.
She felt that Kang was suffering, but she already felt like her body was out of control.
Like Kang’s nightmare that you crave endlessly even if you’ve had your fill.
Even if you take and take, you never get tired of it.
He’s so good that I can’t stop, even if I see you crying.
I must be crazy.
Around dawn.
Kang fell into a deep sleep, as if she had fainted.
Although she didn’t want to put her to sleep as promised, if she didn’t, it was only a matter of time before she collapsed during filming.
“That won’t do.”
Even if it’s for an hour, she had to sleep.
San looked at her silent face with his chin resting on his hand.
Even though he caressed her cheek and touched her lips, she showed no signs of waking up.
Satisfied smiles crossed his face as he gazed at her, with numerous red flower imprints on her body.
He was hungry too.
The words of Seolsung that the blurring of Kang’s nightmares was evidence that she was starting to be happy, and Soonwoo’s saying that it might be a temporary phenomenon, both circled in his mind.
I won’t want Kang to face a situation where she has to eat another nightmare.
And a little later, a faint purple smoke began to rise from her body.
The manifestation of the nightmare had begun.
San, like someone who had suffered from intense thirst for a long time, began to absorb Kang’s nightmares.
Lights sparkling like powdered galaxies endlessly poured over her transparent skin.
He kissed Kang’s shoulders, palms, and arms in succession, consuming every bit of her nightmares.
Even the fearful breath flowing from her sleeping mouth and the terrified gasp swallowed with open lips, he drank it all.
He thought he had satisfied his desires limitlessly, but as soon as their lips touched, he didn’t feel tired, and his body responded.
Then, at some point, the surging desire, pulsating as if it would devour reason, began to swell.
The hand that was gently supporting her chin gradually descended, gripping her delicate neck.
The vibrant pulsation of the carotid artery, vividly throbbing on the slender neck, was felt enough to be held in one hand.
San’s deep blue eyes, like a night lake, slowly closed, and when they opened halfway again, they had turned red like wine.
His hand tightened unintentionally.
“……Ugh.”
A faint moan leaked through her lips.
In an instant, San, who regained his senses, quickly distanced himself from Kang.
“Haah, haah….”
Breaths that erupted violently with each beat of the heart, so intense that the rise and fall of the chest was noticeable.
It was just for a very brief moment, but it felt like the memory had momentarily disappeared.
Embarrassed by the evidence of losing control and acting irrationally, San was puzzled.
“What is this…!”
Between the fingers that clenched the scattered hair on his forehead, his red eyes shone even more intensely.
His mind was exploding, and in front of him, she was in a defenseless state, sound asleep.
The more Kang generously shared what she had, the more it felt like thirst was growing rather than satisfaction.
San felt like he was nothing more than a beast with only instincts left in the place where reason could fly away at any moment.
Like someone who doesn’t know satisfaction.
“You, crazy bastard.”
He wiped his face feeling self-disgust.
Eating the nightmares of reality in a state where excitement doesn’t subside easily seemed like a dangerous thing.
He was enveloped in fear that if he made a mistake, he might endanger Kang.
San gently caressed her sleeping cheek with trembling hands, then cautiously lay down beside her.
After collecting himself, he closed his eyes.
He quickly infiltrated Kang’s dream.
When male lead is the homewrecker
“I know she doesn’t love him.”
I’ve read the novel below twice already. Girls, I’m highly recommending it to you!
The female lead? Not a good person.
The second male lead? Not a good person.
The male lead? Willingly plays the third party, breaking up the female and second male lead’s relationship despite all the warnings from his friends—so yeah, he’s definitely not a good person either.
Basically, nobody in this novel is simple-minded or without scheming.
The female lead starts off as the male lead’s secretary, but don’t worry—later on, she takes over the company while the male lead steps back to support her. He won’t steal her spotlight, overshadow her, or dull her shine.
I love novels where men are out here snatching wigs, tearing each other down, and going to war just to win the female lead’s affection. And this is exactly that kind of novel. Most of Hai Dai Ran’s works have this dynamic. You’ll see the male characters’ emotions being pushed to the absolute extreme.
There’s even a scene where the second male lead exposes the male lead online for being a homewrecker. The brotherhood immediately gangs up on him, dragging him through the mud. I find it compelling —it completely flips reality on its head, where usually, women are the ones fighting over a man and getting torn apart by the sisterhood.
For me, female leads in the novels I read should only struggle in their careers, not in love. But if the brainless romantics in the story are all men? I have zero complaints.
I’ve pretty much read all of Hai Dai Ran’s novels and even translated all of them—her works are just my thing. I’ll slowly upload everything here. One day, when my website is official, I hope I can invite her to join as one of the star authors.
Here’s the story synopsis:
One-line summary: She is his lifelong obsession, to the point where he was willing to be a third wheel, scorned by society, just to wedge his way into her relationship with her fiancé.
Cold-hearted and indifferent female lead + Scheming and subservient CEO male lead
Intro 1:
“I know she doesn’t love him.”
With blood trickling from his clenched fist, Rong Xiu gazed at the woman before him, his eyes clouded with anguish. Hidden in the wardrobe, he had witnessed Fan Xia – the woman he desperately loved – in an intimate embrace with her fiancé. Yet his heart still yearned for her, defying all reason.
Fan Xia, the elegant and composed assistant, carried something mysterious in her eyes whenever she looked at her fiancé, Wen Lan Sheng. Strange occurrences began to surface – secret meetings with the young Gu Jin Yi, an unexplained withdrawal of 5,000 yuan… Then suddenly, her fiancé’s sister, Wen Jing, violently attacked her.
In this matriarchal society, Rong Xiu had risen to become the chairman of a powerful healthcare conglomerate, breaking through gender prejudices. But for the first time, he willingly stepped into the shadows as the other man, disregarding his friends’ warnings to become her secret lover.
Because he had discovered the truth – Fan Xia wasn’t the pure angel everyone believed her to be. And perhaps, he was the only one capable of helping her execute her mysterious plan…
Intro 2:
Rong Xiu’s biggest regret in life was missing out on Fan Xia.
He secretly loved Fan Xia for 7 years.
Watched her go public with her boyfriend.
Watched her kiss her boyfriend at their wedding.
Until that man blissfully nestled in Fan Xia’s arms, obtaining everything he could only dream of.
The crazy jealousy stripped away his hidden secret love, layer by layer, burning like wildfire.
Fan Xia, how can I have you!
【Reading and Trigger Warning Guide】
1. Female dominant, male submissive, male pregnancy
2. Male lead schemes his way to the top, male competition
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