“Would you like to hold more comfortably?”
Ael took a deep breath and placed her hand on Kalon’s arm. But still, she couldn’t hide her trembling.
Ael found herself ridiculous.
It was a long time ago, but in her debut year, she had put her hand on someone’s arm while dancing. Not just placing her hand, she even danced.
But placing her hand on Kalon’s arm felt like touching a man for the first time in her life, causing such nervousness.
Perhaps feeling her trembling, he chuckled softly, making a slight breeze sound.
Just as Ael was about to feel a bit depressed, thinking her nervousness was so funny, he grabbed her shoulder and pulled her into his arms.
“……!”
Ael, who ended up leaning fully into his embrace, looked up at him in surprise.
Kalon met her gaze without avoiding it, with a brazen expression as if to say, “What’s wrong with this?”
Ael swallowed dryly at the blue gaze that seemed to pierce through her. Again, it was too close.
“Why, like this……”
“You mean why I’m closer than necessary?”
Did he read her mind? Speaking even more brazenly than his expression, as if asking what was wrong with this, he whispered to Ael.
“This way, I thought your arm wouldn’t tremble.”
Indeed, now the touching of arms was no longer an issue at all.
Time passed quickly.
Nisha told Ael that she didn’t need to decode ancient documents while preparing for the visit to the Count’s house.
She also said she would give her the current weekly wage of 250 guilders plus a special allowance of 1,000 guilders separately.
‘A thousand guilders.’
At first, Ael thought it was a joke, but when she confirmed that the number of digits in her account had drastically changed, she tried to return it, saying she couldn’t accept that much.
But Nisha said that wasn’t possible, explaining that this was according to the company’s payment rules, and that if this deal was successfully completed, this allowance would be paid once more.
The moment she heard those words, Ael realized why people were so eager to join Ash Trading Company.
This was a place that promised definite rewards based on ability and results.
Nisha said to focus more on preparing for the visit to the Count’s house, and that it was okay to take a break from the ancient document work.
But Ael continued to work on the ancient documents as well.
‘Honestly, I have time to spare.’
She was teaching Kalon the etiquette of Denertum, but he followed exactly what Ael showed him once and immediately memorized the old greetings she taught him.
Sometimes when she praised him in admiration of his memory, he would respond as if a little embarrassed.
Seeing Ael stiffen up every time they touched, Kalon asked her to practice more actively, saying, “From now on, I’ll do it properly. I’ll act like a real fiancé.”
She wondered what that meant, but immediately after saying that, he changed his manner of speaking.
Kalon no longer called Ael “Miss Ael.” His attitude also changed.
He who used to keep his distance and maintain formality now stood next to Ael as if it was the most natural thing. Enough to look like a much more personal relationship than just work colleagues.
His voice and attitude now had a familiarity that wasn’t there before. Even affection seemed to seep through.
If a stranger saw them, they would look like a close married couple.
Of course, Ael was on the verge of fainting at first. It was embarrassing enough just to touch, but being called by name so intimately made it impossible to keep her composure.
His voice, speaking so nonchalantly, was so annoying at that moment.
But Ael couldn’t say anything in response to his attitude, which seemed so natural without any hint of playfulness.
The only fortunate thing was that since the visit to the Count was officially a secret, he didn’t act like this in front of other employees.
However, the only times Ael spent with other employees were breakfast and lunchtime.
Outside of those times, Ael had to endure the affectionate torture Kalon gave her.
‘There’s no way I’ll ever get used to this.’
That’s what she thought, but…
Humans were animals that adapted to change faster than one might think.
A week later, today, even Ael could now call him Kalon without trembling.
“You’ll do well. Cheer up!”
As they got into the prepared carriage, Nisha waved and greeted them.
If it were the usual Nisha, she would have said not to worry too much even if things didn’t go well.
But today she said to cheer up. In other words, today’s task was something that absolutely must not fail.
The pressure of the mission, which had been momentarily forgotten while focusing on Kalon’s attitude for a week, weighed down on her shoulders.
That was only for a moment. As the carriage passed through the square, traveled along familiar roads, and then passed outside the capital’s gates, Ael couldn’t take her eyes off the window.
“What’s wrong? It’s not like you’ve never seen such scenery before.”
“It’s my first time.”
“……?”
“I just realized that this is the first time I’ve been outside the capital.”
It was true. When she was young, it was difficult to even go outside the house.
It was only when their family fortunes suddenly declined and they reduced the number of servants that she started to go out more.
As she began to take on the tasks that the servants used to do and run errands, she was able to move around more freely, but that was still only within the capital.
For Ael, outside the capital was as much an unknown world as across the sea.
Of course, when looking from the hill where her house was located, she could see far away, and books often described the appearance outside the castle with illustrations, so she knew what it looked like, but she had never seen it up close.
Even after passing through the capital’s gates, it seemed similar to inside the capital for a while, but as they traveled further, houses began to appear sporadically.
The stone-paved road eventually ended, and the carriage ran on a dirt road.
Even though the carriage was shaking, Ael was just happy.
She remembered Elize complaining about having to ride in a carriage for a long time before leaving home.
How could she dislike it when they were traveling while seeing such beautiful and fascinating sights? If she traveled frequently like Elize, would she eventually get bored of the outside scenery?
But just seeing a single tree in the distance or a horse in a field made her heart race.
Without a doubt, it seemed like she would never get bored of traveling.
Kalon was observing Ael, who was absorbed in looking outside.
He was tired of this kind of travel.
Even though traveling on land offered more diverse scenery than the sea, it was all the same to him. It was meaningless either way.
So he thought this journey would be another boring time. The only consolation was that the distance wasn’t too long by carriage.
But from the moment the carriage departed until now, he hadn’t been bored for even a second.
‘How can her expressions keep changing like that?’
Kalon’s gaze was fixed on Ael, who was sitting across from him, looking outside.
When they first departed, she seemed tense with the pressure of what they had to do today, but after leaving the capital, she was completely absorbed in looking outside.
So when he asked why she was looking so intently, she gave the shocking answer that it was her first time leaving the capital in her life.
She really is different from me.
That was the first thought that came to his mind at Ael’s answer.
He had traveled everywhere in the world. From the southernmost island nations of the continent to the northernmost Denertum here.
He had been to the highest mountain and seen the deepest sea.
He had crossed the most prosperous cities and now had seen the cursed land of a fallen nation where not even a blade of grass grew.
Because of this, Kalon no longer felt much excitement no matter what scenery he saw.
Perhaps that’s why. It was more interesting to look at someone else’s face than the scenery.
As the carriage traveled further, a particularly dusty road appeared.
Kalon reached out to catch Ael’s flying hair and then hung the window cover.
“The dust is bad. I’ll close the window for a moment.”
“You’re right. We can’t meet the Count covered in dust.”
Ael, no longer surprised, naturally took her hair that he had tidied once and tucked it behind her ear.
“You’ve gotten used to it now.”
“Pardon?”
“When I first brushed your hair back, you almost fainted.”
“I was really surprised then!”
“Then what about now?”
“……”
“Why aren’t you surprised now?”
“That’s because Kalon kept……”
“Kept?”
“……touching me!”
As he kept prompting her with questions, Ael answered quickly and then turned her head away.
Looking at her reddened nape, Kalon felt satisfaction. Not just because her reaction to his mischievous teasing was amusing.
It was because the clear bruise marks that were visible when she first came to the company had now disappeared without a trace.
Kalon found Ael’s changes interesting.
Now, the bruises and scars on Ael’s body had almost disappeared. The company doctor said that her malnutrition had improved a lot and there was no longer any major concern.
It wasn’t just the physical wounds that had disappeared. The dark fear that had shadowed Ael’s face was also gone.
When they first met, Kalon clearly remembered the darkness that fell over her face the moment he offered to take her home.
It was also what had completely enveloped her when she came to the company.
But now, that darkness was nowhere to be seen on Ael’s face.
When going home, although she showed some regret, there was no hesitation in her steps.
As if she was no longer afraid of where she was going.
Perhaps because the oppressive darkness had disappeared.
Now Ael no longer walks looking at the ground. When he saw her walking with her head held high and a straight posture, with dignity, Kalon realized that she was taller than he had thought.
And now she would meet his eyes more often and up close, and sometimes reveal her emotions without hiding them, like just now.
Her laughter was heard more often, and sometimes she would grumble. The habitual “I’m sorry” and “I apologize” that she used to say also decreased. Those were words she never needed to say in the first place.
Ael was changing little by little in every way.
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Men In The Royal Harem All Yearn For Her (Female-dominant)
One-line summary: The men (young empress, young empress dowager, crown prince) in the harem all yearn to become her consort.
Synopsis:
The female protagonist is a wildly popular heartthrob with a natural halo.
The male protagonist is a crazily obsessed and self-abasing loyal dog.
Qiu Shu, the top scholar’s daughter, is pure, elegant and incomparably enchanting, captivating countless admirers.
Being favored by the eldest prince, the most handsome man in the capital, and becoming his wife in a single move is truly the pride of a poor student.
However, what they don’t know is that the seemingly bright and splendid female protagonist lives in a battlefield of jealousy every day.
The cute and adorable young empress is unusually attached to her.
The gentlemanly and upright young empress dowager has an ambiguous relationship with her.
Even her aloof and proud eldest prince is actually a gloomy and petty jealous husband.
Trigger warning: All men in this novel are yandere style.