“If word gets out that you’ve been selling strong painkillers to nobles for extra money, you’ll be in trouble. Are you sure you want to leave like this?”
Thud.
Pessor, holding his medical bag, dropped it weakly and gaped in shock.
“Where, where did such a, such a malicious rumor start?”
Pessor, previously attempting to escape, quickly sat down on the chair.
“If this gets out, you’ll have to quit being a doctor. My father dislikes disturbances in our family. And other families won’t employ someone with such a reputation.”
“Miss!”
Realizing denying would be futile, Pessor turned pale and trembled.
“I needed the money… I only did it twice, no more than that. I needed funds to treat injured people in the slums…”
“How many people do you think will accept an illegal deed as a good deed?”
Pessor’s eyes darted around, seeking a way out of the situation.
“Dull as ever. I haven’t spoken a word of this to anyone else, Pessor.”
Pessor’s eyes locked onto mine, quickly understanding my implication.
“What can I do…?”
“And of course, I…”
I let Pessor stew in fear for a while before speaking slowly again.
“I don’t dislike your actions. Your intentions were pure, and the outcomes were good, right?”
“Yes?”
Pessor, expecting me to accuse him, was confused when I defended him instead.
“No need to overthink, Pessor.”
“…”
“So, just like you helped them, I’d like you to help me now.”
Pessor, still bewildered, tilted his head in confusion.
“I plan to leave this house soon.”
“What… How does my involvement…?”
“It’s deeply connected. I’m not just planning to run away but to disappear completely from this family, from this empire.”
Pessor still didn’t quite grasp my plan. I looked at the innocent, kind doctor and smiled broadly.
“If I disappear completely after my death, would anyone look for me?”
“…”
“Pessor, I’ll tell you what you need to do.”
“Miss.”
“As you leave this room, tell everyone, ‘Miss Nirel has at most six months to live!'”
Pessor jumped up from his seat, causing the chair to tumble. Realizing my intent, his eyes shook wildly.
“That’s, that’s illegal…”
“You’ve done illegal good deeds before, right? Think of it as the same.”
If this becomes my first step to break out of this cycle of regressions, it’ll save my life.
“A different doctor will easily expose your lie.”
“Ha. That won’t happen. No one cares enough about me to consult a new doctor.”
“But what if the Count, or your fiancé, or a friend worries and calls a doctor…”
“I assure you, Pessor, you won’t be in danger.”
No one would bother to call another doctor for me.
“Why would you do such a dangerous thing…”
“I’ll die if I stay here.”
“Who would dare kill you…”
Pessor muttered to himself, burying his face in his hands, realizing he couldn’t refuse my threat.
‘I’m dying to figure that out. To live.’
I just bitterly smiled.
“Pessor. What you should be considering is not my wellbeing. Your choice is whether to help me and continue your career as a doctor, or to end it here… I’ve only given you two options.”
There was never really a choice for Pessor in the first place.
And that day, the empire was abuzz with the news that I was living on borrowed time.
It was a variation of death I experienced for the first time after several regressions.
When yandere male lead believes she loves him — but she never did
“How dare you!”
“How dare you make me love you, only to cast me aside as nothing more than a friend?!?
“I will never accept that.”
“I will never let you return to him.”
“Even if I have to burn myself to ashes.”
“Even if I must shatter my purity, my dignity, my very soul.”
“I will never let you escape me!”
This was the first novel that introduced me to the matriarchal genre. I’ve read it three times already!
At first, the male lead despised the female lead. Later, he misunderstood that she liked him, so he condescendingly and reluctantly reciprocated her feelings.
Then, he suddenly discovered that she was kind to everyone in the same way, and there was already someone she cherished in her heart, and that person was not him.
The male lead couldn’t believe it, he became angry and crazy. He was determined to capture her body and heart by any means necessary.
Synopsis:
Want to see how a green tea bitch male lead falls in love with the female lead?
Want to see how he flirtatiously pursues the female lead?
Want to see how he gets slapped in the face repeatedly?
The male lead is a green tea bitch, a poisonous lotus, jealous, ruthless, unscrupulous, with a venomous heart, and he’s also a delusional maniac.
The female lead is righteous, positive energy-filled, kind, a holy mother.
Let’s see how two people with extreme personalities come together~
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