You’re not going to gamble again, right? Brother, you shouldn’t keep doing that. The words that I would have spat out without hesitation under normal circumstances strangely stayed stuck in my throat.
Seungcheol quickly picked up the jacket that was lying on the floor.
“Jusung, did you bring the company car? Lead the way.”
The embarrassed look in Jusung’s eyes as he looked at Seungcheol was quickly erased. Once, he was a benefactor who saved me. Even now, in a different sense, you are a benefactor to me.
Boss, is that okay?
There’s nothing father can’t do.
Waking up alone wasn’t as lonely as I thought.
The sunlight through the curtains was warm. Rubbing my eyes that hadn’t fully opened, the first thing Eunjae did was check today’s weather on his phone.
While scrolling through the diary that said today would be the hottest day of this summer, he unfolded the blanket scattered overnight.
The past week without him had been quite peaceful.
Thanks to Mom’s improved health, I reduced the time spent going to the hospital and increased part-time work instead. As a result, each day passed without a moment to spare. When I returned home with a tired body, I would wash up and immediately collapse into bed.
That was how I spent each day, waking up to mornings and going through similar days without any significant changes.
It wasn’t free. On the contrary, it was comfortable.
Perhaps because I was busier than usual, the thoughts that used to come to my mind began to decrease little by little. I secretly welcomed it. After all, those thoughts were nothing more than a luxury that surfaced only when I had idle time.
I was quite content.
I was doing quite well.
Until the moment I heard about Mom’s test results and, checking the numbers, visited the hospital after two weeks. Until I coincidentally saw you at the hospital I visited. The wave of the heart that I thought was okay came unexpectedly.
You were still handsome and radiant.
Any worries about you looking sad or lacking energy were pointless, as you, chatting with colleagues, were smiling.
Here is the English translation of the provided Korean paragraph:
“When I hastily ran out of the hospital, I felt quite embarrassed at how I had tried so hard not to run into him.”
“Even though it’s his hospital, and he’s a doctor at that hospital. I knew we would run into each other someday. And when we did, what’s the big deal?”
After that, the image of him smiling on the cloud bridge came to mind again.
I had been worried that he might be going through a tough time, but I felt relieved that it wasn’t the case. However, I couldn’t be sure if he was really laughing brightly; such thoughts came to mind.
Inexplicable and uncontrollable emotions arose and repeated the process of withering away.
I couldn’t help but feel like a fool.
As the hagwon class was coming to an end, raindrops were incessantly hitting the window.
It had been sunny until the morning, but the raindrops that started falling gently seemed to be getting thicker, eventually accompanied by thunder and lightning.
I don’t remember there being a forecast for rain, and the precipitation probability was less than 20%.
“They say today is the hottest day of the summer this year?”
Thinking that just carrying an umbrella every day would be the most effective, Eunjae dug into the rain.
At first, it seemed like he ran with a tote bag on his head. Not long after, the speed gradually slowed down, and I found myself walking in the rain.
With each step, memories with him came to mind. Looking back, there were a lot of memories specifically on rainy days.
The day I first confirmed his feelings, it rained.
“Am I just a mere contracted husband to you? Can’t you even ask for a simple umbrella?”
“Even in situations where I can’t go myself because I’m busy, I can make sure your shoes don’t get wet.”
It rained on our first date too.
“Whenever you need me, contact me. I’ll drop everything and come.”
“To me, Jieunjae is number one.”
On rainy days, we were always together, as naturally as the air that fills our lungs when we breathe.
“So, I got wet too. What should I do for you?”
“I’ve changed a lot, thanks to you.”
And even when we faced truths we didn’t want to know, it rained.
“I feel like I can breathe only by seeing it like this. It really feels crazy.”
“Do you feel the same?”
So, when this rain stops, it will be okay. Soon, when autumn comes and the lush leaves turn red, it will be forgotten, and when winter comes and the white snow falls heavily, it will be even more forgotten. When spring comes and beautiful flowers bloom, it will be even more forgotten.
How nice would it be if all the days with you turned into such light matters that even the memories wouldn’t remain?
“Can you abandon me? I can’t abandon you.”
It was then. Without any chance to realize it, some unknown liquid flowed down Eunjae’s cheeks.
I can’t abandon you either.
Here is the English translation of the provided Korean paragraph:
“How can I abandon you?
How can I abandon that?
Eunjae, who had stopped walking, suddenly rummaged through his eco bag. Then, he made a phone call somewhere. Ding dong, as the other person answered the call, Eunjae urgently spoke.
“Hello……. I’m Eunjae, who signed the contract with 00 Bill three weeks ago. Do you happen to remember me?”
[Yes, I remember. But what’s going on? Is there a problem at home?]“It’s not that. I left my umbrella there…… Sob……. ”
[Umbrella? Student, are you crying?]“It’s a purple umbrella…… It’s purple…… Sob. It’s a very precious item to me. Can you please check if it’s there? Sob……. I’m begging you.”
[Oh, I kept it separately because it looked new. Come get it tomorrow.]“T-thank you…… Sob, thank you……”
Eunjae, after ending the call, stood there for a while with the recent call log open.
It seems like it won’t work out. It seems like I won’t be able to do anything without you. Even if it’s painful, it seems better to stay by your side.
I said being by your side feels like hell, but now, each day without you feels more like hell.
Eunjae hesitated, touching the recent call log with only one person, then clenched his fist again. Then, as if he had made up his mind, he slowly moved his finger and pressed hard on his phone number.
Drrrrrr. Drrrrrr.
What if I’m too late? What if you say it’s okay without me now? What would I do?
It was a moment when the prolonged signal sound momentarily sank his heart.
[Where are you?]The surrounding noises subsided, and the dearly missed voice he wanted to hear so much came through the rain, clear and distinct.
“I, I don’t have an umbrella……. Can you come pick me up now?”
When yandere male lead believes she loves him — but she never did
“How dare you!”
“How dare you make me love you, only to cast me aside as nothing more than a friend?!?
“I will never accept that.”
“I will never let you return to him.”
“Even if I have to burn myself to ashes.”
“Even if I must shatter my purity, my dignity, my very soul.”
“I will never let you escape me!”
This was the first novel that introduced me to the matriarchal genre. I’ve read it three times already!
At first, the male lead despised the female lead. Later, he misunderstood that she liked him, so he condescendingly and reluctantly reciprocated her feelings.
Then, he suddenly discovered that she was kind to everyone in the same way, and there was already someone she cherished in her heart, and that person was not him.
The male lead couldn’t believe it, he became angry and crazy. He was determined to capture her body and heart by any means necessary.
Synopsis:
Want to see how a green tea bitch male lead falls in love with the female lead?
Want to see how he flirtatiously pursues the female lead?
Want to see how he gets slapped in the face repeatedly?
The male lead is a green tea bitch, a poisonous lotus, jealous, ruthless, unscrupulous, with a venomous heart, and he’s also a delusional maniac.
The female lead is righteous, positive energy-filled, kind, a holy mother.
Let’s see how two people with extreme personalities come together~
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