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He laid out the mat and took out the food from the basket, creating a simple but charming picnic scene.

Riena sat on the mat and exclaimed loudly:

“When did you prepare this? I never even thought of it.”

“Amy packed it, saying it would be nice to bring along.”

“She didn’t give me any hint when she put this together.”

That meddling wasn’t unpleasant.

Riena wiped her hands with a damp handkerchief, then passed a sandwich to Cassel who had also cleaned his hands. Then she took a bite of her own sandwich.

The tangy whole grain mustard, savory ham and cheese, and fresh vegetables blended well in her mouth.

Riena swallowed what she was chewing and looked around. Lucy and Black, who had been let loose, were now peacefully grazing together.

It was a peaceful moment. So much so that she worried if she deserved to enjoy such happiness.

Riena whispered, looking down at her sandwich:

“It’s been a while since I’ve been on a picnic like this. It brings back old memories and makes me happy.”

“I feel the same.”

“I’m glad you’re enjoying it too.”

Riena finished the rest of her sandwich. After eating one, she stretched out her legs and wiggled her feet.

Though no special conversation passed between them, the silence between the two was no longer awkward.

However, contrary to their high spirits, the outing did not go very smoothly. The sky, which had only scattered white clouds when they left the mansion, suddenly gathered dark clouds and heavy rain began to pour down.

“Oh no…”

Cassel quickly got up from his seat. He hastily packed everything into the bag and mounted his horse.

“Should we go back the way we came?”

“The rain is too heavy. It doesn’t look like it will stop easily, if we go back like this we might have an accident or catch a cold.”

“Then what should we do?”

Cassel looked towards the interior of the hunting grounds.

“There’s a place to rest near the entrance of the hunting grounds. Let’s take shelter there until the rain stops.”

Riena followed Cassel as he guided his horse towards the forest. True to his word about a resting place, a large tower soon appeared.

“Where is this?”

“It’s a kind of watchtower. During hunts, you never know what might happen where, so they watch the situation from here. It seems to be empty now since it’s not hunting season.”

“I see.”

“I’ll tie up the horses, so please go inside first to avoid the rain.”

“Alright.”

Riena entered the tower while Cassel tied Lucy and Black’s reins to a tree where the rain barely reached.

The inside of the tower showed signs of being vacant for a long time. There was clutter scattered on the floor, and dust floated hazily in the air. There was also a musty smell of mold.

However, Riena felt more intrigued than displeased by the sudden change in plans.

‘If it’s a watchtower, the view of the hunting grounds must be good, right?’

Since coming to the capital, she had been so busy that today was her first proper outing, except for visiting Baron Donovan’s residence. Strictly speaking, she had also gone to Viscount Loraine’s residence, but at that time she didn’t even have the leisure to look at the outside scenery.

Since the sudden rain made further horseback riding impossible, she wanted to at least enjoy the view of the capital from the top of the tower.

Riena climbed to the top in one breath. The view of the hunting grounds visible through the open window was spectacular as expected. Although it was blurry due to the rain, it had its own charm.

‘It’s quite different from Dyke’s territory.’

Just as Riena was leaning out the window to get a closer look:

“Ria!”

With that urgent cry, her body was turned 180 degrees. Cassel, who had followed her belatedly, embraced her tightly while exhaling roughly.

She could feel his heart beating rapidly, as if about to burst, under her hand that inadvertently pressed against his left chest.

Was it because he had rushed up here in one breath, or was there another reason?

Riena could only blink, still in his arms, not understanding what was happening. She tried to raise her head to examine Cassel’s expression, but the more she tried, the tighter he held her, making it impossible to move.

“Cas?”

There was no answer from Cassel. He stepped back a few paces from the window, still holding her. Even then, he remained silent for a while. All that could be heard was the sound of heavy rain and his rough breathing.

“What on earth is wrong?”

Tremors passed from body to body. Since Riena wasn’t the one shaking, it was clearly Cassel who was trembling.

Although the weather was quite cool, it didn’t seem like Cassel, who had a higher body temperature than Riena, was shivering from the cold.

Then why on earth was he acting like this?

Riena was puzzled, but judging from Cassel’s reaction, he wasn’t in a state to give a proper answer at the moment.

In the end, instead of asking again what was wrong, she tightly wrapped her arms around his waist. And she patted his back to signify that everything was okay.

“It’s alright. I promised to be there for you when things are tough, remember?”

As if that was a signal, Cassel buried his face in her neck. His hot breath touched her sensitive neck.

It wasn’t unpleasant at all. If it had been someone else, she would have been uncomfortable, but because it was Cassel, it didn’t feel bad.

Rather, the problem was that it made her feel strange. She couldn’t pinpoint exactly what it was, but the inside of her throat tickled and her toes curled involuntarily.

Riena swallowed dryly and rested her head on his chest.

‘It’s hot.’

It was the first time she had been this close to Cassel, except when they were children.

Riena used to often hug Cas, who was 1 year older but smaller than her. Though it was tight, Cas fit into her arms back then.

The young Cas smelled of the sweet desserts eaten during snack time. His body, not yet properly muscled, was firmer than Riena’s, but still didn’t feel hard.

But the current Cassel was different. His already firm, sturdy muscles were so tense they felt like stone.

Was it because of the heat radiating from Cassel? Her body, which had cooled from the rain, seemed to be warming up in response.

No, it wasn’t just a feeling, her body really was getting hot. For some reason, her breathing also became slightly faster.

Riena bit her lip at the strange sensation spreading from below her navel.

Her mouth became parched. She wanted Cassel to do something, but she couldn’t understand what she wanted him to do.

Her heartbeat also quickened in response. She had thought Cassel’s heart was beating abnormally fast, but now her heart was speeding up just as much.

After some time passed, the strength in Cassel’s arms loosened a little. He looked down at Riena, who had her face buried in his chest, and carefully asked:

“Are you alright?”

It was a strange question. Riena, who had just been looking out the window, had no reason not to be alright.

“Are you hurt anywhere?”

But Cassel kept asking about her well-being as if she had fallen from the window. However, Riena couldn’t answer promptly. The reason was that Cassel’s state was unusual.

His hands were still trembling slightly. Even his face, which usually didn’t show much emotion, was gripped by an inexplicable fear.

He was shaking so much that she couldn’t bring herself to point out that he was overreacting.

“I’m fine. Nothing happened. I was just, just curious and looking around.”

Only after Riena managed to answer did he exhale deeply and embrace her again.

“Why did you come up to such a dangerous place? What if you had slipped and fallen…”

“I’m sorry. I didn’t think it would be dangerous.”

Cassel gently caressed Riena’s cheek and whispered painfully:

“Please never do this again.”

“I understand. I understand, so please calm down first…”

He slowly lowered his head and pressed his forehead against Riena’s rounded forehead.

Their noses touched. Riena instinctively closed her eyes. This made her even more acutely aware of the breath falling on her lips.

Her lips tickled and a slight chill ran down her spine.

Cassel, still breathing slightly more roughly than usual, mumbled somewhat incoherently:

“I was scared when I couldn’t see you. I thought something might have happened to you in the brief moment we were apart…”

“As you can see, I’m fine. So there’s no need to worry too much.”

Riena gathered her courage and opened her eyes.

An impure impulse, inappropriate for the situation, arose. What if she just raised her heels slightly and kissed Cassel’s trembling lips?

At that thought, Riena shuddered and stepped back. However, Cassel reached out again and wrapped his arms around her waist. It seemed he was afraid of Riena’s body getting closer to the outside of the tower.

Finding herself suddenly back in his arms, Riena quickly mumbled:

“Alright. I’ll go inside. I won’t go back, so please let go of me for now?”

Cassel, still not feeling reassured, turned half a circle while holding Riena. Only after Riena’s body was facing inward did he release her.

“Cas…”

“…We should go downstairs first.”

Cutting off Riena’s words, he took her hand and carefully led her down to the first floor.

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When male lead is the homewrecker

“I know she doesn’t love him.”

I’ve read the novel below twice already. Girls, I’m highly recommending it to you!

The female lead? Not a good person.
The second male lead? Not a good person.
The male lead? Willingly plays the third party, breaking up the female and second male lead’s relationship despite all the warnings from his friends—so yeah, he’s definitely not a good person either.

Basically, nobody in this novel is simple-minded or without scheming.

The female lead starts off as the male lead’s secretary, but don’t worry—later on, she takes over the company while the male lead steps back to support her. He won’t steal her spotlight, overshadow her, or dull her shine.

I love novels where men are out here snatching wigs, tearing each other down, and going to war just to win the female lead’s affection. And this is exactly that kind of novel. Most of Hai Dai Ran’s works have this dynamic. You’ll see the male characters’ emotions being pushed to the absolute extreme.

There’s even a scene where the second male lead exposes the male lead online for being a homewrecker. The brotherhood immediately gangs up on him, dragging him through the mud. I find it compelling —it completely flips reality on its head, where usually, women are the ones fighting over a man and getting torn apart by the sisterhood.

For me, female leads in the novels I read should only struggle in their careers, not in love. But if the brainless romantics in the story are all men? I have zero complaints.

I’ve pretty much read all of Hai Dai Ran’s novels and even translated all of them—her works are just my thing. I’ll slowly upload everything here. One day, when my website is official, I hope I can invite her to join as one of the star authors.

Here’s the story synopsis:

One-line summary: She is his lifelong obsession, to the point where he was willing to be a third wheel, scorned by society, just to wedge his way into her relationship with her fiancé.

Cold-hearted and indifferent female lead + Scheming and subservient CEO male lead

Intro 1:

“I know she doesn’t love him.”

With blood trickling from his clenched fist, Rong Xiu gazed at the woman before him, his eyes clouded with anguish. Hidden in the wardrobe, he had witnessed Fan Xia – the woman he desperately loved – in an intimate embrace with her fiancé. Yet his heart still yearned for her, defying all reason.

Fan Xia, the elegant and composed assistant, carried something mysterious in her eyes whenever she looked at her fiancé, Wen Lan Sheng. Strange occurrences began to surface – secret meetings with the young Gu Jin Yi, an unexplained withdrawal of 5,000 yuan… Then suddenly, her fiancé’s sister, Wen Jing, violently attacked her.

In this matriarchal society, Rong Xiu had risen to become the chairman of a powerful healthcare conglomerate, breaking through gender prejudices. But for the first time, he willingly stepped into the shadows as the other man, disregarding his friends’ warnings to become her secret lover.

Because he had discovered the truth – Fan Xia wasn’t the pure angel everyone believed her to be. And perhaps, he was the only one capable of helping her execute her mysterious plan…

Intro 2:

Rong Xiu’s biggest regret in life was missing out on Fan Xia.

He secretly loved Fan Xia for 7 years.

Watched her go public with her boyfriend.

Watched her kiss her boyfriend at their wedding.

Until that man blissfully nestled in Fan Xia’s arms, obtaining everything he could only dream of.

The crazy jealousy stripped away his hidden secret love, layer by layer, burning like wildfire.

Fan Xia, how can I have you!

【Reading and Trigger Warning Guide】

1. Female dominant, male submissive, male pregnancy

2. Male lead schemes his way to the top, male competition

NOTE: You’re bound to regret it if you skip this novel. Read the review & spoiler to find out what you might be missing!

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Link to read the novel

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