To You Who No Longer Want Me

After receiving a letter from an ex-lover, promising important words, I avoided meeting him, only to find him return as a lifeless body. I cried and begged for his life, my voice desperate enough to reach the heavens. On the day my earnest wish came true, unsurprisingly, you did not remember me. “It’s okay, now I’ll protect you.” I just wanted to keep you safe. But soon, all I took for granted about myself started to seem doubtful. * * * “Was I just a plaything to you?” He chuckled bitterly, cupping my face, then looked at me with eyes full of resentment. “Please, don’t cry and say something!” I wanted to make Dension happy. Yet now, I’m causing him pain. His eyes bloodshot, barely holding on to sanity. As he walked away, Biare collapsed in a mist of tears. “I can never get close to you, can I….”