Suddenly everything blurred before my eyes, and my perspective lowered as if I was falling. I closed my eyes feeling dizzy and opened them again to find:
“Kyu!”
Oh, I turned back into a ferret again.
Buried in Hadel’s shirt, I was crying again, making kyu kyu sounds.
Though he didn’t show it, Hadel seemed to have been tense too because his hands felt lighter and more comfortable as he picked me up. He gently stroked my back and whispered the rest of his earlier sentence.
“You’re like family to me.”
“……Kyu.”
You really do like me.
‘It’s like a cat that doesn’t like being touched suddenly enjoying my company.’
Touched by Hadel’s words, I trembled. Seeing this, Hadel’s eyes widened.
“Why are you crying, silly?”
“Kyu?”
Crying? I’m crying?
Indeed, as Hadel said, the fur near my eyes was soaked.
But how could I not cry! He called me family.
‘I thought I’d never have a family again.’
I thought I would die lonely, neither a ferret nor a human. But Hadel reached out to me first.
As family.
In that moment, I flung myself at Hadel, clinging to his arm. My short and plump arms could only reach his arm.
‘I’m sorry for acting tough! I really like you too!’
“Kyu Kyu! Kyu Kyu!”
I cried out as much as I wanted. Hadel wouldn’t understand my words anyway.
‘I’m glad I don’t have to leave Hadel’s side.’
For the first time since I woke up as a ferret, I felt thankful to the gods.
Despite my worry about Sae and his group causing a ruckus in protest, the day passed quietly.
In the deep night, when even the birds were asleep, darkness enveloped the Grand Duke’s castle.
But Hadel, who was always so methodical and punctual, couldn’t sleep and tossed and turned. It was unusual for him.
Forcing his eyes shut and squirming in bed, Hadel eventually got up. Roughly running his fingers through his black hair, he muttered a curse.
“Damn.”
Swearing didn’t suit Hadel at all. Rubbing his dry eyes, he let out another sigh.
“Can’t sleep.”
His body was tired. It was natural, given the forced manipulation of mana and the nerve-wracking standoff with Sae.
But closing his eyes only made him tense, and his nerves were so on edge that sleep was impossible.
Hadel turned his head to look at the pillow next to where he had been lying.
“Kyu…”
There lay a sleek, white ferret sprawled out, belly rising and falling as it slept.
Its limbs, structurally unable to cling to the bed, occasionally quivered in mid-air. Watching this, Hadel sighed.
“Phew.”
The reason he couldn’t sleep was precisely because of this ferret. He sighed as if wishing the ground would swallow him up.
‘Why does it keep crawling into my bed?’
The white ferret, which he named Kyu Kyu, crawling onto his bed was not a new occurrence. He had even been careful not to accidentally crush the ferret in his sleep.
‘But it’s different if that ferret is a woman named Marian.’
A woman who could speak and think was now sharing his room, disguised as a ferret.
‘It all makes sense. Clinging to me whenever I stirred up mana, and how I always felt refreshed after an episode of mana overproduction.’
She had been secretly visiting and kissing him in his sleep when he was in pain.
‘Ugh!’
Imagining Marian sneaking up to kiss him in his sleep, Hadel’s restlessness grew, driving sleep even further away. He clutched his head in frustration.
Then Marian’s defiant shout echoed in his ears from earlier.
[It’s not some kind of courtship!]The Male lead Always Seduces Her with His Beauty (Matriarchy)
Xin Jiao Zhou is the leader of the world’s premier sect. She has just experienced betrayal from all sides, was poisoned in an assassination attempt, and faced death squad attacks while the poison was taking effect. After finally clearing out the scum from her sect, she was drugged again while trying to detoxify.
After waking up from a night of unconsciousness, she gained a “beautiful and kind-hearted” husband.
Xin Jiao Zhou: “???”
He fell ill.
She came to see him, bringing breakfast.
As she put down the breakfast and was about to leave, his hand slipped while holding the spoon. “Clank!”
She turned around upon hearing the noise.
He looked up at her, his eyebrows drooping: “My hand… has no strength.”
“Shall I… feed you?” she asked tentatively.
He opened his mouth cheerfully: “Ah—”
Thinking she was drowning, he jumped in without hesitation to save her, but nearly drowned himself. In the end, it was she who swam over to rescue him, giving him air underwater.
After emerging from the water, his ear tips turned red. He lightly brushed his cheek, tucking his sideburns behind his ear, revealing delicate, pink-tinged ear tips. He lowered his gaze, too embarrassed to look at her.
Xin Jiao Zhou: He’s truly beautiful, kind-hearted, and adorable.
A certain someone when disciplining subordinates behind the scenes: “If they don’t obey, just kill them.”
What’s that? She might already have someone she cares about in her heart? A certain someone: Find out who it is, kill them, and then there won’t be anyone.
What? She met a man by the riverside? What? That man even hurt her? A certain someone: Whichever hand hurt her, chop off his entire arm.
Love at first sight without realizing it, gradually falling in love, slowly getting closer…
Family and national grudges, schemes and desires, good and evil, crime and punishment, she and he face the future together, seeking justice with passion!
A naturally dark female lead who could accidentally destroy the world but is actually an honest person VS a weak, pitiful, and helpless but skilled fighter, beautiful white-cut black male lead
My heart is not of stone, how steadfast is your love? — Tao Yuanming “Imitating the Ancients (No. 3)”
— Reading Guide —
Cold female lead & dramatic black lotus with hidden yandere traits male lead