In case Hadel leaves traces of this in his heart, I confessed my feelings to Hadel once again.
“The person I want to kiss, the person I want to hold close – there’s only you in this world. Throughout my past lives, I’ve never felt such an impulse before.”

“Marian.”

Hadel’s pupils trembled. His grip on me tightened, and a force entered his fingertips. The emotions fleeting through his crimson eyes were like molten lava, intense and fiery.

However, he suppressed his emotions, closing his eyes tightly. Instinctively, I lifted my heel when I saw passion hiding beneath his eyelids.

Soft.

Although our lips had already overlapped countless times, this time, the meaning was different. Boldly, I lightly nibbled on his lips first. Then, I pushed a plump piece of flesh between his parted lips.

“…!”

To my assertive expression of affection, Hadel’s eyes widened. I exerted force, hanging my entire weight on his neck.

His large hand firmly grasped my body, alternately tightening and then restraining himself, as if self-restraining.

With hazy eyes, I fondled Hadel’s neck. I had known the sensation of his firm body hidden beneath a thin shirt since the days of being a chickadee.

‘Oh, come to think of it, we had more contact when I was a chickadee.’

Back then, Hadel often tucked me inside his shirt.

‘We bathed together, slept together.’

Wasn’t that even more intimate than a kiss?

Although it was nice to see Hadel looking at me with a tender expression, right now, I wanted to get closer to Hadel. After the long kiss, I was the one who unbuttoned Hadel’s shirt first.

“Hug me.”

With that one word, flames sparked in Hadel’s eyes. Despite the serious and urgent situation, I kept bursting into laughter for some reason. Actually, was I just trying to tease Hadel?

‘I don’t know.’

Anyway, this excitement wasn’t bad at all.

Hadel’s hands hastily undid my buttons. Since I was troubled by extreme laziness, even though there were a minimal number of buttons, his fingers kept fumbling, and eventually, he impatiently lifted the clothes from below. As it was getting to the point where the clothes might get caught around my neck, I ended up unbuttoning the back of my collar myself.

“Haha.”

The entire process was cute and amusing, so I kept laughing. Until Hadel squinted his eyes and grumbled.

“…Stop laughing.”

“That’s impossible.”

If you want me to stop laughing, you should stop doing cute things.

With that meaning, I stroked Hadel’s soft hair, and his usually neat lips pouted.

While it seemed somewhat mischievous, before I knew it, my body fell onto the bed with a thud.

“Why do you keep provoking me like this?”

It’s not like I was provoking. I was about to retort with a smirk when the subsequent actions made my face turn bright red, and I let out an embarrassing scream.

“Wait, why did you suddenly become desperate?”
It took a while to unbutton the top, but it took only a second to pull down the underwear. Hadel’s physique was large, making it difficult to fit between my slender legs.

His long fingers firmly grasped my body. Following the shape of his fingers, as if creating ripples on the water’s surface, the flesh distorted.

Hadel’s voice sounded like boiling water.

“Because you seemed relaxed……”

His red lips licked his dry lips.

“I thought I could be a bit hasty.”

What is he talking about!

I laughed because Hadel’s awkward appearance was cute, like a child. It was definitely not because I was relaxed!

At that moment, Hadel threw his shirt under the bed.

“Eek!”

Instinctively, I covered my eyes with both hands. Of course, between the spread fingers, I captured the sight of Hadel’s flawless body, but…

Thump, thump.

Now that I was facing Hadel like this, my heart started beating like crazy.

‘Y-yes! I’m experiencing something that will happen someday, today! And I’m the one who initiated it!’

I firmly made up my mind and faced Hadel. However, the moment Hadel’s hand firmly gripped my thigh, I screamed.

“I-it’s my first time too!”