I looked at Johan in surprise.
“Johan?”
Many things flashed through Johan’s red eyes. He extended his long legs and approached.
‘Should I recognize him right away, as Erich did?’
If he doesn’t recognize that it’s a spirit, he might misunderstand and create strange misconceptions.
Johan, who approached the bed where I was lying, sat at the head of the bed and touched my bewildered cheek with his index finger.
“Are you okay?”
Contrary to my expectation of asking about the spirit baby, he asked about my well-being.
“Yeah.”
Johan’s gaze shifted to the sleeping baby. However, his eyes didn’t seem negative. Rather, it looked like he was seeing something affectionate and warm.
Johan, looking at the baby, smiled again as he looked back at me. His Adam’s apple twitched for a moment.
“We have a baby between us.”
I shook my head cautiously while shaking the tiny hand of the small baby tightly gripping my index finger.
“Yeah, isn’t the baby cute?”
“Cute.”
Johan nodded his head.
“I think it’s better because it resembles my wife.”
“Resembles me? Just by looking at the hair color, it resembles Johan more.”
“Look closely. The soft-looking cheeks here and the overall gentle lines all resemble you.”
I smirked.
‘Even if you say that, it looks more like Johan?’
It seems that Johan has lost his objective view somehow. At that moment, Johan grabbed my cheek, which was pondering, and grinned.
“Look at this. The expressions are identical.”
“Anyone’s face would look the same when pulled.”
“No. By just looking at this lovely atmosphere, anyone would know it’s your baby. Such an atmosphere is something that can’t be imitated no matter what.”
Lovely.
‘Why does this word feel different?’
Without realizing it, my mouth curled up in response to the ticklish feeling.
“Am I lovely?”
Even though it’s been quite some time since I heard Johan say that he loves me, I still haven’t adapted.
“I’m worried if it’ll look lovely to other people’s eyes.”
“I’m worried if it’ll look lovely to other people’s eyes.”
Johan put his arm around my neck, placing a large hand on the baby’s back in my arms. It was a usual relaxed gesture, but I saw his hand trembling.
“Even though it’s so lovely.”
Johan whispered in a breathless voice.
“How could I leave you like that?”
It seemed like he was trying to overlay the past family on the baby and me. So I couldn’t say anything.
‘Come to think of it, family… It must mean a completely different thing to Johan.’
Because Johan has completely lost his family.
“Come to think of it, Johan. What should we name the baby? Parents should name the baby.”
[Dash] No! Allowing that absurd black magician to name the spirit baby is outrageous! [Dash] No matter how much his aura is mixed, there’s a limit. Naming a spirit is so important; how can you let such a guy decide the name?The trees went crazy.
Johan, slightly raising his thick eyebrows, lightly poked the baby’s soft cheek.
“Naming a spirit requires careful consideration.”
“…Did you recognize that it’s a spirit right away?”
“Of course. I can feel the spirit’s energy right away.”
“But why…”
Actually, it was surprising to me that Johan immediately referred to the spirit baby as our baby.
‘If he recognizes it’s a spirit, wouldn’t it seem strange for me to react like this?’
Moreover, considering it’s a spirit that suddenly appeared, there might be more suspicion about me.
“Uung…”
“That’s how it is.”
Even while sleeping, the spirit baby, thinking of Johan as its father, coquettishly rubbed its chubby cheeks against Johan’s chest.
“Already, this baby is the baby between you and me. But what does it matter if it’s a spirit.”
“…”
“Of course, I can feel my energy from this baby, and it unavoidably resembles you as well.”
Johan made a sleepy smile.
‘Ah, uneasy.’
Although it’s an incredibly beautiful scene, I strangely felt my heart tightening, so I avoided Johan’s gaze and smiled with the corners of my mouth raised.
‘I’m too scared that all of this will disappear.’
At this moment, I realized that what I couldn’t have in the past has now become too much.
‘How could Johan endure all this?’
Perhaps, for Johan, the memories of his childhood are the same as this moment for me. If he completely lost them, could he still live after losing what he believed was his own?
I had unnecessary thoughts.
‘If I were Johan…’
What choice would I have made?
Erich looked at his sitting master respectfully.
“Master, I am Erich, Viscount Blanoir.”
Although he pledged allegiance to Estelle, it didn’t change the fact that Johan was his master. Estelle had simply become a higher priority than Johan.
“Investigation about the spirit?”
“Yes. Here are the records about the spirit.”
As Johan browsed through the records about the spirit, he narrowed his eyes.
“In the end, the reason for the spirit’s birth isn’t clear.”
“Yes, it seems that the spirit is an existence that doesn’t mingle with humans.”
“No. Rather, it might be more questionable that there’s not much information about the process of the spirit’s birth.”
When yandere male lead believes she loves him — but she never did
“How dare you!”
“How dare you make me love you, only to cast me aside as nothing more than a friend?!?
“I will never accept that.”
“I will never let you return to him.”
“Even if I have to burn myself to ashes.”
“Even if I must shatter my purity, my dignity, my very soul.”
“I will never let you escape me!”
This was the first novel that introduced me to the matriarchal genre. I’ve read it three times already!
At first, the male lead despised the female lead. Later, he misunderstood that she liked him, so he condescendingly and reluctantly reciprocated her feelings.
Then, he suddenly discovered that she was kind to everyone in the same way, and there was already someone she cherished in her heart, and that person was not him.
The male lead couldn’t believe it, he became angry and crazy. He was determined to capture her body and heart by any means necessary.
Synopsis:
Want to see how a green tea bitch male lead falls in love with the female lead?
Want to see how he flirtatiously pursues the female lead?
Want to see how he gets slapped in the face repeatedly?
The male lead is a green tea bitch, a poisonous lotus, jealous, ruthless, unscrupulous, with a venomous heart, and he’s also a delusional maniac.
The female lead is righteous, positive energy-filled, kind, a holy mother.
Let’s see how two people with extreme personalities come together~
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