It happened when she asked, lips pressing tightly, as if to squeeze a piece of clothing.
“Becoming accustomed to desire. How does it feel?”
The sensation rose to the tips of her hair.
Hot.
Even her exhales felt hot.
“You said you came to learn desire.”
The hot breath and moist sounds mingled together. Veril couldn’t comprehend. She couldn’t even gather her thoughts.
All these sounds, the fact that they were her own sounds, coming from her.
Before I could even accept the fact that I could make such sounds.
Veril couldn’t even imagine what appearance I might be presenting to him.
Because of his approaching presence.
“…Ah.”
Suddenly, the clothing I had been holding slipped from my lips and stopped on my body.
“How does this desire feel?”
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Her dry fingertips slid between the moist warmth, gliding up, creating a vivid sensation. The intense heat in this sultry place made Beril exhale repeatedly.
It was a strange and thrilling feeling. For this moment, it felt like she was liberated from anyone’s influence. The feeling that the constraints of a lifetime were gradually loosening.
And then.
It was a strange and exhilarating sensation. For this moment, she felt liberated from anyone’s influence, as if the constraints of a lifetime were gradually loosening.
And then.
A desire for more, and more… a feeling of wanting something, even if she didn’t fully understand it.
As he exerted pressure on her body, Belled smiled.
“Yes, that’s desire,” he said.
Even without saying a word, he understood. He slowly delved into her.
“……!”
“You said you wanted to learn desire, Beril.”
The heat pierced through her body, causing Beril to unknowingly arch her neck backward. The room echoed with their breath.
“I’ll be your teacher. Every night, tell me what you desire.”
Anything you want, I’ll give it to you. I’ll let you know that you can desire whatever you want.
Upon hearing those words, Beril tightly gripped the edge of the bed.
“That’s something I, I…”
From below, it felt like a tidal wave crashing in, making it impossible to articulate words properly.
“……It’s too much, if you ask.”
How can I? I wanted to say that.
As if he had heard the unspoken words, Belred smiled.
“People who are as repressed as you find it difficult even to ask for small things, don’t they?”
She couldn’t deny it. Between Belred’s labored breaths, his hand touched the side of her face.
“……!”
As the sensation deepened, Belred gasped for breath.
“Did you appear so confined that you couldn’t even bear that?”
He laughed.
“What you need is not to suppress but to express your desires.”
Whispering like that, he was so kind, as if he would give everything.
Belred couldn’t understand it.
He’s a demon, and I’m a saint. I came to capture him. There was no way he could have seen into my heart, so I couldn’t understand why he would go to such lengths for me.
To corrupt me?
I thought of words the priests might utter, but it didn’t seem like the right answer.
If they needed corrupted individuals, they could have allied with those priests. There was no need to be kind and offer up what was mine. The corrupted ones would have fallen into my hands without the need for such generosity.
“Why… are you going to such lengths?”
Amidst the hot breath, I managed to utter the question. At that moment, her movements, which had been unsettling her, briefly ceased.
Beril realized in that moment, if this was corruption, then she herself had already succumbed to it.
She was disappointed that his movements, the ripples he created, were infrequent. She felt like she understood the tingling sensation in her lower abdomen.
She desired the pleasure he offered. More intensely.
I hope to delve in so deeply that no thoughts come to mind, to the very tip of my head turning white.
Just a bit more, and it feels like I’ll reach the edge of a cliff. It seems like I’ll experience a clear sense of liberation and thrilling pleasure.
Imagining that feeling, the place where I touched him felt like it was trembling.
A short exhalation was heard. A humid heat, whose origin was unclear, dripped down.
“You must take what you desire from me like that.”
“……!”
She shuddered again. It felt like the world was shaking behind her.
Beril understood. This tremor would grow stronger and become a colossal tidal wave that would engulf her.
When she closed her eyes, forgetting even to breathe, Berled whispered. Like black letters etching onto her whitened mind, his words penetrated her thoughts vividly.
“I can explore you to my heart’s content, can’t I? When I desire someone who hesitates, it’s as if I’m…,”
He had come entirely closer to her.
“―Committing a crime.”
His movements intensified. The once-whitened world began to tremble entirely.
“I, too, don’t know how to open a person’s heart.”
Had he also heated up? Harsh breaths were nearing their end with her.
An Indifferent Woman is the One Men Desire the Most
One-line summary: The female lead is actually cold-hearted and extremely rational. She has stage-by-stage relationships and won’t two-time, but there will always be someone who secretly likes her.
This novel has the following triggers, so if you’re sensitive to these, please don’t read:
1. The female lead has had many relationships, but she treated each one seriously and broke up properly.
It’s just that the men unilaterally pestered her incessantly. For the female lead, when she doesn’t like someone anymore, she simply doesn’t like them.
(This applies to her relationships with Male Lead 1, 2, 3, and 4 as well, but she’s loyal in each 1-on-1 relationship!)
2. In this novel, Male Lead 2 and the female lead kiss in a car, and Male Lead 1 sees it and beats up Male Lead 2.
The female lead calls the police and sends both Male Lead 1 and 2 to the police station! Male Lead 1 begs the female lead not to break up with him.
3. Male Lead 1 has a gentle appearance but an obsessive personality.
Male Lead 2 has a delicate and soft appearance, slightly green tea-like (two-faced).
Male Lead 3 is a youthful college student and a smart person who has secretly liked the female lead for a long time.
Male Lead 4 is the female lead’s father’s special assistant, a business elite with deep, hidden thoughts.
4. At the beginning of this novel, the female lead has already broken up with Male Lead 1 (Chapter 4) and gotten back together with Male Lead 2 (ex-boyfriend).
5. Enter with caution if you have triggers!!!
