Regret With All Your Might (Completed Main Story) - Chapter 130
“Get away! The temple is burning!”
“Good heavens. Did you see that one’s eyes? They’re green! Of all the audacity—what is this place to them!”
It had already been several decades ago, but even now, whenever Jerun closed his eyes, the scene remained vividly clear.
His own nation of Lowell, corrupted and collapsed by indulgence and greed, and people like himself who had scrambled only to save their own lives. And the scorn of the imperial nobles who had effortlessly absorbed Lowell.
The color of his eyes, once a source of pride, had become an object of contempt. It was the same wherever he went. After years of wandering, he had fled in terror into this valley, as if running for his life.
In this uninhabited place, Jerun built a ‘home,’ however crudely, and struggled to reclaim the daily routine he had lost.
When morning came, he swept the yard, and when it was time, he ate. Habitually offering prayers, night would fall. Then, closing and opening his eyes, morning would come again.
A remote ‘home’ no one ever visited. Days passed as he shivered from sheer loneliness.
He had prayed countless times for someone in the same plight as himself to come—but no one ever did.
Hope and expectation grew worn. It was a time when he was forgetting everything—even his prayers and his service to the god as a healer.
“Are… are you there?”
“Who… is it? Je… nya?”
The first visitor to this ‘home’ was a junior healer who had served with him at the temple. Terrified by her pregnancy, she clung to Jerun and burst into tears as if finally releasing her tension.
From then on, Jerun began praying again—to Lowina. Meanwhile, Jeya left the ‘home’ with the child she had borne. But Jerun was no longer alone.
For after that woman, descendants of Lowell occasionally came to the ‘home.’ It was exceedingly rare, but not entirely unheard of.
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When scheming men desperately battle for her favor in the male harem

This one’s also on my reread list! The rivalry, scheming between the men in the imperial harem are just as intense and thrilling as in classic palace drama novels, where concubines fight to the death. Give it a read, girls! I promise you won’t be disappointed.
Synopsis:
“I am not worthy of her… but I still want to be by her side, even if only as a loyal dog…”
Those were the painful whispers of Yue Guanyi – the proud Crown Prince of the Great Qi, who was torn between deep love and a guilty conscience. Despite holding the supreme power of the Imperial Guard, he still could not forget the dark past when he was sold into a brothel.
Fate played a cruel twist when Qiu Shuzhi – a young female official who had just passed the imperial examinations with top honors – stepped into his life. She did not know that she was the one who had saved him from a tragic fate many years ago. And now, her heart was the target of pursuit for both Yue Guanyi and the powerful Empress Dowager Qin Qing.
While Yue Guanyi only dared to silently care for and protect the one he loved from afar, the Empress Dowager Qin Qing openly expressed his feelings and did not hesitate to take advantage of his power to approach Qiu Shuzhi. The covert struggle between the two most powerful forces in the imperial court began…
Trigger warning: All men in this novel are yandere style.
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Saraluvsleads Chapter 131Something is amiss It feels sticky like gum here… not nice
Anonymous SwiftKey Chapter 132Dean is so adorable like a younger brother
Anonymous SwiftKey Chapter 132Dean is so adorable like a younger brother
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- Akira_Akuma Chapter 131 — Paragraph 53
“…You’ll just have to spend the day as an annoying man, I suppose.”
Hshahaha he holds a grudge but she can do the same
Saraluvsleads Chapter 132 — Paragraph 146“Ah... Father...”
I knew itttt….. well they weren’t hiding it just taking 20 years to have them meet🙃
Saraluvsleads Chapter 132 — Paragraph 116“It’s almost midnight, Rive. Did you forget you promised to watch the festival w
The random change in name spellings has me through a loop….
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RASHMI BONDAPALLI
i really hope that ovila show them their place each imperial family and imperial faction
Saraluvsleads
I’m finding it a tad bit hard to follow the story with the random time jumps
Anonymous SwiftKey
Poor jerun man ended up secluding himself out of fear