“I think so too. If I hadn’t met Grandfather that day, I wouldn’t be here.”
Strictly speaking, the White Tiger would have protected me. Still, until I became an adult, Grandfather’s help was crucial for me to grow up without much hardship.
As if recalling that time, a satisfied smile spread across Grandfather’s face. However, a trace of gloominess crossed his face again, and he asked in a displeased tone.
“…Does it really have to be him? Thinking about how you almost died because of him, the mere thought still makes my blood boil.”
Oh, here we go again. I chuckled while covering my lips.
“Why do you keep dwelling on the past? They say as you age, you tend to think about the past a lot. Since Grandfather is still young, you shouldn’t do that.”
Usually, saying this would shut Grandfather up, but today he continued to grumble.
“Did I not raise you well? It seems there isn’t a single thing you find favorable about me from our first meeting until now.”
“You’re quite something, Grandfather.”
Looking directly into Grandfather’s eyes, I spoke steadily.
“He is someone I love.”
“Hmm.”
As I said that emphatically, Grandfather seemed at a loss for words or maybe sighed. Even when I grinned without showing any signs of giving in, Grandfather eventually let out a heavy sigh and responded.
“…If you say he’s the one you love, I suppose I must step back. Seems like I need to make a very big decision.”
It seemed like he recalled what he had said earlier about Danmokbi; if I were Danmokbi and claimed to love someone else, he would step back without saying a word. I asked with a gentle voice.
“Is Grandfather’s love for me less than that?”
If you truly love me, please accept the person I have chosen. That was the meaning of my words, and perceptive Grandfather immediately understood, squeezing my forehead with his finger.
“No need to be impulsive, my child.”
“Hehe.”
I grinned while rubbing my forehead. Even though Grandfather was frowning, he gestured for the troublemakers to clear the front gate.
“Still, stay at Jegalsega until the Blood Alliance issue is resolved. It would be too worrisome if you were at Danmoksa during this time.”
“Yes.”
From my perspective, it was better to stay prepared at Jegalsega with everyone until the Blood Alliance issue was settled rather than facing Hyuljung Hyeok alone. Nodding vigorously, I added, “I understand.”
Even as I grinned, Grandfather, who was watching me carefully, spoke with a soft voice.
“Promise me one thing.”
“Yes?”
What is he asking for now?
“If it’s about not expressing affection for Danmokbi, I might not be able to keep that promise.”
I tried hard not to recall those memories that I was intentionally avoiding, but they suddenly surged up like droplets of water. Large, rough hands and breath that touched my ear closely.
“Kyaa! I was barely managing to forget about it.”
My face turned red in an instant. As I fanned myself desperately, Grandfather looked at me with a suspicious expression. Then, with a stern voice, he added.
“Do not engage in risky behavior.”
“Risky behavior?”
Grandfather’s explanation was very detailed.
“I told you not to unnecessarily put us in danger or stand in front of the Blood Sect leader as if you saved us.”
“Oh, come on. Am I that foolish to do such a thing?”
I chuckled and bumped fists with Grandfather. However, Grandfather, with a stern face, continued to admonish.
“Do you understand that now? You are a foolish child. If you were a little weaker, I wouldn’t have these worries.”
No, Grandfather’s words are too harsh.
“Hehe, Grandfather worries too much. That’s not true. I’m an extremely selfish and naughty child.”
“Fine, let’s assume that.”
“That’s true!”
However, Grandfather’s plea wasn’t entirely baseless. Just a while ago, I was worried about what to do if Jegalsega captured people and demanded me to come out.
“Yeah, even if such a thing happens, I shouldn’t act recklessly. If I’m caught by the Blood Sect leader, Grandfather would be sad.”
And both Grandfather, Danmokbi, Jegal Min, and Jegal Gaju were not weaker than Hyuljung Hyeok. Trying to solve the problem alone meant not trusting them.
I tightly held onto Grandfather’s arm and made a promise.
“I will never do anything that would make Grandfather shed tears.”
“Okay. I trust only you.”
Finally, Grandfather smiled as if relieved. I realized he was pretending to be tough but was anxious, fearing that something like what happened to my mother might happen again. So, I silently vowed once again.
“I must never be dragged away by Hyuljung Hyeok. Whatever happens, I must discuss it with my family first.”
But frighteningly enough, the next day, I found myself in a situation where I might break my promise with Grandfather.
Instead of a paper doll torn at the Jegalsega gate, there was a letter attached.
“[You have a cat.]”
“A cat?”
“Who’s playing a prank? There’s no cat in Jegalsega.”
“Well, wait a minute. Wasn’t there one?”
“Come to think of it, it has been a while since I last saw it. The white cat, right?”
The gossiping sibis, who didn’t understand the meaning, chatted among themselves. However, I understood the meaning as soon as I saw it.
“Ho-baek!”
The cat that hadn’t been seen recently was, in fact, held by Hyuljung Hyeok!
The Male lead Always Seduces Her with His Beauty (Matriarchy)
Xin Jiao Zhou is the leader of the world’s premier sect. She has just experienced betrayal from all sides, was poisoned in an assassination attempt, and faced death squad attacks while the poison was taking effect. After finally clearing out the scum from her sect, she was drugged again while trying to detoxify.
After waking up from a night of unconsciousness, she gained a “beautiful and kind-hearted” husband.
Xin Jiao Zhou: “???”
He fell ill.
She came to see him, bringing breakfast.
As she put down the breakfast and was about to leave, his hand slipped while holding the spoon. “Clank!”
She turned around upon hearing the noise.
He looked up at her, his eyebrows drooping: “My hand… has no strength.”
“Shall I… feed you?” she asked tentatively.
He opened his mouth cheerfully: “Ah—”
Thinking she was drowning, he jumped in without hesitation to save her, but nearly drowned himself. In the end, it was she who swam over to rescue him, giving him air underwater.
After emerging from the water, his ear tips turned red. He lightly brushed his cheek, tucking his sideburns behind his ear, revealing delicate, pink-tinged ear tips. He lowered his gaze, too embarrassed to look at her.
Xin Jiao Zhou: He’s truly beautiful, kind-hearted, and adorable.
A certain someone when disciplining subordinates behind the scenes: “If they don’t obey, just kill them.”
What’s that? She might already have someone she cares about in her heart? A certain someone: Find out who it is, kill them, and then there won’t be anyone.
What? She met a man by the riverside? What? That man even hurt her? A certain someone: Whichever hand hurt her, chop off his entire arm.
Love at first sight without realizing it, gradually falling in love, slowly getting closer…
Family and national grudges, schemes and desires, good and evil, crime and punishment, she and he face the future together, seeking justice with passion!
A naturally dark female lead who could accidentally destroy the world but is actually an honest person VS a weak, pitiful, and helpless but skilled fighter, beautiful white-cut black male lead
My heart is not of stone, how steadfast is your love? — Tao Yuanming “Imitating the Ancients (No. 3)”
— Reading Guide —
Cold female lead & dramatic black lotus with hidden yandere traits male lead