“Everything fits perfectly when one thing is taught.”
“Because it fits well.”
With a lack of words, Chaeyoon leaned her head on his chest.
The scent digging into her nose was pleasant. The warmth spreading gently dispelled the excitement and dizziness she felt just a moment ago.
While enjoying the comforting heartbeat, Jaeo spoke.
“What’s wrong? Why aren’t you saying anything?”
Chaeyoon’s eyes widened.
“What do you mean?”
“Why don’t you tell me where and how you find it tolerable?”
Was I waiting for that?
“Do you really want me to say?”
“Yeah.”
Speaking wasn’t difficult.
But for some reason, I didn’t feel like saying it willingly.
With an unresponsive heart, Chaeyoon produced a fresh tone, just like before.
“I can’t describe it in such detail because it’s too little.”
After that, as if blocking the conversation, she closed her eyes completely.
Then, the intense gaze scattered and settled like snowflakes over her white face. The gaze, which had gently roamed around every inch of her face, stopped at her quietly closed eyes.
“I feel like I’m living now.”
The calm eyes with long eyelashes slowly opened, revealing clear irises. Jaeo’s gaze intensified as he looked into the exposed eyes.
Before liking a woman named Song Chaeyoon, looking back on my life, even if I mechanically lived, it was a life that could be considered devoid of meaning.
I didn’t care about consciousness or anything else.
Sleep because I had to sleep, eat at the level of hunger, without a specific preference for food when eating, I just ate whatever was there. Things like clothes, cars, watches were chosen and purchased by a personal shopper.
I had no excitement for everything like this, but it was different for work and exercise.
Visible results as I did them.
The sense of accomplishment I felt while seeing the results made me feel alive.
The reason I started learning business was born out of a desire to protect myself, but it was because I felt that emotion that I was able to immerse myself in it until now.
Because I wanted to continue feeling that emotion.
Not having the courage to die, I clung to something that made me feel something by saying that I would live for a moment. I thought only about that, so I didn’t see what was around me or what kind of people were there.
They were people who would leave anyway, and since I was the only one left, I thought about whether I should care. But now, I didn’t think that way.
“Because of you, Song Chaeyoon.”
My world and my life have changed.
In the past, things without excitement were now interesting just because you liked them.
The foods I used to eat without much thought were now carefully examined one by one.
Song Chaeyoon, because you’re going to eat them.
Seeing you eat the things I bought or prepared in this way, I couldn’t help but feel proud.
I couldn’t feel like it was a waste even if I gave everything I had.
I couldn’t have imagined that I would empathize with such words.
No, I couldn’t have imagined that I would be able to feel all these emotions—realizing my mistakes, feeling sorry, but still feeling excited, and even dying at the thought of being together.
But the person who made all this possible was Chaeyoon.
“Being with you makes me wonder if this is how people live.”
I didn’t know how others lived. I had no interest, and I didn’t really want to know.
Because you weren’t in their lives.
If I have you alone, and if you keep smiling at me, that alone was enough, so comparisons were unnecessary.
“Thank you.”
For giving a chance to someone unworthy like me to feel this.
“…….”
Waves rippled in Chaeyoon’s eyes as she silently listened to what Jaeo was saying.
“I know I still have a long way to go.”
I’m aware that I’m always lagging behind compared to your warmth.
“Considering how much I learn from your words, I might still do stupid things in the future.”
“…….”
“So, I might not live up to your expectations, but I can promise you one thing.”
As if making a solemn vow, Jaeo’s intense gaze pierced through Chaeyoon’s field of vision.
“If I can make you smile just like now, I’ll do anything.”
Knowing that I am lacking, I will put in extra effort, and I will love you with all my best.
In the process, if someone takes away your smile…
Whatever it is, whoever it is.
The determined gaze that promised not to stand idly by was intensely vivid blue.
However, Chaeyoon did not grasp the emotion that was persistently conveyed in Jaeo’s intense gaze.
It was because her head was dizzy from what he was saying.
“…….”
Jaeo’s gaze was fixed on Chaeyoon’s slow-blinking pupils, wondering what she was thinking.
“I’m in the middle of scoring, why no response. It’s making me uneasy.”
Then Chaeyoon, who had been blinking her eyes in confusion, stared at him.
‘So, that’s why.’
She had kept thinking of the phrase ‘not yet’ because she wanted to hear these words.
As we spend more time together, our hearts grow larger, but the depth of the conversations we share remains shallow.
Jaeo recognized the emotions deepening in his gaze and actions, but perhaps he wanted confirmation through words.
Seeing how good it is to have something this good made her realize the unclear line she had drawn.
Understanding that Jaeo couldn’t comprehend the emotions welling up in her gaze, Chaeyoon stared at him sharply.
“Not a little.”
Jaeo, who thought something might be wrong with what he said, turned his eyes to Chaeyoon.
Their gaze intertwined.
Staring sharply at his eyes, where only her reflection was captured, Chaeyoon spoke clearly.
“I can tell the kids about it now.”
That I am loved.
“I am also in a relationship as good as yours.”
A flicker of emotion appeared in the dark pupils.
“I said that I didn’t want to miss the appearance of the one who likes me, but in fact, I didn’t have such high expectations.”
“…….”
“Oppa is not good at understanding someone’s feelings or anything like that.”
While feelings could change in an instant, characteristics or habits of a person do not change immediately.
“So, instead of expecting oppa to change a lot, I thought it would take time…….,”
Chaeyoon’s hand touched his cheek.
“The oppa who likes me is…….,”
The pupils looking at Jaeo were beautifully rounded.
“Beyond my expectations.”
Without a hint of falsehood in her expression, the bright smile spread as if it were so beautiful that her breath would stop.
As if the moment of closing her eyes would be regrettable.
“Has the data entry been completed?”
“…….”
When Jaeo didn’t respond to my words, Chaeyoon looked at him with a slightly perplexed smile.
“What’s going on? Why are you so stiff…?”
Jaeo grabbed Chaeyoon’s wrist, who was stroking his face.
Chaeyoon’s eyes widened.
As Chaeyoon, with a deeply stirring gaze, met Jaeo’s lips, his lips touched hers warmly.
When yandere male lead believes she loves him — but she never did
“How dare you!”
“How dare you make me love you, only to cast me aside as nothing more than a friend?!?
“I will never accept that.”
“I will never let you return to him.”
“Even if I have to burn myself to ashes.”
“Even if I must shatter my purity, my dignity, my very soul.”
“I will never let you escape me!”
This was the first novel that introduced me to the matriarchal genre. I’ve read it three times already!
At first, the male lead despised the female lead. Later, he misunderstood that she liked him, so he condescendingly and reluctantly reciprocated her feelings.
Then, he suddenly discovered that she was kind to everyone in the same way, and there was already someone she cherished in her heart, and that person was not him.
The male lead couldn’t believe it, he became angry and crazy. He was determined to capture her body and heart by any means necessary.
Synopsis:
Want to see how a green tea bitch male lead falls in love with the female lead?
Want to see how he flirtatiously pursues the female lead?
Want to see how he gets slapped in the face repeatedly?
The male lead is a green tea bitch, a poisonous lotus, jealous, ruthless, unscrupulous, with a venomous heart, and he’s also a delusional maniac.
The female lead is righteous, positive energy-filled, kind, a holy mother.
Let’s see how two people with extreme personalities come together~
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