The feeling of waking up from a long sleep.
As Haeyeon opened her eyes, she heard the small and rhythmic heartbeat ringing in her ears, awakening from a hazy dream. Lowering and raising her eyelids again to the sudden bright light, her momentarily blurred vision gradually returned.
“Haeyeon… Did you wake up?”
At the voice that seemed to wake a sleeper, Haeyeon turned her head. A tall man stood by the window where the lazy afternoon sunlight shone.
Suddenly, the last face she saw overlapped.
The slightly reddish and charming eyes of Saekaman, whose light was mysterious, and the moist eyes that were hard to see. A familiar yet unfamiliar face.
Her heart tingled deep within.
“Yes. I woke up.”
Having had a long dream, Haeyeon finally escaped from the dream and focused her gaze on Doha with clarity.
As if recognizing Haeyeon’s faint smile, he reached out. The moment her cheek was embraced by the warm touch, Haeyeon took a breath.
“…Yeah.”
An unsettling tremor could be felt in the voice, and Haeyeon couldn’t smile. She just felt the warmth while gently stroking the thick hand.
It might have been a bit awkward. Turning her head to the window, Haeyeon closed her eyes at the reflected light, which seemed to scream like a reflection of the sun setting.
In the quiet atmosphere that had surrounded her for a long time, Haeyeon remained still in the silence. Although it hadn’t been a day since the accident, the somber air gave the eerie feeling as if no one had lived here for a long time.
…Are you really okay?
Yes, I’ll be fine.
When he mentioned ‘asking for a favor,’ the slightly shaking eyes might have been because Haeyeon’s expression seemed too genuine.
But being alone…
There’s no pain. I just want to be alone with my thoughts.
After Doha brought Haeyeon, who had collapsed on the main road, to the hospital and received treatment, Dr. Moon diagnosed that she could be discharged.
Of course, Doha hoped Haeyeon would stay in the hospital longer, but he had to agree to her discharge due to her strong will.
However, Haeyeon said that wasn’t enough; she wanted to go home alone.
Naturally, Doha opposed it, but he closed his eyes to Haeyeon’s words that she wanted to be alone, pointing to her constantly ringing phone.
“Yes. I arrived safely. So, don’t worry too much.”
After repeatedly assuring Doha that everything was fine, Haeyeon finally hung up the phone.
Placing her phone anywhere, Haeyeon finally looked around her home. Regaining reality and looking at her home again brought back numerous memories at once.
Among them, the deepest memories were undoubtedly related to the baby.
Checking the pregnancy test and not believing her own appearance, Doha who was shocked to hear the news of having a baby, herself who handed over the pregnancy gift and felt embarrassed, and the yellow baby shoes she felt delighted seeing, drawing our beautiful future.
Kwaang!
An accident that snatched away hope and happiness in an instant, the shock of Doha being injured, the despair that seemed impossible to overcome, and all the trials endured with consolation from the unborn child.
“Ah-.”
From Haeyeon’s throat, the resentment that had been trapped for the past year poured out.
Kudangtangtang!
A pushed fall. When the darkened vision brightened again, a life that had twisted away.
The lost life was a comfort just by existing. The most precious and valuable treasure that had been with her throughout the most difficult and painful times in her life.
Even if the world forgets the existence of the unborn child, she couldn’t forget as much as herself.
“Why is this happening… so foolishly.”
Haeyeon condemned herself, muttering. Even if everyone forgets the existence of the unborn child, she shouldn’t forget.
The excuse that she couldn’t overcome the shock of losing the baby and fell into self-pity and abandoned everything was useless.
She couldn’t keep the last promise or comfort him.
To the child who comforted her while Doha was collapsing, she didn’t repay anything, nothing.
“I should have seen the end…”
What happened to the baby separated from her mother? Did she resent the mother who forgot her existence and didn’t even look for her? Or was she very lonely?
For a long time, too long, the self who was contemplating so belatedly was hateful and despairing enough to kill herself.
Haeyeon helplessly sank to the carpet. Her knees standing and her hunched back trembled pitifully.
Haeyeon, who had fallen asleep on the floor, suddenly rose in surprise. Looking around, deep darkness had settled around her.
Still insufficient, memories flooding in like a flood, Haeyeon tightly closed her eyes.
Even with closed eyes, the vivid day was clear. Of course, Haeyeon’s memory stopped on the day of the miscarriage.
She bit her lips until blood oozed out. When she stood up and took a few steps, things swayed. When she grabbed the wall again, a voice was heard.
Why can’t Min Haeyeon remember anything? Or what did she want to forget?
Male lead is a Love-Obsessed Merman
When he discovers she has gone, he risks everything to pursue her on land, enduring agonizing pain to transform his tail into human legs…
One-line summary: Male lead chases female lead. The male lead’s love is a bit sick, an invincible love brain.
Synopsis
During a voyage at sea, Jiang Yang accidentally captures a merman.
Servant: I heard that mermen are fierce and brutal.
Jiang Yang looks at the merman obediently rubbing her palm like a puppy: “You call this fierce and brutal?”
Servant: I heard that mermen have no human nature.
Jiang Yang looks at the merman with wet puppy eyes, obsessively calling her ‘A Yang’ like a childish infant: “You call this having no human nature?”
With great difficulty, she releases the merman back into the sea and returns to shore.
Who would have thought that in less than half a month, the merman, who should have been freely wandering in the South China Sea, would shed his scales, endure the pain of losing his tail, transform into human legs, and come ashore to find her?
He kneels at her feet, rubbing her palm, with merman tears rolling down: “A Yang, don’t abandon me.”
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