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“No one told me, and I couldn’t ask, but now I need to know. Something seems to be dwelling in Carlos. And there’s a way to solve it, right?”

Skylar didn’t know how to answer.

Whether to say that you have to die, she couldn’t choose an answer.

Facing such a Skylar, Mercedes spoke firmly.

“I will save Carlos. Betting my life on it. Prioritizing it over my own life.”

The eyes of Mercedes saying this were so beautiful that.

Skylar felt pity and compassion for this lover.

“They say you become like the one you love.”

She smiled bitterly and looked at Mercedes.

Mercedes was sending a firm gaze as if it wasn’t difficult to be determined to save Carlos by any means.

“Do you know that both Your Majesty and Her Majesty the Empress are fools? Damn it. Life isn’t some dog’s name… Why are you so eager to bet each other’s lives?”

“Prioritizing Carlos over my life. Of course, I’m scared too. But still, for Carlos, I can do it. Because Carlos has already done it for me.”

Mercedes answered sincerely.

Skylar’s heart became more and more complicated.

Honestly, she was leaning towards the thought that Mercedes should be killed. Of course, it was an uncomfortable thought and she felt it shouldn’t be done, but still… because she was a person who served the Emperor.

But when Mercedes asked to be told anything, if there was a way, it felt like her breath was suddenly cut off.

Skylar wanted Carlos to go down a happy path. But if Mercedes dies, he wouldn’t be happy.

She looked at Carlos with a feeling of ‘wishing he would give an answer’. But Carlos had no answer.

In fact, with his heart barely saved, he might not wake up in the future. He could die like this.

So in the current situation, ‘explaining’ to Mercedes and making a cold judgment became her responsibility.

She scratched her head and sighed irritably.

‘Damn fools.’

Skylar even felt wronged.

Not because she had to worry, but because she pitied them.

Why should these upright and just people bear the sins, the curse, the punishment committed by people of the past?

Mercedes, observing Skylar’s worried expression, grabbed her hand tightly and began to plead.

“Lady Skylar. If you’re the key, open the door. There’s definitely something I need to know, right?”

“…Hah. Damn it. It seems I’ve chosen the wrong superior.”

Skylar messed up her hair frantically and then sighed.

“Do you really want to know?”

“If knowing will solve it.”

Determined eyes.

She couldn’t lie in front of them. Skylar finally opened her mouth.

Yes. Mercedes also has the right to know.

No, maybe she cowardly wants to pass on the burden of worry. Anyway, she decided to tell the truth.

“…His Majesty must kill you.”

“What?”

“Hah. This is His Majesty’s curse that only I have discovered. So no one could have told you, and Her Highness couldn’t have known either. His Majesty is under a curse.”

“Who, who cast such a curse? Why me of all people? I hadn’t even met Carlos before… Could it be because I was brought from Shame?”

“His Majesty’s curse was from before that. This isn’t just a story about His Majesty and Her Highness.”

Skylar finally began to reveal the secret she had heard fighting with Carlos when they were young, a story from a very long time ago.

Throughout the listening, Mercedes’ face gradually hardened. Although she couldn’t know what she was thinking, Skylar was certain of one thing.

That Mercedes was prepared to grip a dagger and stab her own heart right away.

“Carlos himself has to kill me, right?”

“Sadly, it’s such a damn curse.”

“I didn’t know I’d literally have to bet my life… Alright. Then I’ll put a sword in this person’s hand and let him pierce my heart. That would be the easiest way.”

“Your Majesty the Empress, wait a moment. Shamefully, I haven’t not thought of that either, but it’s uncertain whether that method meets the condition of ‘killing directly.’ And… aren’t you afraid at all?”

“I am afraid. During the time I was kidnapped, for the first time in my life I wanted to live and felt a burning desire to be with Carlos. But without Carlos, none of that matters. And even if this method is uncertain, I think we need to use it right away. Because Carlos… is dying.”

Mercedes spoke firmly. Skylar fell silent.

“Besides, Carlos can’t stab me. I believe you know that too, Lady Skylar. This, I have to do it. That will increase the probability of meeting the curse’s conditions as much as possible.”

Is this really, indeed, the right thing to do?

As Skylar made a complicated face, Mercedes calmly persuaded her.

“Isn’t Lady Skylar a loyal subject who follows Carlos? You said he’ll live if I die. Why are you stopping me?”

“…Nevertheless, it’s because His Majesty gave up on killing you. He even found a decent successor from a collateral line.”

This time Mercedes was left speechless at Skylar’s words.

She quietly looked at Carlos’ unconscious face, sweating coldly. She liked those thick eyebrows, that always gentle smile full of composure, that face with sharp yet thick lines.

His touch, his voice. Especially his laughter, she seemed to like it. She was grateful for the world he showed her. Grateful that he saw it with her.

During that time, how hard must this person have been?

Carlos loves her. Now she could be certain of that too.

‘I, without knowing anything…’

Carlos was a person who went to the front lines to minimize casualties among the soldiers. He was an emperor who made compasses for them and tried to look after the lowest places.

He must have been so burdened and heavy, yet he was someone who somehow endured.

Because he was born righteous and kind.

To think that such a person had to weigh the life of his loved one against the fate of the country.

And to think that he decided to save her, finally abandoning that burden.

The agony must have been unimaginably deep.

‘I… I can’t kill you, no matter what.’

‘Mel. I won’t kill you.’

‘I can’t, kill you.’

How difficult must that confession have been for him that day.

He chose her.

Giving up his own life.

“Now I understand the saying that you become like the one you love.”

Mercedes smiled faintly.

She too, could now resolve to give up the life she had just grasped for the first time.

Carlos had to live.

Of course, not because Mercedes was a person without value to live as before. She could have lived on, shining sufficiently.

However, it was because Carlos living on was what she wanted that she willingly gave up her life. Like Carlos who chose her in the end, despite the burden on his shoulders and her.

Even without her, Carlos would become a good emperor and could live a wonderful life.

Also, they might be able to meet and embrace each other in the afterlife that might exist in the distant future. Yes, that would be enough.

“Lady Skylar. Do you have a dagger? Carlos’ greatsword is too big.”

Skylar absentmindedly fingered the dagger Carlos had thrown and left in her bosom.

Yes, it’s rather fortunate that she’s stepping up like this. This is right. Nevertheless…

“…Your Highness. If you are dead when His Majesty wakes up, will he be alright?”

Skylar couldn’t help but add one more word.

What kind of face would Carlos make in a world without Mercedes? She couldn’t even imagine.

It seemed she would see an expression she had never seen in all those long years as a close friend.

“That’s…”

Mercedes, who had been resolute, showed a hesitant attitude for the first time.

She wiped away Carlos’ cold sweat and smiled faintly. It was also a face that looked like she might cry a little.

“Carlos will do well. Because he’s a strong person. Please convey my message to him. Tell him that I met you and knew happiness for the first time, and that I left this world gladly because I could save you. So tell him to enjoy life to the fullest and come back.”

“Your Highness, just a little more… time. Please give me time. If it really doesn’t meet the conditions, then I…”

Skylar frowned, blaming her own incompetence.

“Skylar is not at fault for anything. And I can feel that Carlos has no time left right now, that he’s barely breathing. If we leave him like this, it seems he’ll die without any means to save him.”

“…”

Skylar couldn’t answer this time either. Mercedes smiled faintly.

“Lady Skylar has tried hard enough. I can tell even more because the power I feel from Carlos is familiar. What Skylar has been doing is not breaking the curse, but forcibly containing it. It’s right that it can’t go on any longer. Because a prison will eventually break before a strong force.”

Mercedes extended her white hand.

It was a delicate hand, but it looked like the largest hand in the world. That’s how upright and overwhelming Mercedes appeared.

“Let’s make Carlos comfortable.”

“…Lady Mercedes.”

“I think it’s the first time I’ve heard my name from Lady Skylar. It sounds nice.”

How can they be people who even say such similar things? Skylar closed her eyes, thinking of her lord who had left with a final greeting.

“I can’t do it.”

No matter how much Mercedes said, Skylar couldn’t give her the sword.

Because her friend would suffer.

‘Will she try to stop me?’

Mercedes looked at Skylar, quietly pondering, and then calculated how much power remained within her.

“Skylar. Let’s sleep for a while.”

“…What are you saying?”

“When you wake up, it will all be over.”

Her white hand touched Skylar’s forehead. Skylar instantly fell into a deep sleep.

Now it was quiet. In the center of a deep forest.

The only one left breathing with open eyes now was Mercedes.

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When male lead is the homewrecker

“I know she doesn’t love him.”

I’ve read the novel below twice already. Girls, I’m highly recommending it to you!

The female lead? Not a good person.
The second male lead? Not a good person.
The male lead? Willingly plays the third party, breaking up the female and second male lead’s relationship despite all the warnings from his friends—so yeah, he’s definitely not a good person either.

Basically, nobody in this novel is simple-minded or without scheming.

The female lead starts off as the male lead’s secretary, but don’t worry—later on, she takes over the company while the male lead steps back to support her. He won’t steal her spotlight, overshadow her, or dull her shine.

I love novels where men are out here snatching wigs, tearing each other down, and going to war just to win the female lead’s affection. And this is exactly that kind of novel. Most of Hai Dai Ran’s works have this dynamic. You’ll see the male characters’ emotions being pushed to the absolute extreme.

There’s even a scene where the second male lead exposes the male lead online for being a homewrecker. The brotherhood immediately gangs up on him, dragging him through the mud. I find it compelling —it completely flips reality on its head, where usually, women are the ones fighting over a man and getting torn apart by the sisterhood.

For me, female leads in the novels I read should only struggle in their careers, not in love. But if the brainless romantics in the story are all men? I have zero complaints.

I’ve pretty much read all of Hai Dai Ran’s novels and even translated all of them—her works are just my thing. I’ll slowly upload everything here. One day, when my website is official, I hope I can invite her to join as one of the star authors.

Here’s the story synopsis:

One-line summary: She is his lifelong obsession, to the point where he was willing to be a third wheel, scorned by society, just to wedge his way into her relationship with her fiancé.

Cold-hearted and indifferent female lead + Scheming and subservient CEO male lead

Intro 1:

“I know she doesn’t love him.”

With blood trickling from his clenched fist, Rong Xiu gazed at the woman before him, his eyes clouded with anguish. Hidden in the wardrobe, he had witnessed Fan Xia – the woman he desperately loved – in an intimate embrace with her fiancé. Yet his heart still yearned for her, defying all reason.

Fan Xia, the elegant and composed assistant, carried something mysterious in her eyes whenever she looked at her fiancé, Wen Lan Sheng. Strange occurrences began to surface – secret meetings with the young Gu Jin Yi, an unexplained withdrawal of 5,000 yuan… Then suddenly, her fiancé’s sister, Wen Jing, violently attacked her.

In this matriarchal society, Rong Xiu had risen to become the chairman of a powerful healthcare conglomerate, breaking through gender prejudices. But for the first time, he willingly stepped into the shadows as the other man, disregarding his friends’ warnings to become her secret lover.

Because he had discovered the truth – Fan Xia wasn’t the pure angel everyone believed her to be. And perhaps, he was the only one capable of helping her execute her mysterious plan…

Intro 2:

Rong Xiu’s biggest regret in life was missing out on Fan Xia.

He secretly loved Fan Xia for 7 years.

Watched her go public with her boyfriend.

Watched her kiss her boyfriend at their wedding.

Until that man blissfully nestled in Fan Xia’s arms, obtaining everything he could only dream of.

The crazy jealousy stripped away his hidden secret love, layer by layer, burning like wildfire.

Fan Xia, how can I have you!

【Reading and Trigger Warning Guide】

1. Female dominant, male submissive, male pregnancy

2. Male lead schemes his way to the top, male competition

NOTE: You’re bound to regret it if you skip this novel. Read the review & spoiler to find out what you might be missing!

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