Bitterness flooded me due to the ending that was unbelievably absurd.
Did they really need to cast so much magic on a child’s body?
And to think that it was a mother? Luedello is still trembling with anxiety because of this.
“This is just too much.”
“Bella?”
“It’s just frustrating. Really…”
If only I had the strength, if I had the powerful magic like Shasha… If my actions could change the future, I could have given everyone a better ending.
Then it happened. Seeing me exhale a sigh of frustration, Serhelus looked sad.
“Bella.”
“Yes?”
“Well… Do you find it difficult not being able to protect the one you love?”
“If I had the strength like Shasha, then I could have protected everyone. It’s a bit heartbreaking that I couldn’t.”
I looked at him with a bitter smile.
“Did you ask about memory sealing because of the Crown Prince?”
“You knew?”
“Yes. I thought it was a cruel thing to do to a child. But I didn’t say it because I was worried that Bella would be so upset.”
“I see…”
Should I ask him to release the magic? But would it be okay to keep asking Serhelus like this? It’s for the child, but in the end, it’s just my personal desire.
‘Perhaps… I shouldn’t ask?’
During such hesitation, he opened his mouth again.
“How about we talk about just the two of us today?”
“What kind of talk?”
“Just… anything is fine. I want to hear your story.”
“Well… What would be good…”
Today, Serhelus seemed a bit sad. It was an unusually sad day for both him and me.
His eyes, which had been as warm as a warm night, were moist.
I didn’t drink alcohol, but it felt like being intoxicated at night. It was a night when you felt like saying anything. So, I chuckled. If it’s Serhelus, maybe it’s okay. Perhaps he would understand a bit if I told him my story.
“I have… a younger brother I had to let go without being able to protect.”
“Is that your other self from a different world?”
“Ah… You knew about that too?”
“I like you. I liked not Isabella of this world, but you.”
He smiled a little. Strangely, I felt comforted by his acknowledgment. He accepted me fully. Not Isabella but the person I am.
“Serhelus, I also like you. But this feeling is not love.”
“Isabella.”
“I think you feel the same way.”
I poked at something sensitive, and he awkwardly smiled.
“I don’t really know what love is.”
“Well, do I feel special to you?”
“Yes.”
“Then I hope your heart will race and you will feel good when you see me.”
“Yes.”
The emotion he had was love.
I looked at him with a perplexed expression.
“But I hope you are happy. I hope you spend a long time with another man.”
“Ah.”
“I know that the Emperor and you are doing well. And I wish you even more prosperity. I hope you have a child who resembles you and that you find happiness by protecting the things you want to protect, Bella.”
“Well… It doesn’t seem like a love between a man and a woman.”
Serhelus nodded awkwardly, seeming to understand to some extent.
After that, whether he wanted to change the situation or not, he quickly changed the topic.
“Anyway, Bella. How were you in that world?”
Is it about the love between family members?
I looked at him quietly, then slowly exhaled. Then my heart settled down so calmly that it felt excessive.
“Ah… Me in that world…”
“I’m just curious. I want to know what kind of life you lived.”
I wanted to talk to Noah about it, no matter who it was. In fact, I felt like a really bad sister. I wanted to be criticized for not deserving to be happy here.
People always said that. You didn’t do anything wrong. It was just the circumstances.
But it felt like I needed to be criticized to survive.
Because I had lived like that. Because I had hated myself excessively. It was so agonizing, thinking that if I forgot that feeling, I would forget Noah, and I would settle for reality.
So I wanted to hear it. That it was my fault. That my thoughts were not wrong.
I looked at Serhelus. His eyes were infinitely warm and affectionate.
“There was only one existence in the world that looked at me, and I couldn’t protect him. I was annoyed… and then… we ended up parting.”
“Were you lovers?”
“No. He was my younger brother. So… that’s why… maybe I’m treating Shasha better because she reminds me of that child at this time.”
He gently stroked my head. It felt so warm, as if we had become a family.
“So… um, so…”
“You can say it. You wanted to say it, right?”
Instead of answering like a child, he just nodded his head.
“I… I really couldn’t do anything. Noah… Noah died because of me. He died trivially trying to celebrate my birthday. It was my world, but that world didn’t look at the child. Even though I know it’s too late to regret it… Still, I regret it every day. It’s sinful for me to be happy here. I shouldn’t be happy…”
“I always thought that I shouldn’t be happy. I always thought about the children I couldn’t protect. But seeing you, my thoughts have changed a lot. Just protect the present time, and someday, won’t you be able to forgive yourself?”
“Can I be forgiven?”
Top Celebrity Younger Brother Bears Her Child (Female-dominant)
One-line summary: Forced to live stream romance with a top celebrity in a female-dominant world.
Yan Jin transmigrated into a brothel, with a fellow transmigrated junior beside her.
Hearing the obscene words coming from outside, the unfortunate junior covered his ears tightly, his cheeks flushed red, and whispered to comfort her, “Don’t worry, I will definitely help you escape.”
“Don’t worry, I will definitely defend your chastity.” Yan Jin looked at the flawless and delicate features of the unfortunate junior and gently comforted, “Because we have transmigrated into a female-dominant world.”
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Top celebrity Yu Shu suddenly fell into a coma during a concert.
Research scientist Yan Jin fainted in the lab after working overtime.
Two people with no connection were rushed to the same hospital.
Three days later, neither of them had woken up.
Suddenly, the entire nation discovered that a live streaming app had been forcibly installed on their phones.
Upon opening it, they heard the two discussing how to escape from the brothel.
The entire internet was in an uproar.
After the two successfully escaped from the brothel, Yu Shu’s fan group rushed to make a banner and sent it to the hospital overnight.
“Big sister bravely took action to defend the chastity of our idol!”
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When Yu Shu was diagnosed with pregnancy, Yan Jin stared at his belly for a long time.
Covering his stomach, he muttered gloomily, “If you don’t like it, I’ll go get an abortion.”
“It’s not that I don’t like it.” Yan Jin hugged Yu Shu and said softly, “I just feel like I’m not human.”
Yu Shu comforted Yan Jin, “I was already an adult when we got together.”
Yan Jin hesitated, “But you won’t be of legal marriageable age even after giving birth to the child.”
At the same time, a flood of bullet comments appeared in the live streaming room that the two couldn’t see.
[Although it’s inappropriate, I also want a young and handsome boyfriend to have my child.]
①Male pregnancy (highlighted)
The female lead is five years older than the male lead, and the male lead is already an adult when he appears.
