“Shasha, did your parents say that if Shasha’s around, people are unhappy?”
“Yes… The puppy Shasha loved got sick, and the maid who took care of me did too.”
How could I tell her that even that was manipulated?
‘I wish I could tell her everything.’
But then Shasha might develop a hatred for humanity.
What the Count and Countess did to Shasha. To ensure that Shasha wouldn’t leave, to prove that the only ones who could be with her were them, those parents gave a puppy to the child.
The puppy she received for her fifth birthday was already in poor health, and the Countess even fed it poison. Consequently, the puppy didn’t last long.
Not only that, a maid who was unusually fond of Shasha met a similar fate. She didn’t die, of course, but it was an incident shocking enough for a child.
The Count and Countess wanted the child by their side at all costs.
The Count and Countess made sure that there was no one in the world who would love Shasha.
In fear that someone might even slightly love Shasha, in fear that someone might teach Shasha about love, they consistently spread rumors that if you’re around Shasha, only misfortune will occur.
She possesses great strength, but makes those around her unhappy. The puppy and the maid. That was not only to make Shasha obey but also a means to instill fear in those around her.
No one could be around Shasha, and even if they were, they couldn’t give their hearts. They established the precedent that if Shasha liked something, it would die or suffer.
Thanks to that, Shasha was unloved by anyone in the family. By all the people, including the maids.
‘In the end, Shasha will find out about all this when she grows up.’
A maid, who was even poisoned by the Count and Countess, spilled everything to Shasha. From then on, the child who had investigated all the truths developed a terrible hatred for her family.
“So, Sister, Shasha is fine. Shasha doesn’t want you to be unhappy. Shasha… they said it was wrong for me to exist.”
The current Shasha, who did not know this fact, who believed that the puppy and maid were like that because of her, had sad eyes.
I hugged the child tightly.
“Shasha did nothing wrong.”
“No. Everyone said so. Except for Mom and Dad, Shasha is…”
The child’s selfesteem, which had been horribly destroyed, would not easily recover. Just saying she’s pretty once or twice, just saying she’s lovely once or twice, would not erase the experiences she had.
But I won’t give up.
“Shasha is lovely.”
“Huh…?”
“Because she’s lovely, even when she’s still, Shasha is so lovely that you don’t have to think otherwise. It’s because you’re stupid that you don’t notice these pretty aspects of Shasha. I was a fool until recently, too.”
“Big sister…”
Shasha only pouted her lips at my words.
“It’s something created by overlapping coincidences. It’s not Shasha’s fault at all. If what I said were true, something bad should have already happened to my big sister. But nothing happened.”
“That may be so, but…”
“Does Shasha not love her big sister as much as she thought? Not like her very much?”
“No! I like you very much…”
“Then, there should have been a problem with big sister too, but nothing happened. Right?”
Only then did Shasha nod her head.
“In the world, unbelievable coincidences occur. So the incident with the puppy and the maid was all a coincidence. You shouldn’t think that being with Shasha makes you unhappy, should you?”
Still, Shasha pouted her lips.
“Something bad did happen. Big sister is going to marry someone she doesn’t love, someone strange…”
“No. This is an opportunity.”
“Opportunity?”
“Yes! Big sister is really going to get married.”
Shasha’s big eyes grew even bigger.
“With… that old man? That’s being sold…”
“No. Big sister is going to marry a wonderful man.”
“A wonderful man?”
“Yes! A man so handsome that you’ll fall in love at first sight.”
That’s when it happened. Shasha’s face, which I thought she would just like, became stiff.
“Big sister… then you’re going to fall in love with that man?”
“Huh?”
“If he’s handsome enough to fall in love with at first sight… Shasha wishes that big sister wouldn’t love anyone else but Shasha… if big sister just liked Shasha… thinking that big sister loves someone else makes me suddenly feel so sad…”
Flames burst from Shasha’s body, and the surrounding flowers, which were blossoming, disappeared in an instant like bursting bubbles.
“Sha… Shasha…?”
“I wish big sister would only love me. Because I only love big sister.”
“That, that’s right! There’s no way I would love that man.”
“Really?”
A bright smile appeared on Shasha’s face, which had been unable to control her emotions just moments ago. She wore a lovely and beautiful smile like a flower swaying in a gentle breeze.
She looked so lovely and pretty…
‘I feel like I just saw something I shouldn’t have seen…’
But Shasha seemed to have no recollection of what she had just said or done.
‘For now… it’s because her emotions are still clumsy, right?’
It’s still like that. I smiled awkwardly at Shasha. Then, Shasha’s eyes sparkled.
“Big sister… did Shasha say something?”
Male lead is a Love-Obsessed Merman
When he discovers she has gone, he risks everything to pursue her on land, enduring agonizing pain to transform his tail into human legs…
One-line summary: Male lead chases female lead. The male lead’s love is a bit sick, an invincible love brain.
Synopsis
During a voyage at sea, Jiang Yang accidentally captures a merman.
Servant: I heard that mermen are fierce and brutal.
Jiang Yang looks at the merman obediently rubbing her palm like a puppy: “You call this fierce and brutal?”
Servant: I heard that mermen have no human nature.
Jiang Yang looks at the merman with wet puppy eyes, obsessively calling her ‘A Yang’ like a childish infant: “You call this having no human nature?”
With great difficulty, she releases the merman back into the sea and returns to shore.
Who would have thought that in less than half a month, the merman, who should have been freely wandering in the South China Sea, would shed his scales, endure the pain of losing his tail, transform into human legs, and come ashore to find her?
He kneels at her feet, rubbing her palm, with merman tears rolling down: “A Yang, don’t abandon me.”
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