“Damn it, truly outrageous.”
In the end, my resentment erupted. To have killed all the orphanage children. The humanity of those who talk about problems rather than mourn is beyond comprehension.
My hands moved faster and faster. So, was Helleon silently following Rediak’s words?
Trying to protect the children, even sealing himself? So, he wasn’t punished as an accomplice of Rediak. The missing pieces were gradually explained by this diary.
Of course, Ken looked at me with a slightly surprised expression due to the curse I spat out, but I awkwardly smiled, shook his hand, and Ken, once again, looked straight at me with a determined expression. I, in turn, reopened the diary.
On December 31, 234,
My master called for me. The situation was not good. Someone pushed it.
My master said so. I am the only one he trusts.
So, he told me to take all his possessions and go to another country.
I was the only disciple left alive. Fortunately. Since there were no other disciples, the master relied on me. I did well to feed poison to the Xs who seemed likely to live long. That unlucky X is not a disciple but a slave.
So, I immediately organized the master’s property and headed to a neighboring country. And I heard a rumor. The master was accused and expelled from the Tower for researching fake immortality.
He was even stripped of all his powers.
My pitiful master. I brought him to the Fellua Empire. From now on, the master and I will live together here for the rest of our lives. The master is mine.
It gives me chills.
For other disciples to die… not just Rediak but also Perfectra. I suspected it since he said he made the orphanage children die…
On March 7, 235,
This can’t be. The master fell for a woman. Since coming to the Fellua Empire, the master, who said he was having a hard time, brought in several women. One of them had the master’s child.
No. The master is mine. This can’t be.
But the master ignored me, married that woman, and left me.
Now, there is someone else by the master’s side. Unforgivable. I want to kill her.
So, I killed her. Since the child in her womb had the master’s blood, I made it drink the poison that was fed to the other disciples in the Tower as soon as it was born. It was ridiculous to see it vomit blood and die.
So, who dares to covet? The master is mine.
And afterward, Perfectra’s obsession became even more intense than before.
On May 10, 235,
A child was born. The master’s child. I didn’t like the dense crying sound of the child. A child with a silver hair and a gold coin. I didn’t like the appearance of the child that resembled that woman, not the master.
The master’s sorrow ended long ago. The master, who considered himself the priority, didn’t care about the child. So, he left it at the orphanage. Well, since it looked pretty like the master, it will probably be adopted on its own.
Since it had the master’s blood, I spared its life without killing it. I am truly compassionate.
On November 29, 236,
The master is still busy playing with women.
I don’t care. Does the master only love me? Although I met and married any woman, and even had a child, nothing changed. Why don’t you have any feelings for me? He even congratulated me.
Why won’t you love me? I can’t stand it anymore. The master is mine.
Now, I must make him completely mine.
My mood became cold.
The diary shouldn’t end, but the diary is almost finished.
Why. Why?
With trembling hands, I turned the last page.
On December 31, 236,
It was a perfect day to honor the master.
While the master’s body left the world, he will always be by my side.
I made a transparent coffin in the mansion and placed the master there. The adjacent spot was empty.
Now, you can’t see anyone else.
“Your blue eyes will only look at me entirely.
Let’s continue together from now on. My god. My everything.
But do you know that?
To pull you out of the Tower, to completely possess you, I exposed everything. If immortality continues, I will die faster, and then I won’t be able to have you.
Now, within an entirely eternal time, it’s just the two of us. My eternal master.”
The story ended like that.
It was a creepy story to the extent that my hands trembled. I stared at the diary silently for a long time, unable to recover from the shock.
The rumor that Rediak lived well in another country was true. Anyway, he escaped to another country, lived with women, got married, and even had children.
But the end of an evildoer was to be killed by the disciple he trusted.
What about another evildoer, Perfectra?
“Ken.”
“Yes.”
“I need to go to Teslo. There are stories I want to hear and things to say to him.”
“I will prepare right away.”
It couldn’t be overlooked like this. Rediak was an evildoer, but Perfectra was also a formidable evildoer. So, I became curious about what he had to say.
So, I got up right away. Cherty was standing outside.
“I’ll be out for a while, Shasha, take care of yourself.”
When male lead is the homewrecker
“I know she doesn’t love him.”
I’ve read the novel below twice already. Girls, I’m highly recommending it to you!
The female lead? Not a good person.
The second male lead? Not a good person.
The male lead? Willingly plays the third party, breaking up the female and second male lead’s relationship despite all the warnings from his friends—so yeah, he’s definitely not a good person either.
Basically, nobody in this novel is simple-minded or without scheming.
The female lead starts off as the male lead’s secretary, but don’t worry—later on, she takes over the company while the male lead steps back to support her. He won’t steal her spotlight, overshadow her, or dull her shine.
I love novels where men are out here snatching wigs, tearing each other down, and going to war just to win the female lead’s affection. And this is exactly that kind of novel. Most of Hai Dai Ran’s works have this dynamic. You’ll see the male characters’ emotions being pushed to the absolute extreme.
There’s even a scene where the second male lead exposes the male lead online for being a homewrecker. The brotherhood immediately gangs up on him, dragging him through the mud. I find it compelling —it completely flips reality on its head, where usually, women are the ones fighting over a man and getting torn apart by the sisterhood.
For me, female leads in the novels I read should only struggle in their careers, not in love. But if the brainless romantics in the story are all men? I have zero complaints.
I’ve pretty much read all of Hai Dai Ran’s novels and even translated all of them—her works are just my thing. I’ll slowly upload everything here. One day, when my website is official, I hope I can invite her to join as one of the star authors.
Here’s the story synopsis:
One-line summary: She is his lifelong obsession, to the point where he was willing to be a third wheel, scorned by society, just to wedge his way into her relationship with her fiancé.
Cold-hearted and indifferent female lead + Scheming and subservient CEO male lead
Intro 1:
“I know she doesn’t love him.”
With blood trickling from his clenched fist, Rong Xiu gazed at the woman before him, his eyes clouded with anguish. Hidden in the wardrobe, he had witnessed Fan Xia – the woman he desperately loved – in an intimate embrace with her fiancé. Yet his heart still yearned for her, defying all reason.
Fan Xia, the elegant and composed assistant, carried something mysterious in her eyes whenever she looked at her fiancé, Wen Lan Sheng. Strange occurrences began to surface – secret meetings with the young Gu Jin Yi, an unexplained withdrawal of 5,000 yuan… Then suddenly, her fiancé’s sister, Wen Jing, violently attacked her.
In this matriarchal society, Rong Xiu had risen to become the chairman of a powerful healthcare conglomerate, breaking through gender prejudices. But for the first time, he willingly stepped into the shadows as the other man, disregarding his friends’ warnings to become her secret lover.
Because he had discovered the truth – Fan Xia wasn’t the pure angel everyone believed her to be. And perhaps, he was the only one capable of helping her execute her mysterious plan…
Intro 2:
Rong Xiu’s biggest regret in life was missing out on Fan Xia.
He secretly loved Fan Xia for 7 years.
Watched her go public with her boyfriend.
Watched her kiss her boyfriend at their wedding.
Until that man blissfully nestled in Fan Xia’s arms, obtaining everything he could only dream of.
The crazy jealousy stripped away his hidden secret love, layer by layer, burning like wildfire.
Fan Xia, how can I have you!
【Reading and Trigger Warning Guide】
1. Female dominant, male submissive, male pregnancy
2. Male lead schemes his way to the top, male competition
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