I Became the First Love of the Impenetrable Male Lead (Completed Main Story) - Chapter 143

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“I just… I can’t let you go. No, I’ll never let you go.”

As I pressed my chest against his back, I could feel his entire body tense up where we touched. I gently pulled my hands away from his stiff spine and spoke.

“I was trying to steel my resolve and come back because… I was afraid I’d waver if I saw you. Afraid that seeing you in pain would make me unable to hold on to my stubbornness any longer.”

“…….”

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry for acting selfishly and hurting you, and I’m sorry for being so stubborn until the very end.”

Ian, who had lifted his head at some point, stared straight at me. His gaze held the same warmth as always.

“It was I who was being unreasonable.”

“No, you were right—I only thought of myself. Knowing that the knights sent on this expedition, people I might even know, could lose their lives, I couldn’t just turn away. Even though it was obvious they needed me, staying behind in safety while insisting on living only for myself didn’t seem like it would bring me happiness.”

“I know better than anyone how kind-hearted you are. Even knowing that, back then, I was simply terrified of losing you….”

Truthfully, I was afraid too—afraid I might never find a solution, afraid I wouldn’t be able to stop my soul from fading.

“It’s all my fault, Rose.”

Afraid that the time left for us to be together might be running out.

“…No.”

The faint whisper slipping through my lips denied both his words and my own weakness.

“Please don’t cry.”

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One-line summary: The female lead is actually cold-hearted and extremely rational. She has stage-by-stage relationships and won’t two-time, but there will always be someone who secretly likes her.

This novel has the following triggers, so if you’re sensitive to these, please don’t read:

1. The female lead has had many relationships, but she treated each one seriously and broke up properly.

It’s just that the men unilaterally pestered her incessantly. For the female lead, when she doesn’t like someone anymore, she simply doesn’t like them.

(This applies to her relationships with Male Lead 1, 2, 3, and 4 as well, but she’s loyal in each 1-on-1 relationship!)

2. In this novel, Male Lead 2 and the female lead kiss in a car, and Male Lead 1 sees it and beats up Male Lead 2.

The female lead calls the police and sends both Male Lead 1 and 2 to the police station! Male Lead 1 begs the female lead not to break up with him.

3. Male Lead 1 has a gentle appearance but an obsessive personality.

Male Lead 2 has a delicate and soft appearance, slightly green tea-like (two-faced).

Male Lead 3 is a youthful college student and a smart person who has secretly liked the female lead for a long time.

Male Lead 4 is the female lead’s father’s special assistant, a business elite with deep, hidden thoughts.

4. At the beginning of this novel, the female lead has already broken up with Male Lead 1 (Chapter 4) and gotten back together with Male Lead 2 (ex-boyfriend).

5. Enter with caution if you have triggers!!!

You’re bound to regret it if you skip this novel. Read the review & spoiler to find out what you might be missing!

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