Even if Your Regret Holds Me Back (Completed Main Story) - Chapter 105
“Please let me fall in love with you.”
“······!”
Ian froze, breath caught in his throat. Helena’s carefully crafted and tendered words shattered once again into fragments inside his mind.
Could what he’d just heard truly be a confession? Was it really Helena speaking of love? Or had she mistaken blind affection—having stripped away only the “love” from her tangled feelings of love and hate—for genuine emotion?
Meanwhile, Helena lifted her drenched eyes. She filled her translucent gaze completely with Ian’s bewildered face. As she blinked, gathered tears trickled down, leaving a vivid, crystalline image behind.
Finally meeting the man before her properly, Helena spoke.
“You once said warmth alone wasn’t enough. I’ll accept anything you give me. I want it. I want to have it.”
At first glance, it sounded almost cruel—a confession so greedy, so selfish.
But Ian stopped weighing his doubts. The moment he looked into her eyes, a heavy realization struck him squarely at the back of his head.
“So I, who can think of nothing but running away like this—afraid you might embrace Eugene again—will think only of you.”
“······Helena.”
For a fleeting moment, Ian felt as though time had stretched endlessly. Space and time shot upward to a distant point in the heavens, then plummeted back down. That was the epiphany that pierced through his mind.
Yet despite the dizzying vertigo, Ian couldn’t tear his gaze from Helena’s clear, azure eyes. There, his own reflection was captured in full.
In that instant, Ian finally understood.
Ah. That is love.
When scheming men desperately battle for her favor in the male harem
This one’s also on my reread list! The rivalry, scheming between the men in the imperial harem are just as intense and thrilling as in classic palace drama novels, where concubines fight to the death. Give it a read, girls! I promise you won’t be disappointed.
Synopsis:
“I am not worthy of her… but I still want to be by her side, even if only as a loyal dog…”
Those were the painful whispers of Yue Guanyi – the proud Crown Prince of the Great Qi, who was torn between deep love and a guilty conscience. Despite holding the supreme power of the Imperial Guard, he still could not forget the dark past when he was sold into a brothel.
Fate played a cruel twist when Qiu Shuzhi – a young female official who had just passed the imperial examinations with top honors – stepped into his life. She did not know that she was the one who had saved him from a tragic fate many years ago. And now, her heart was the target of pursuit for both Yue Guanyi and the powerful Empress Dowager Qin Qing.
While Yue Guanyi only dared to silently care for and protect the one he loved from afar, the Empress Dowager Qin Qing openly expressed his feelings and did not hesitate to take advantage of his power to approach Qiu Shuzhi. The covert struggle between the two most powerful forces in the imperial court began…
Trigger warning: All men in this novel are yandere style.
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And you were always a piece of shit with her 😡😡😡
Good! He ignored you in every lifetime so this is nothing 😒 compared to what she had to go through
YES My king! Keep going and you’ll get the girl 😏👏😭