She was being called various names everywhere. Even if she had ten bodies, it wouldn’t be enough. There were not just one or two places to go.
Lou continued to cast magic and wielded her sword without taking care of her own body. Not to defend Kataart. Something, she was trying hard to find something she had lost. Of course, protecting Kataart was also important.
…Is it important?
Thump, thump, thump, his heart pounded. It pounded so much that the pulse resonated through the blood vessels to his head, causing a headache. He experienced this headache a lot lately.
It was too familiar. The head hurts, and it’s heavy and black. Finding what she lost was a priority, but too many were calling her from here and there, blocking her way.
How long would it be like this?
My head hurt too much. It was too burdensome even to draw the sword, so I just tossed it aside. Yeah. This is just how it should be.
‘How well can I possibly do?’
No matter how hard I try, I can’t do everything well. Lou, whether a genius knight or a prodigy, ran wildly. The headache got worse, and it was getting difficult to open my eyes, but she ignored it all.
“You acted all high and mighty, and now look at you in this pathetic state at the age of twenty? Is that ‘talent’?”
“Poor thing. You should’ve used your mind nicely. I knew it since you were beating up men.”
“I knew it when you were seeing this guy and that guy. Because you skipped training and acted like a slut, that’s why you ended up like this.”
The gazes staring at her, bringing up everything she hadn’t done, and the words following her were harsh. They were cowardly people who ran away by saying ‘don’t deny it’ when confronted.
But the tongues they wielded were sharp and painful. So, dealing with them would only leave Lou unjustly blamed. Although her legs felt incredibly heavy, Lou continued to run. There was nothing else she could do but run away. That’s how she always was.
‘What was it?’
No, now it’s not running away, but finding something in this hell. Whether tears came from the pain in her head or from the sadness and frustration of not remembering, she didn’t know.
But anyway, tears were about to well up. Her heart was in a hurry. Lou kept running and running.
Having a bad body, feeling pain, and being scolded and pointed fingers at by others were things that always happened. So she didn’t have to worry about it. Now she had to quickly find what she had lost. She had to save herself. If she was late, everything would go wrong. It would end. So she had to find it.
‘But what did I lose?’
Lou ran completely exposed to the cries of monsters, the curses raining down on her, and the chilling gazes that were scarier than the monsters.
They poured down like a torrent over her head. Whether it was a chill that penetrated to her bones or pain, she didn’t know. There was nothing to be surprised about, so Lou kept running and finally saw it.
Inside the barrier, there were knights pushing in young soldiers, knights laughing as they did it, and rebellious young soldiers already being drawn in. When Lou’s eyes met theirs, she realized. The one she had lost was that kid.
“What are you doing!”
Cut the throats of those crazy ones, pull the child somehow. It was the moment Lou, who lost her reason in anger, was about to step forward with a scream. No, she tried to, but her foot didn’t move.
Can I do it? Can I stop them and save him?
Me?
Everything was dreadful. Stuck tightly with pouring blame and mockery, without being able to do anything, she helplessly had to watch the gray eyes that were desperately watching her being sucked into the barrier.
No matter how much she ran or wielded a sword or cast a spell, she knew she couldn’t catch him.
Yes. She lost him. Now she remembered. It was a petty guy who had been jealous of her during the battle, a loser who had been jealous of Hayden, who had been increasingly showing talent.
Even if the growing boy was a Grade 3 knight, he couldn’t handle a robust adult man in his late twenties during a battle.
“Lou!”
In the end, it turned out like this. Lou was captivated by the voice calling her desperately.
She lost the one who had given her affection after losing her parents. She couldn’t be together for even a year. Pathetically, she lost him when she was about to welcome the fourth season. After that, losing everything else was perhaps inevitable. Everything related to her ultimately ended in disaster.
‘Ah, yes. So that’s why I lost him and met him again.’
So, she had to stop everything from going wrong again. She couldn’t do what she couldn’t do even if she ran until she was out of breath, even if she tried hard but couldn’t reach it, even if she staked everything but couldn’t find it.
And this time, she tried hard again, hurting the one she didn’t want to lose, and even lost the qualification to be loved.
‘Now I don’t want to do anything.’
Even if she tried hard, she not only failed but lost everything and only gave wounds to those she loved.
Ex-husband Wants Reconciliation
One-line summary: Chasing the wife to the crematorium (making an effort to attract someone who has become indifferent), the female lead doesn’t look back, the second male lead takes the position.
Intro:
To repay the kindness of the older generation, Su Mu crossed into a female-dominated world and became a live-in daughter-in-law of the Yan family, single-handedly saving the Yan family from fire and water.
But her husband, Yan Jiyue, the eldest son of the Yan family, treated her with sarcasm and never showed her a good face.
It wasn’t until after Su Mu’s death that this pampered and arrogant young master shed a few fake tears and pretended to want to die for love.
This life’s kindness was enough. If there was a next life, she would definitely kick Yan Jiyue away.
Who knew that the heavens would be so kind as to allow her to be reborn, returning to the time when she had just married into the Yan family.
Su Mu glanced at the Yan eldest son, who still spoke coldly to her, and threw a divorce letter in front of him.
“Let’s divorce!”
***
Yan Jiyue never imagined that he would be reborn. He happily went to find Su Mu, wanting to make up for the mistakes he had made in his ignorant youth.
Wasn’t the reason the heavens allowed him to be reborn to let him reconcile with Su Mu?
But when he pushed open the door to Su Mu’s room, the person lying on the bed was another man.
Su Mu’s personal attendant, Xie Yi.
Yan Jiyue hated him so much that his teeth itched. In front of Su Mu, Xie Yi was a gentle and considerate whisperer of sweet nothings, but in reality, he was vicious-hearted and deliberately sabotaged their husband and wife relationship.
In the previous life, it was he who secretly hid in Su Mu’s coffin and committed suicide, stealing a step ahead of him to be buried with Su Mu.
Yan Jiyue’s eyes were filled with hatred as he cursed, “What kind of thing are you? Your background is lowly, what right do you have to occupy Su Mu?”
Xie Yi looked at the sleeping Su Mu and no longer pretended to be a whisperer of sweet nothings.
He proudly stuck out his belly, “I have the right because my belly is capable of giving the Wife-master a daughter.”
***
Yan Jiyue was consumed with jealousy. He spread rumors that Xie Yi had once been branded with the mark of a “harlot” on his chest.
But on the night Xie Yi cut off the flesh bearing that mark, Su Mu suddenly realized something was amiss.
“How did you know the exact moment I was poisoned? And why did you show up a month early?”
Xie Yi remained silent, blood from his wound soaking through his robes. His sapphire eyes brimmed with anguish – or was it just a flawless act?
Between a once-arrogant husband now seeking redemption, and a gentle soul willing to die for her – who truly held the darkest secrets? And could it be that Su Mu and Yan Jiyue weren’t the only ones given a second chance at life…?
[Reading Guide]
1. True divorce, chasing the wife to the crematorium, the female lead doesn’t look back, the male lead is Xie Yi.
2. The ex-husband did not cheat, he just realized too late and didn’t realize that he liked the female lead.
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