She gazed at the splendid Hayden once again today. He was talking with the Deputy Commander of the Imperial Guards, wearing hunting gloves. His large and long hands extended refreshingly, tightly covered with elastic leather that even showed clear blood vessels on the back.
Lu really liked those hands. They were quite large when they first met. Since then, those hands, which had grown bigger and stronger, embraced her firmly and caressed her gently.
Hands, a confident and well-balanced stride, broad shoulders, eyes that warmly changed when they met hers. She loved all of that, but above all, Hayden always stayed by her side. If she was far away, he would come to her side at all costs. He still did.
“Lady Gennes, the weather is fine.”
“Yes, Your Majesty.”
“Planning to use a shotgun?”
“I want to try it once, Your Majesty.”
Lu deliberately put down her shotgun. She didn’t want any weapon in front of him.
Hayden just gazed at her gently. His mouth was dry. Words he wanted to say bubbled in his mind, but he couldn’t bring them out. No, he didn’t want to.
‘I don’t even know what’s in my head, Hayden. We… is it better to stay apart for a while?’
Though it was terribly selfish, she didn’t want to say that. The result of a rational judgment, produced by the reasoning of reason, had already formed those words in her mouth, and even she was screaming at herself not to let them out.
“Hold on a bit. It’s still early. Why are you saying such things already? If I have to break up with Hayden, it’s also farewell to my family. It’s not only dangerous for Hayden, you know.
Just a bit more. If I refine my senses while hunting today, it might prove that it was just momentary confusion.
You’ll know if you try today. It’s not a big deal. How long has it been since we got engaged, and would I ever leave my clingy fiancé? I don’t want to leave. I want to be together!”
“I look forward to seeing how many beasts you’ll catch.”
And maybe, just maybe, Hayden is preventing those words from coming out with his gentle but firm gaze.
Lu wanted to believe that his gray eyes were doing so. Everything was uncertain. It must be a misunderstanding. Her chest pounded with anxiety, but it must be a delusion.
Since yesterday, she had been desperately trying to ward off the plague like a mad sorceress and had been searching for a way to approach her own head. However, every attempt was thwarted by the curse and failed repeatedly.
Hatred and abhorrence toward Carlos grew, and with anger, familiar frustration returned to her. But Lu gritted her teeth against it.
“I will do my best, Your Majesty.”
She bit her lip and smiled. She wouldn’t crumble here. Though she felt like she would die, she survived, met her parents, gained siblings she never imagined, loved and got engaged like others. She wouldn’t give up.
“You don’t need to do your best.”
Hayden chuckled.
“Just enjoy it.”
Lu suppressed the rising emotion. She held back the contortion of her face due to a poignant pain. She couldn’t let him go like this. He was the most radiant and beautiful presence she had ever experienced.
“Yes, Your Majesty.”
Her voice trembled faintly. She hoped Hayden wouldn’t notice. Even though it was an impossible wish, she desperately wished he wouldn’t find out.
When yandere male lead believes she loves him — but she never did
“How dare you!”
“How dare you make me love you, only to cast me aside as nothing more than a friend?!?
“I will never accept that.”
“I will never let you return to him.”
“Even if I have to burn myself to ashes.”
“Even if I must shatter my purity, my dignity, my very soul.”
“I will never let you escape me!”
This was the first novel that introduced me to the matriarchal genre. I’ve read it three times already!
At first, the male lead despised the female lead. Later, he misunderstood that she liked him, so he condescendingly and reluctantly reciprocated her feelings.
Then, he suddenly discovered that she was kind to everyone in the same way, and there was already someone she cherished in her heart, and that person was not him.
The male lead couldn’t believe it, he became angry and crazy. He was determined to capture her body and heart by any means necessary.
Synopsis:
Want to see how a green tea bitch male lead falls in love with the female lead?
Want to see how he flirtatiously pursues the female lead?
Want to see how he gets slapped in the face repeatedly?
The male lead is a green tea bitch, a poisonous lotus, jealous, ruthless, unscrupulous, with a venomous heart, and he’s also a delusional maniac.
The female lead is righteous, positive energy-filled, kind, a holy mother.
Let’s see how two people with extreme personalities come together~
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