Die If I Can't Marry Off My Favorite (Completed Main Story) - Chapter 4
“Noble sacrifice? Hero? Get lost! Sacrificing the weakest and most powerless person just to save yourselves, then calling it ‘unavoidable’? No! You’re nothing but selfish murderers!”
“Th-that’s!”
“You’ll all be struck down by divine punishment! If you don’t receive it, I’ll make sure you do! Revenge! I will have my revenge!”
I saw the village chief, overcome with rage, clutch his neck and collapse. Vixir Buren was still rolling on the ground, barely holding himself together.
And on top of that, the villagers—staring blankly at me with dazed, horrified expressions…
Fine. Now I’ll finally be able to sleep peacefully at night with both legs stretched out.
Though I desperately wanted to stay and watch a little longer, the golden light of the pillar was nearly gone. It was time to leave. Suppressing my regret, I leapt toward the door.
Warm light enveloped my body. The murmuring crowd instantly faded into the distance.
Soon after, darkness swallowed everything.
The first sense to return was hearing.
My sluggish ears barely caught a faint bubbling sound. From there, sensation slowly returned to my entire body.
The bitter scent of herbs filled my nose, a heavy weight pressed over me, warmth touched my skin, and then…
“Well, looks like you’re awake.”
And then, a human voice.
‘Human?’
I slowly lifted my eyelids.
The moment I opened my eyes, I met him.
A man so breathtakingly beautiful it seemed the goddess of beauty herself had gathered the world’s most noble darkness and meticulously sculpted him.
‘…Oh.’
Wait—was he even human? Maybe I’d been stuffed into some monster’s mouth like a piece of cheese and delivered straight to heaven.
My heartbeat accelerated wildly. My mind felt hazy, as if I were still dreaming.
Suddenly, the man lowered his head toward me. His pale, delicate face—like a carved statue—came so close our noses nearly brushed.
His deep black hair fell into my vision, creating the illusion that the dark night sky itself was pouring into my lap.
He paused there for a moment, then straightened his upper body again.
And without warning, he pinched my nose.
“Kek!”
An undignified sound escaped my lips.
He immediately pulled his hand away. Instantly, a breath I hadn’t realized I’d been holding burst out of me, and only then did I understand I’d stopped breathing.
‘Did… did he just help me?’
I appreciated the gesture, but seriously—was grabbing someone’s nose out of nowhere really necessary? Gasping for air, I glared at him with wounded indignation.
In response, he tapped his own nose and shrugged his shoulders.
“You have to breathe properly. Did you really plan to die for such a ridiculous reason after I went through the trouble of saving you?”
So he really had helped me.
But why phrase it like that? It stung so much I nearly cried.
‘Wait a second.’
While glaring at him and practicing deep breathing, it suddenly hit me.
That deep black hair tied in a high ponytail, those ocean-blue eyes, the broad yet firm shoulders, the chiseled face radiating an icy dignity—and that naturally prickly attitude…
He was the spitting image of my absolute favorite character from !
‘Ah! Asperan!’
With ten years of romance-novel-portal-fantasy experience under my belt, I grasped the situation instantly.
‘Wow!’
My name is Jin Nuo Ran. Specialty: romance-novel transmigrator.
Through one life, one dimension, and one world—I had finally met my ultimate favorite.
[This is the timeline separator]“You really ought to treat the patient more gently, Your Grace.”
“She wasn’t breathing.”
“That doesn’t mean you should pinch her nose off!”
“I didn’t pinch it off.”
“But from the patient’s perspective… Your Grace? Are you even listening to me?”
Beyond the curtain drawn around the bed, Asperan and a man with long emerald-green hair were locked in an argument.
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This green-haired man, who had just moments ago rushed into the room in a panic and pulled Asperan and me apart, was clearly trying to teach Asperan some bedside manners.
Though I hadn’t been formally introduced yet, as a true die-hard fan of , I recognized him immediately.
He must be Lumel, one of Asperan’s closest aides and the royal physician mentioned in the novel. His mysterious emerald hair and gentle brown eyes matched the book’s description perfectly.
Using their bickering as background noise, I stared blankly up at the ceiling. I felt strangely weak, my body trembling slightly.
“A-atchoo!”
Great. I’d gone and sneezed. Despairingly, I buried my face deep into the pillow. Every time I sneezed once, I inevitably caught a cold.
“Oh dear! I’m so sorry—I left the patient unattended.”
Startled by my loud sneeze, Lumel hurried over. His cool hand gently pressed against my forehead.
“You’re showing early signs of a cold, and your strength is severely depleted. You should rest for now.”
“…What happened to me?”
Even to my own ears, my voice sounded feeble. Lumel answered kindly, his face full of concern.
“His Grace found you collapsed in Beltraum. Unfortunately, you were in a snowy wasteland—when discovered, you had mild frostbite and hypothermia. Thankfully, you’re stable now.”
“Beltraum?”
“Ah, if you’re from Elbas, you wouldn’t know that name. It refers to the Third World. Just as Elbas calls it Tronus, Elros calls it Beltraum.”
“Oh.”
Thank you for that clear and considerate explanation.
It jogged my memory— had indeed mentioned this. Since the story mainly took place in Elbas, the name ‘Beltraum’ had sounded unfamiliar at first.
Lumel continued his examination while elaborating.
“You’re currently in the Loakin Kingdom, located in northern Elros.”
“So I’ve crossed over into Elros.”
I’d already suspected as much upon seeing Asperan and Lumel, but hearing confirmation brought relief.
‘Come to think of it, I must’ve passed out the moment I jumped through the door. I don’t remember anything—not the snowfield, nothing.’
Well, at least I’d arrived safely.
Sighing in relief, I rubbed my face against the blanket.
Since Asperan brought me here, this must be the royal palace. Sticking close to the palace would make escaping my death sentence much easier.
Determined to get my bearings right away, I gently tugged Lumel’s sleeve.
“Um, exactly which part of Loakin is this?”
“This is Beloi, the royal capital of Loakin. Oh, I realize I haven’t properly introduced myself. I’m Lumel, the royal physician of this palace.”
Lumel smiled warmly as he bowed.
I was about to return the greeting when he suddenly stepped aside. Asperan, previously hidden behind Lumel, now came fully into view.
“And… please greet him properly. This is His Grace Asperan, sovereign ruler of Loakin.”
Asperan sat across from my bed, arms crossed, observing me intently. His face was truly…
‘Handsome. Of course—he’s my favorite.’
Alright, time to score some points.
Important people always appreciate good manners. I bowed so deeply it nearly became a full prostration and declared with vigor:
“Thank you for saving me, Your Grace! I shall repay this kindness for the rest of my life!”
It was my best effort—but Asperan showed no reaction. He just stared at me, as if trying to dissect every layer of my being.
Then, unexpectedly, he spoke.
“Were you offered as a sacrifice?”
It was a blunt, direct question. How should I answer?
While I scratched my head in confusion, Lumel stepped in front of me.
“Your Grace, that’s far too sensitive a question for someone who’s only just regained consciousness. If you wish to interrogate her, please wait until she’s recovered further.”
“Hmm.”
Asperan fell silent for a moment, then nodded in agreement.
Standing up, he said, “Besides, even if I piece together what happened now, it’s already far too late. Take proper care of her. Once she’s recovered, send her back to Gransia. I’ll need to contact Ulysses. He’ll handle the rest.”
‘…Huh?’
My jaw dropped. Send me back? Me? Why? On whose authority?
My mind went completely blank, my neck stiffening in shock.
But this wasn’t the time to freeze up. While I floundered in panic, Asperan turned without hesitation and strode toward the door.
‘No, wait!’
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If I missed this chance, when would I ever get to meet the ruler of an entire nation again? I had to stop him now—had to change Asperan’s mind. My heart pounded with urgency.
I practically tumbled off the bed and lunged forward—
“Ugh!”
—but the moment my feet touched the floor, my legs gave out.
Thud.
“…”
“…”
“…”
When I came to my senses, I was locked in a passionate kiss with the floor.
‘…D-damn it!’
The doctor had just explicitly warned me: my strength was depleted, and I needed rest.
So was this divine punishment for disobeying medical advice?
Too ashamed to lift my head, I lay flat on the ground, wallowing in misery.
The taste of this humiliating moment was painfully bitter.
[This is the timeline separator]An oppressive silence stretched on—each second feeling like an hour.
It was broken by the doctor’s horrified shriek.
“Good heavens! Are you alright?”
Lumel rushed over and helped me up. His flustered hands checked me over carefully.
“At least you’re not bleeding from the nose. Can you see clearly? Any ringing in your ears? Feeling nauseous?”
“N-no, I’m fine. I’m tough—I’m okay.”
Honestly, I really was fine. My head throbbed a little, but no bumps seemed to have formed.
After thoroughly examining me, Lumel reached the same conclusion and sighed in relief before stepping back.
Next came Asperan’s turn.
“…Unbelievable.”
Standing by the door, Asperan’s face was thick with exasperation.
“What was that? Trying to test whether my palace floor or your skull is harder? Or was your real goal just to say goodbye to life as quickly as possible?”
Tsk. Asperan clicked his tongue once, then continued.
“If that’s the case, do it somewhere I can’t see. Don’t make me regret saving you.”
His sharp rebuke struck me like lightning—but I had no defense.
Honestly, from Asperan’s perspective, how absurd must this look? He goes through the trouble of rescuing someone, only for her to wake up, hold her breath for no reason, then slam her head straight into the floor moments later.
Full of remorse, I knelt properly and sat quietly with my head bowed.
Yet Asperan’s utterly dumbfounded gaze, fixed upon me from above, felt unbearably heavy.
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When the male lead is punished by carrying the female lead’s child and having periods like a woman
“I’ve given birth to two children for you, yet you still think about him.
Was I nothing but his substitute to you from beginning to end?”

Synopsis:
Meng Huan, a scumbag who has dated countless girlfriends, transmigrates to a female-dominated country.
Day 1: Whether it’s female dominance or not doesn’t matter. The beauties here are passionate and amorous. Isn’t it easier to date them than in modern times?
Day 2: After a night, Meng Huan discovers the differences in the female-dominated world. Men here actually have chastity locks and menstrual cycles. This hinders his ability to perform, damn it!
Day 3: What’s wrong with sleeping around? I don’t want you to marry me. I’m meant to be a playboy. I don’t care about male virtues… What? You want to drown me in a pig cage? Marry, I’ll marry!
Day N: Meng Huan inexplicably vomits and receives the shocking news of his life… He’s pregnant.
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- Gabut Cuan Chapter 19 — Paragraph 73
It was strange. Was she some angel or fairy fallen from the sky?
Oh my… an angel who fell from heaven for Asperan..
- Gabut Cuan Chapter 19 — Paragraph 39
“That you’d never harm me—that you truly wish to follow me—I already know all th
AAAAAAA THIS IS SO EXCITING!!! I LOVE YOU ASPERAN :3
- Gabut Cuan Chapter 20 — Paragraph 15
Asperan was about to snap back, but at that instant, an image flashed into his m
this is what is called love, O young man.. huhuhu so sweet
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Oh my, I understand Shuria’s stressed feelings.. I also often do it when doing assignments..
is canis the second male lead? because the aura of the second male lead is very strong…