His melody leaping around the accompaniment was beyond description, a chaotic mess. And what about the rhythm? The rhythm that raced like an auto racing car on a congested fourlane road, it was so erratic that Hye Ju couldn’t regain her composure.
“You are the countless memories I could have been, and I am the countless memories you could have been.”
“Kkhuh…!”
“I will always be here. So that when you’re tired of walking, you can see me.”
“Kkhuhuh.”
Hye Ju tried to hold back her laughter, with her mouth twisted. It was truly a silent roar.
“Why does he look cool from behind in the midst of all this?”
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Upon seeing Ju Won steadfastly singing despite what was happening behind him, Hye Ju couldn’t help but burst into laughter even more.
This place, where uncoordinated facts gathered together, was a breeding ground for chaos.
“I’m going to draw it on that star up there. So that I can show you my love. Yeah~~ Ahh~~ Wowow.”
Finally, the warlike song came to an end. Hye Ju, who had been laughing so hard that she could barely breathe, was now choking and even shedding tears.
“Oh, this is hilarious.”
Ju Won raised an eyebrow while looking at Hye Ju, who was almost collapsing.
“You’re laughing?”
“Oh, I’m sorry. I know it’s impolite to laugh while listening to someone else’s song… But you were really something.”
“No matter what you expect, it will exceed that.”
Hye Ju wiped away the tears that had gathered at the corners of her eyes and raised her thumb.
“Thank you. Thanks to you, I’ve laughed for several years’ worth in one go.”
“Yeah, go ahead and laugh as much as you want.”
He should have just laughed.
Ju Won put down the microphone and sat down across from Hye Ju with a thump. He chuckled a little because he had sung that trivial song.
“Some water.”
Ju Won gulped down the water Hye Ju handed him.
After the hellish ballad ended, a brief silence felt even more quiet. Seeing Hye Ju’s expression brighten up, no longer the person who had cried earlier, Ju Won felt satisfied.
“Since when?”
“What do you mean?”
“Since when did you start liking Kang Seung Won?”
Hye Ju’s hand, which had been flipping through the songbook to block the noise, paused for a moment.
“Oh… Did you notice?”
“You’re walking around with it written all over your forehead, how could I not know?”
“Heh, even though you didn’t know until now, what…”
Hye Ju laughed with a sound of disbelief and flipped through the book again.
“Well, let’s see. It’s been about 10 years. Since high school, so it seems like it’s been that long.”
“Why didn’t you confess?”
“Why wouldn’t I? I tried twice, but both times ended in failure.”
“Was one of them the Pepero incident?”
“Yes. The other one was at your house. Ugh, that damn confession song.”
Hye Ju grumbled.
Not knowing what to say in this situation, Ju Won simply nodded his head.
Even though he had already suspected it, hearing it with his own ears was painful. Hye Ju seemed fine, too fine to offer comfort, and the timing for confessing was just terrible.
“You look a bit disappointed. Why? Are you upset that I didn’t like you as you thought?”
Reading the slightly serious atmosphere, Hye Ju playfully asked. Ju Won let out a sarcastic laugh.
“Do I look like someone who cares about that?”
“Well, it’s still a bit regrettable to lose one fan among many.”
“Fan?”
“There’s a woman who likes Kang Ju Won. There’s even a fan club for you at work. Well, if you have so many fans, losing one wouldn’t matter at all, right?”
A fan.
Ju Won pondered Hye Ju’s words.
He had never once thought of Hye Ju as “just one of many.” Not when she was a middle school girl with a crush, not when he thought she was a stalker, and not even now, knowing that she liked Seung Won.
“I never thought of you as a fan. Well, maybe if you were a girl.”
The answer was already decided, but he couldn’t find the right words to say it.
To you, who claims to have had a longstanding crush on your own brother, can I say those words?
“I’m relieved. It seems like you don’t care, Oppa.”
Hye Ju didn’t give Ju Won a chance to hesitate. With her next words, she swallowed the words that had been hanging on the tip of his tongue.
She says with relief.
She says it’s a relief that I don’t care.
“But what do I do now?”
Hye Ju muttered, holding her chin. It was almost like talking to herself, but to Ju Won’s ears, it was a soliloquy that rang clearer than any other words.
“Now that it’s like this, I feel a bit lost…”
Ju Won raised an eyebrow.
“What’s so daunting about feeling lost? Did something big happen?”
“It’s a big deal that my 10year crush is gone. You wouldn’t understand, since you’ve never had a crush.”
Numerous suppressed emotions surged up.
Regardless of the situation, he thought he should take a moment to breathe, but seeing her gloomy expression once again as she thought of Seung Won, his fighting instincts boiled over.
“I’ve experienced it too, you know.”
“Oh, really? Then you must have a rough idea. Ten years, do you know how long that is? Ha, except for my little childhood, it’s almost half my life. Of course, I didn’t only like Kang Seung Won for ten years, but if you think from the beginning to the end, it’s like that.”
He didn’t say this because he didn’t understand the weight of ten years. He just hoped that Hye Ju would feel a little less hurt.
That way, his step towards her wouldn’t be purely selfish.
Even if he was called a selfish bastard, he couldn’t help it.
“In any case, you’re fine now, right?”
The answer is already decided, so just give your answer. Ju Won asked with that expression. Fortunately, Hye Ju gave him the answer he wanted.
“Of course! It was a bit tough right after I heard about you and Da Hee dating, but I got over it faster than I thought. Just a bit bored, that’s all.”
“Bored?”
“We eat together, watch movies, and sometimes ride bicycles by the Han River. We used to do everything with Kang Seung Won, but now we can’t. So I’m always worried about what to do to fill the time on weekends.”
Kang Ju Won was a sniper who never missed an opportunity. He casually seized the chance that Hye Ju unknowingly threw at him.
“If you don’t know what to do, do something ordinary.”
“Something ordinary?”
“You always had things you enjoyed doing. Eating delicious food, watching entertaining movies, and sometimes riding bicycles by the Han River.”
“Well, that’s true…”
“You can do it with me too.”
Hesitation.
Startled by his sudden remark, Hye Ju pursed her lips. Without giving her a chance to respond, Ju Won continued pressing on.
“Let’s do it, Oh Hye Ju.”
Thunk. His large hand gently rested on Hye Ju’s forehead.
As he lightly stroked her head, looking at her with surprised eyes, he playfully smiled.
“Do you know what? It’ll be much more fun than when you were with Seung Won.”
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When yandere male lead believes she loves him — but she never did
“How dare you!”
“How dare you make me love you, only to cast me aside as nothing more than a friend?!?
“I will never accept that.”
“I will never let you return to him.”
“Even if I have to burn myself to ashes.”
“Even if I must shatter my purity, my dignity, my very soul.”
“I will never let you escape me!”
This was the first novel that introduced me to the matriarchal genre. I’ve read it three times already!
At first, the male lead despised the female lead. Later, he misunderstood that she liked him, so he condescendingly and reluctantly reciprocated her feelings.
Then, he suddenly discovered that she was kind to everyone in the same way, and there was already someone she cherished in her heart, and that person was not him.
The male lead couldn’t believe it, he became angry and crazy. He was determined to capture her body and heart by any means necessary.
Synopsis:
Want to see how a green tea bitch male lead falls in love with the female lead?
Want to see how he flirtatiously pursues the female lead?
Want to see how he gets slapped in the face repeatedly?
The male lead is a green tea bitch, a poisonous lotus, jealous, ruthless, unscrupulous, with a venomous heart, and he’s also a delusional maniac.
The female lead is righteous, positive energy-filled, kind, a holy mother.
Let’s see how two people with extreme personalities come together~
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