No more words were necessary.
The pleasure of this moment was repeated and devoured by the pleasure of the next moment, gradually growing larger.
Breath filled up to the chin, and it felt like the body would shatter, then it rose thrillingly again.
Even when I opened my eyes, it remained closed and vice versa, recording each other’s movements.
Now I feel like I can breathe properly.
When I lived outside of you, it felt endlessly withering.
Yes, I have to live locked inside you like this, forever.
A few hours later, Juhan and Eunsu lay on the sofa, wrapped in a thin blanket for warmth.
Because the bed had been burned white for a purpose other than sleep, they had to find another place to sleep.
“I… was anxious about having something without effort.”
The voice deeply embedded between Eunsu’s lips, closed as he closed his eyes, flowed gently.
Juhan, embracing Eunsu from behind, was running his fingertips over a small spot on Eunsu’s fair and slender neck.
“Things that suddenly appear without doing anything… they can disappear just as quickly in a moment. It’s a bit scary after experiencing it a few times, and it feels unfair for no reason… But you felt the same way.”
“Me?”
“Yeah. I really didn’t do anything, but you just came before me and sparkled…”
The phrase “sparkled” was ticklish and cute, so Juhan burst into laughter.
Taking advantage of the opportunity, he lightly kissed the spot on Eunsu’s neck that he had wanted to taste since earlier.
With a childish cry, Eunsu tightened his shoulders that had hunched up and the fullness that seemed to burst swelled up.
“I didn’t do anything either.”
“What…”
“I told you before. I tried so hard with friends, but love just happened.”
Just because it’s you, because you’re there.
No, maybe even if you weren’t there, somehow, someday.
Although they said they didn’t do anything, both knew.
For each other, they did things they had never done for anyone else, and they were doing them, and they could do anything.
Eunsu placed his hand on Juhan’s hand, which was wrapped around his abdomen. The warmth and heartbeat transmitted from the firm chest against his back made him feel sentimental.
I love you.
Did I say it out loud, did you say it, or is it something that can be heard even without being spoken?
With that thought, Eunsu fell into a drowsy sleep.
The next day was a day off.
After sleeping deeply without the alarm, Eunsu slowly opened his eyes. He felt particularly sluggish today compared to other days.
Staring blankly at the familiar bedroom ceiling, the clouds in his mind gradually cleared.
He remembered talking with Juhan and falling asleep, and the memory of Juhan waking him up slightly in the early morning came back.
His body was so heavy that he could barely answer and fell asleep again. Juhan’s surprised voice echoed in his ears with a deep sound.
‘I have a fever. When did this happen… Eunsu, Eunsu. Are you okay? Can you get up for a moment? We might need to go to the hospital or something…’
He vaguely remembered responding with something about being sleepy or feeling cold, but he fell asleep again like a dream.
Before Juhan came, he had taken cold medicine because he felt a bit unwell.
‘I seem fine now. This slight stiffness shouldn’t be because of a cold…’
Come to think of it, he definitely fell asleep on the sofa, but he didn’t know when he was moved to the bed. Whether Juhan had tidied up, everything that touched his body felt soft.
Eunsu lifted the blanket with a rustling sound and sat up. As soon as he opened the door and went out, he saw Juhan standing in the kitchen.
There was concern in Juhan’s eyes as he turned at the sound.
“Did you wake up? Are you okay?”
“Yeah.”
Juhan reached out his arm, and Eunsu approached as if drawn, leaning against his chest.
“I was going to let you sleep while hugging you, but your body felt too hot. That’s never happened before. Your hands and feet are always cold, so I wouldn’t have known unless I held them…”
It was over 38 degrees yesterday. Muttering, Juhan reached out his arm and took the thermometer from the table, pressing it against Eunsu’s ear.
With a beep, seeing the normal body temperature, Juhan’s eyes softened.
“How did you find the thermometer?”
“Well, I was wondering where to start checking, and I saw it already placed here. There’s even a medicine packet next to it. Since when were you feeling unwell?”
“It wasn’t that severe. I just had a slight chill and was planning to take medicine and sleep well… Until you came.”
Eunsu smiled with narrowed eyes. Juhan lightly tapped his forehead against Eunsu’s and said,
“I bought porridge. Let’s eat something first.”
“Can I wash up before that?”
“Sure.”
Eunsu headed to the bathroom. The moisture and body wash scent left by Juhan, who had used it a little while ago, clung to his skin.
It felt strange to realize that Juhan had deeply entered his space.
After a quick shower, when he came out, he found a simple porridge bowl on the table. Eunsu smiled.
“It’s nice to have someone taking care of you when you’re not even sick.”
“You’re not well. Eat quickly and take another dose of medicine. No, we should go to the hospital…”
“I’m fine.”
Eunsu quickly picked up the chopsticks. He scooped up a bowl full of lukewarm porridge and put it in his mouth.
Delicious. Warm.
As the softness went down the empty stomach, it felt like his body was melting. His heart swelled, and suddenly, he teared up. An unexplained anxiety passed by, and Eunsu quickly raised his head.
Again, doubting happiness—a bad habit.
The reason he had vowed that starting again with Juhan was out of the question, and there would never be such a thing, came to mind again.
Because if you meet, you’ll eventually part. If you part twice, the pain won’t be twice but tens of times worse.
There is no eternity. That fact remained valid. The fear wasn’t as vague as before, and the reality of experiencing a harsh breakup made it even more frightening.
But, that’s why things had to be different. He didn’t want to make the same mistake twice.
In this precious moment, worrying and letting it go were too precious. From the time lost to the time regained.
Having swallowed another spoonful, Eunsu looked at Juhan sitting across from him and said,
“Aren’t you eating? Let’s eat together.”
Watching Eunsu eat with his chin in his hands, Juhan smiled.
“Why are you eating porridge if you’re not sick? I ordered Jjamppong, so don’t worry.”
“What?”
Eunsu put down the spoon as if he were dropping it.
When yandere male lead believes she loves him — but she never did
“How dare you!”
“How dare you make me love you, only to cast me aside as nothing more than a friend?!?
“I will never accept that.”
“I will never let you return to him.”
“Even if I have to burn myself to ashes.”
“Even if I must shatter my purity, my dignity, my very soul.”
“I will never let you escape me!”
This was the first novel that introduced me to the matriarchal genre. I’ve read it three times already!
At first, the male lead despised the female lead. Later, he misunderstood that she liked him, so he condescendingly and reluctantly reciprocated her feelings.
Then, he suddenly discovered that she was kind to everyone in the same way, and there was already someone she cherished in her heart, and that person was not him.
The male lead couldn’t believe it, he became angry and crazy. He was determined to capture her body and heart by any means necessary.
Synopsis:
Want to see how a green tea bitch male lead falls in love with the female lead?
Want to see how he flirtatiously pursues the female lead?
Want to see how he gets slapped in the face repeatedly?
The male lead is a green tea bitch, a poisonous lotus, jealous, ruthless, unscrupulous, with a venomous heart, and he’s also a delusional maniac.
The female lead is righteous, positive energy-filled, kind, a holy mother.
Let’s see how two people with extreme personalities come together~
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