At the End of Ruin, There You Are (56 Chapters Left to Complete) - Chapter 35
To Caella, Lusenford was a place where an endless life stained with melancholy and tears ultimately crashed and ended in pain.
The moment she arrived here, she only thought of death. So, as soon as the opportunity arose for the nobles of Lusenford to be massacred, she forced herself to swallow the dreaded Ferenco, no matter how much she loathed it.
The food was horrible, the weather cold and gloomy, and the people cruel—there was no laughter in that place. She had to search her memory to recall the last time she had laughed.
“If anything made you uncomfortable, or if something felt ‘this isn’t right,’ you must tell me without fail. I am dense, so unless you tell me directly, I won’t know.”
Caella clasped her hands together and watched Pheon’s reaction as she said this.
The way she was so obviously trying to read him made his heart ache, yet at the same time, the sight of her fidgeting with her hands and looking up at him was utterly endearing.
A faint blush colored her cheeks, and the slender fingers she kept fidgeting with were pale as snow. She had barely managed to wrap herself tightly in fur, yet the hand that peeked out between the layers was adorable—though it must already be frozen stiff.
“I wasn’t… uncomfortable.”
After a moment’s hesitation, her halting answer came, and Pheon smiled genuinely and nodded.
“Is that so.”
“And nothing felt ‘this isn’t right’ either… um, there wasn’t anything.”
“I see. Anything else?”
He asked gently while reaching out with his gloved hand to grasp her hands that kept fidgeting. In an instant, much larger blue eyes looked up at him.
He wished those clear, icy blue eyes without a single dark rim would stay fixed on him just like this. No—that was a filthy desire.
Once upon a time, these eyes had unwaveringly followed only him, but he had personally kicked away that golden opportunity. The foolish man could only clutch his foolish, stupid heart and tuck those small hands back inside the fur.
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Ex-husband Wants Reconciliation
One-line summary: Chasing the wife to the crematorium (making an effort to attract someone who has become indifferent), the female lead doesn’t look back, the second male lead takes the position.

Intro:
To repay the kindness of the older generation, Su Mu crossed into a female-dominated world and became a live-in daughter-in-law of the Yan family, single-handedly saving the Yan family from fire and water.
But her husband, Yan Jiyue, the eldest son of the Yan family, treated her with sarcasm and never showed her a good face.
It wasn’t until after Su Mu’s death that this pampered and arrogant young master shed a few fake tears and pretended to want to die for love.
This life’s kindness was enough. If there was a next life, she would definitely kick Yan Jiyue away.
Who knew that the heavens would be so kind as to allow her to be reborn, returning to the time when she had just married into the Yan family.
Su Mu glanced at the Yan eldest son, who still spoke coldly to her, and threw a divorce letter in front of him.
“Let’s divorce!”
***
Yan Jiyue never imagined that he would be reborn. He happily went to find Su Mu, wanting to make up for the mistakes he had made in his ignorant youth.
Wasn’t the reason the heavens allowed him to be reborn to let him reconcile with Su Mu?
But when he pushed open the door to Su Mu’s room, the person lying on the bed was another man.
Su Mu’s personal attendant, Xie Yi.
Yan Jiyue hated him so much that his teeth itched. In front of Su Mu, Xie Yi was a gentle and considerate whisperer of sweet nothings, but in reality, he was vicious-hearted and deliberately sabotaged their husband and wife relationship.
In the previous life, it was he who secretly hid in Su Mu’s coffin and committed suicide, stealing a step ahead of him to be buried with Su Mu.
Yan Jiyue’s eyes were filled with hatred as he cursed, “What kind of thing are you? Your background is lowly, what right do you have to occupy Su Mu?”
Xie Yi looked at the sleeping Su Mu and no longer pretended to be a whisperer of sweet nothings.
He proudly stuck out his belly, “I have the right because my belly is capable of giving the Wife-master a daughter.”
***
Yan Jiyue was consumed with jealousy. He spread rumors that Xie Yi had once been branded with the mark of a “harlot” on his chest.
But on the night Xie Yi cut off the flesh bearing that mark, Su Mu suddenly realized something was amiss.
“How did you know the exact moment I was poisoned? And why did you show up a month early?”
Xie Yi remained silent, blood from his wound soaking through his robes. His sapphire eyes brimmed with anguish – or was it just a flawless act?
Between a once-arrogant husband now seeking redemption, and a gentle soul willing to die for her – who truly held the darkest secrets? And could it be that Su Mu and Yan Jiyue weren’t the only ones given a second chance at life…?
[Reading Guide]
1. True divorce, chasing the wife to the crematorium, the female lead doesn’t look back, the male lead is Xie Yi.
2. The ex-husband did not cheat, he just realized too late and didn’t realize that he liked the female lead.
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Chutiwat Kaikeaw Chapter 36what a bold way to forced her to stay in his room, he is really making the most of it
VKotaku28 Chapter 36Just don’t bother her until she can safely leave
Chutiwat Kaikeaw Chapter 37time for that bi*ch to crash the party i suspose, and of course it happened because of butler
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subaru tachibana Chapter 36 — Paragraph 1Caella was what one might call an easy woman. To Pheon, she was easier than anyo
Huh…..this man the nerve of this man is killing me why don’t you just die you
subaru tachibana Chapter 36 — Paragraph 5Unable to conceal her emotions, Caella eagerly took his hand the moment he reach
No girl nooo😭
- Deany Veera Chapter 37 — Paragraph 118
The air stung. Hostility toward her lingered somewhere in the castle. Caella kep
Even a perfectly healthy person would get sick and depressed after living in this castle. And you expect a woman who already suffers from PTSD and depression to be fine here? Seriously, this castle is practically toxic to her.
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Well atleast you know you don’t deserve her