As If I've Never Loved (Completed Main Story) - Chapter 89
That evening, Ansel looked utterly exhausted.
Of course, if he had merely appeared tired, there would have been nothing strange about it.
‘…He must have surely heard that I returned completely drenched in rain.’
So she had expected at least a question about whether he was alright—or even a reproach like, “If only you’d told me where you work, I would have come to fetch you so you wouldn’t get soaked.”
But he didn’t speak to her at all. Even when Eloise greeted him, he merely nodded his head without meeting her eyes.
As though he saw nothing—or as though he refused to see anything.
It was telling enough that Eloise herself had to say first:
“Sharing a meal and talking together was part of our agreement, wasn’t it?”
Only then did Ansel lift his gaze to meet hers, replying simply that he was tired.
His unusually low voice didn’t sound false at all.
He truly did look exhausted.
Yet the moment Eloise saw the fiercely flickering mix of love and hatred burning in his eyes, she realized he was bearing something unbearably heavy.
So she had no choice but to step back. At the very least, she understood it was something beyond her ability to handle.
The dining table, devoid even of trivial or mundane conversation, felt desolate, and Eloise swallowed her food as though chewing dry sand.
Yet, in another way, she felt relieved.
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Male lead is a Love-Obsessed Merman
When he discovers she has gone, he risks everything to pursue her on land, enduring agonizing pain to transform his tail into human legs…

One-line summary: Male lead chases female lead. The male lead’s love is a bit sick, an invincible love brain.
Synopsis
During a voyage at sea, Jiang Yang accidentally captures a merman.
Servant: I heard that mermen are fierce and brutal.
Jiang Yang looks at the merman obediently rubbing her palm like a puppy: “You call this fierce and brutal?”
Servant: I heard that mermen have no human nature.
Jiang Yang looks at the merman with wet puppy eyes, obsessively calling her ‘A Yang’ like a childish infant: “You call this having no human nature?”
With great difficulty, she releases the merman back into the sea and returns to shore.
Who would have thought that in less than half a month, the merman, who should have been freely wandering in the South China Sea, would shed his scales, endure the pain of losing his tail, transform into human legs, and come ashore to find her?
He kneels at her feet, rubbing her palm, with merman tears rolling down: “A Yang, don’t abandon me.”
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- Danlioon Chapter 111 — Paragraph 110
Ansel held her in his arms all night, refusing to let go until morning.
He held her all night?! Okay, what exactly happened here?! 😭🔥
- Danlioon Chapter 111 — Paragraph 7
He was set to board one of several navy warships bound for Berth from an eastern
Why are you leaving?! Don’t throw your life away like this!
- Danlioon Chapter 111 — Paragraph 45
After all, the frontlines of a battlefield were precisely the place where sudden
He’s marching toward death! What if they never meet again?!
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