As If I've Never Loved (Completed Main Story) - Chapter 83
Two problems arose.
The first was that once she’d made up her mind to buy new clothes, the next holiday felt unbearably far away.
The other problem was the fact that Eloise spent most of her one weekly day off lying in bed.
It seemed that her work was so exhausting that without such rest, she couldn’t possibly gather enough strength for the week ahead.
Thus, Eloise—whose nature demanded immediate action once she set her mind on something—slipped out to the square during her lunch break.
She wasn’t particularly hungry anyway.
Perhaps it was because she’d eaten a hearty breakfast, or perhaps because Hungerford felt strangely unfamiliar and lonely without Mr. Osborn—she couldn’t tell.
So she arrived at the shopping district, and though it was fine that she’d managed to find and enter the smallest, plainest shop amid the dazzlingly colorful streets filled with extravagant dresses, hats, and shoes…
“Hmm…”
She never dreamed she’d run into trouble so soon.
‘…What should I do? It’s far more expensive than I expected…’
Originally, Eloise’s plan had been to buy a decent outer garment during lunch and return home wearing it that evening.
She wanted to proudly show her new coat to Laura, the maid who’d kindly worried about her.
She wouldn’t be able to show it to Ansel anyway—she’d have to bathe as soon as she got home—but surely Laura would pass along the news once he returned.
Then, naturally, Sir Ansel would stop scolding the poor maid over trivial matters.
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This is a novel I’m planning to reread as well.
The male lead is strong, skilled in martial arts, and not the usual fragile type you often see in matriarchal novels.
Meanwhile, the female lead is a scientist—rational and logical. Even when she falls for the male lead, she doesn’t let her emotions cloud her decisions.
If you push through the first few chapters, you’ll gradually find the story really intriguing.
It has a mix of mystery, detective elements, and romance.
The author’s writing style is like crafting a puzzle—except they deliberately leave out a few pieces, making it hard to predict what happens next, yet keeping you hooked.
In the end, everything will come together and be explained.
One-sentence summary: Wife, stop playing with beakers and look at me!
In a laboratory accident, research scientist Zhu Wansheng accidentally travels to a matriarchal world. The original owner of the body is an eighteen-year-old only daughter of a wealthy rouge merchant, already married with a handsome young man.
Zhu Wansheng grins: Nice! She always said she was heaven’s favorite granddaughter. After a life of toil in her previous life, she can enjoy blessings in this one.
However, her joy lasts no more than three seconds as bad news arrives: the original owner’s family is about to go bankrupt, and her husband wants a divorce.
Even worse, she’s stuck with a research system full of restrictions.
Zhu Wansheng: ? Is this the destiny of a research dog?
——
Faced with this mess, Zhu Wansheng pours herself a bowl of wine to drown her sorrows. In her drunken haze, her husband arrives.
His figure is imposing, holding a long sword, with a dignified air that captivates Zhu Wansheng.
Gu Yingqing, however, looks at the alcohol-reeking Zhu Wansheng with undisguised disgust and coldly asks, “Divorce or not?” The intoxicated Zhu Wansheng mumbles vaguely, “I think… it’s not… it’s not… impossible!”
——
The next day, after sobering up, Zhu Wansheng is full of energy, rolling up her sleeves ready to make a big move. As for yesterday? She has no memory of it.
Zhu Wansheng is ambitious; a research dog fears nothing!
Upgrading rouge, extracting fragrances, producing perfumes, researching lipsticks… all shall bow to the power of modern technology!
The original owner’s dying rouge shop is revitalized. Her mother is pleased and with a wave of her hand, passes on the family business to her. As she takes control and her experimental results gain popularity, it’s the pinnacle of her life…
——
But there are always those who can’t stand to see her doing well. Jealousy, scheming, assassination attempts – they want nothing less than her life.
The person who has always kept his distance from her suddenly holds her tightly in his arms, eyes full of concern.
She is unharmed, but he falls into a pool of blood…
Zhu Wansheng feels guilty, “I can grant you one wish.”
Gu Yingqing tentatively circles his arms around her, carefully resting his head in the crook of her neck, pleading softly, “I regret it. Can we not divorce?”
Zhu Wansheng: ? When did I agree to a divorce?
[Small Theater]
The newly developed rouge is beautifully packaged, and Zhu Wansheng is eager to try it.
Gu Yingqing suddenly appears: “My lady, may I apply it for you?”
Cool fingertips lightly brush her lips. His Adam’s apple bobs as he leans in for a light bite.
Zhu Wansheng: ?
Gu Yingqing: It smells so good, I wanted to taste it…
On a warm spring day, Zhu Wansheng tries a new perfume: “Spring Night.” Gu Yingqing corners her against a wall.
Warm breath lingers on her neck.
“My lady, from now on, may I test the fragrances for you?”
[Humorous female scientist vs scheming live-in son-in-law male lead]
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- Danlioon Chapter 111 — Paragraph 110
Ansel held her in his arms all night, refusing to let go until morning.
He held her all night?! Okay, what exactly happened here?! 😭🔥
- Danlioon Chapter 111 — Paragraph 7
He was set to board one of several navy warships bound for Berth from an eastern
Why are you leaving?! Don’t throw your life away like this!
- Danlioon Chapter 111 — Paragraph 45
After all, the frontlines of a battlefield were precisely the place where sudden
He’s marching toward death! What if they never meet again?!
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