As If I've Never Loved (Completed Main Story) - Chapter 80
No, you didn’t even need to be a fellow factory worker. Even back then, when you sat crying alone in a corner of the square like a lost kitten, you were damnably beautiful.
“…….”
At that moment, Ansel suddenly stopped walking. Ironically, it was because the wooden bench where she had sat that day had just come into view.
“Ha.”
A sigh, almost a groan, slipped out. Her eyes—timidly lifted over trembling shoulders—remained vividly sharp in his memory, as if she were still within reach.
So too was the way she’d bitten her lip, offering no reply, and then shyly turned her blushing face away.
And when she’d burst into tears again moments later, it felt as though something deep inside his chest shattered into pieces.
Had he arrived just a little later, some wretched man might have already snatched her delicate wrist away.
How fortuitous it had felt that day—to be the first one to find you.
If he told you that, in that single moment, he’d felt repaid for all the misfortunes and setbacks he’d endured throughout his life, would you laugh?
Just as this thought crossed his mind, Ansel began walking again.
He’d stepped out onto the chilly evening avenue, ashamed of himself for doing nothing all day but missing Eloise—but, as expected, it had been utterly pointless.
The violet sky still held traces of sunset. The faint evening moon hanging in one corner would gradually grow clearer as the darkness deepened,
just like that night when moonlight poured through the narrow, square window, and he lay beside her, breathing in her scent.
‘Hopeless.’
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When scheming men desperately battle for her favor in the male harem

This one’s also on my reread list! The rivalry, scheming between the men in the imperial harem are just as intense and thrilling as in classic palace drama novels, where concubines fight to the death. Give it a read, girls! I promise you won’t be disappointed.
Synopsis:
“I am not worthy of her… but I still want to be by her side, even if only as a loyal dog…”
Those were the painful whispers of Yue Guanyi – the proud Crown Prince of the Great Qi, who was torn between deep love and a guilty conscience. Despite holding the supreme power of the Imperial Guard, he still could not forget the dark past when he was sold into a brothel.
Fate played a cruel twist when Qiu Shuzhi – a young female official who had just passed the imperial examinations with top honors – stepped into his life. She did not know that she was the one who had saved him from a tragic fate many years ago. And now, her heart was the target of pursuit for both Yue Guanyi and the powerful Empress Dowager Qin Qing.
While Yue Guanyi only dared to silently care for and protect the one he loved from afar, the Empress Dowager Qin Qing openly expressed his feelings and did not hesitate to take advantage of his power to approach Qiu Shuzhi. The covert struggle between the two most powerful forces in the imperial court began…
Trigger warning: All men in this novel are yandere style.
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- Danlioon Chapter 111 — Paragraph 110
Ansel held her in his arms all night, refusing to let go until morning.
He held her all night?! Okay, what exactly happened here?! 😭🔥
- Danlioon Chapter 111 — Paragraph 7
He was set to board one of several navy warships bound for Berth from an eastern
Why are you leaving?! Don’t throw your life away like this!
- Danlioon Chapter 111 — Paragraph 45
After all, the frontlines of a battlefield were precisely the place where sudden
He’s marching toward death! What if they never meet again?!
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