All My Firsts Are You (Completed Main Story) - Chapter 39

“Other movies that deal with first love always center around youth, excitement, or those kinds of fresh, innocent feelings. But unusually, in that person’s movie…….”

I wasn’t sure which scene from Jun’s movie Jung Eun was lost in, but her unfocused gaze floated in the air for a moment.

“It’s like… should I say that as time passes, the color of love grows darker? In the opening, there are scenes where the main characters face the emotion called love for the first time, so the audience has certain expectations, right? But if you watch quietly, there’s this background and emotion that keeps subtly lingering, making you recall the end of first love. And the protagonist gradually reaches the end of that emotion…….”

As if only now noticing my darkening expression, Jung Eun hurriedly cut herself off.

“Well, it’s fiction, after all. The fact that you’re Kim Jun’s first love and the reason that movie ended up dealing with those emotions don’t necessarily have a causal relationship…….”

She probably wanted to say there’s no connection between the love Jun and I shared and the tone of that movie, but to my ears, it sounded exactly the opposite.

Jung Eun must have realized that the more she spoke, the more she was being sucked back into the swamp of a topic she’d been trying to avoid. She barely managed to string together a few more words before letting the end of her sentence droop and firmly shutting her mouth.

“Ha Ru nuna.”

The silence that had been trapping us like a solid block wavered at Hyun Su’s voice. When he called my name, Hyun Su’s expression was calm, as if there was no reason for him to be caught up in this atmosphere.

“No matter what intention that movie was made with, no matter what feelings Director Kim put into it, the important thing is this. The faint first love of Director Kim Jun that everyone was so curious about has become a love in reality.”

Contrary to Hyun Su’s original intention, rather than his last words that were meant to cheer me up, only the preface he’d thrown out earlier remained stuck in my chest. The words that Jun’s feelings from the time when I wasn’t by his side were probably contained in this movie scratched roughly against the inner walls of my heart.

“So really, as Jung Eun nuna said, this sequel is going to be a huge hit in many ways. Whether Director Kim personally flips the plot of ‘the train’ or not—he’s literally standing at that crossroads right now.”

Why does the fact that Jun and I are lovers mean flipping the plot of ‘the train’? I hadn’t seen the movie yet, so it was hard to gauge.

The words he’d said to lift my mood lost their meaning and limply fell away from me.

“More importantly, Ha Ru. I still don’t really recommend you watch that movie from start to finish. Just hearing the rough plot from us is already overload for you.”

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