All My Firsts Are You (Completed Main Story) - Chapter 130

A large hand blocked my view. I could feel Jun’s hand soaking up my tears. The moment I raised my hand to push his away, Jun spoke.

“This scene wasn’t added just to make you feel guilty.”

My hand, unable to reach Jun’s, froze midair.

A surge of sorrow and remorse toward Jun pushed out a faint sob from my throat. No matter how hard I tried to hold it back, my weeping leaked out, overlapping with Jun’s sobs from the film.

“It’s definitely not because I wanted to see you cry.”

“…Then you’re telling me not to cry.”

“No, it’s okay to cry. I just don’t want you to keep hurting beside me for too long. Once that scene ends, I want you to stop aching. I let go of that pain long ago.”

“You let go of it a long time ago.”

Even as tears kept flowing, I let out a faint laugh at Jun’s words. Thinking of the Jun on screen made me sad, yet thinking of the Jun beside me now somehow brought me relief.

I’ll never lock you away in that cold scene ever again. I’m determined to make sure of it.

Maybe that firm resolve was what stirred this strange tenderness in me.

“Ah. It’s finally over. That scene—even editing it felt exhausting, and watching it is just as draining.”

“…That’s just your way of telling me not to cry.”

“No. Right now, I genuinely feel that way.”

I looked at Jun reproachfully, as if scolding him for saying something he didn’t mean. But his eyes, sincere and steady, met mine. Now you’ll believe me, he seemed to ask. His gaze was so earnest I couldn’t bring myself to say I still didn’t trust him, even as a joke.

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