The screen was filled with the snowy landscape of a snowy mountain. The snow, swirling fiercely, flew in the direction of the strong wind.
A scene I had secretly tried to watch with Jun before. The scene that Jeongeun and Hyunsoo wished they could see in this movie, only that part.
It was the final scene of ‘the train.’
From that familiar scene that I also knew, the screen began to flow leisurely at my own pace and color.
Everything was white. Every place touched by the snowflakes, resembling giant cotton balls, was covered. The boundaries of the snowy mountain and the village it surrounded blurred, creating an endless, vast white landscape.
Inside our house, where the warmth of summer was lingering, the overwhelming scenery was enough to make you imagine that a fierce snowstorm might be raging if you were to open the window.
On that snowy mountain, at the faint end of the faint path untouched by anyone, a silhouette of a man appeared.
The camera angle began to capture him more closely. Upon closer inspection, it was Hiroshi. Unlike the boyish appearance in the early part of the movie, he looked older with scattered facial hair.
He walked with firm steps, treading on the snow that rose up to his ankles. White breath puffed out continuously from his mouth.
At the end of those steps, on the faint path of the untouched snowy mountain, the silhouette of an old train stood. A train stranded, with the railroad abruptly cut, unable to move forward.
No matter how fierce the snowstorm, the train couldn’t escape this snowy mountain.
Hiroshi continued to move forward without hesitation. When he reached the front cabin of the train, something was visible in his hands. It was a shovel.
Hiroshi turned briefly, looking at the entire village covered in heavy snow on every roof as if sighing, and exhaled white breath. His newly expelled white breath seemed like it could freeze and shatter at any moment.
Without any hesitation, he immediately began to shovel the snow piled around the train. It seemed like the speed at which he shoveled the snow was slower than the speed at which the snow piled up. It was a futile task.
But he didn’t stop. For some unyielding conviction, he kept going, shoveling one scoop after another.
When this snowstorm finally subsided. So when winter passed and the breath of spring gradually spread from afar, he would embark on this train to find a place with spring, as if saying that was the reason this train stopped at this station. For meeting spring. So tirelessly. Continuously. Endlessly.
The rough sound of Hiroshi’s breath and the sound of the snowstorm raging were the only sounds that echoed widely outside the screen. Hiroshi’s determined figure was captured for a very long time in the expanded angle, blending with the snowy mountain landscape.
It was the final scene of Jun’s movie ‘the train.’
Words piled up in my heavy heart. Painful words that began to nestle in my chest, unable to come out between the hot throat, painful words that started to settle.
Jun, how could you wait for me for such a long time? How could you endure until the end… How is that possible? It doesn’t make sense. It must have been difficult. It must have been really, unbelievably difficult. Waiting for such a long time without any certainty, how could you do that? Thinking that you were abandoned without knowing the reason. How much love must there be, what kind of love is it that allows such a thing…
Since the moment I saw Hiroshi holding the shovel, I had been silently shedding tears, and now, in a situation where I could no longer contain the sadness in my chest, I was letting out the flowing tears along with faint sobbing sounds. It wasn’t tears that I could endure keeping to myself.
“I tried not to show you because I thought I might be like this.”
Jun’s eyes, looking deeply into mine as he lowered his head in front of my face, seemed sad.
“It hurts.”
Forcing back the emerging sobbing sounds, I looked at Jun.
“The current me, who watches you cry without holding back the pain, is more painful than when I was making this movie, not knowing how to express or swallow the pain. When you’re in pain, I… feel even more pain.”
Jun cautiously wrapped one arm around my shoulders and slowly pulled me into his embrace.
Whenever I burst into tears, Jun always immediately pulled me into his embrace. As if he wanted to take away all my pain, he let my tears soak his chest.
Come to think of it, as much as I wanted to cry freely in his warm embrace, after crying as much as I wanted, the sadness would fade away, and warmth would spread in my chest.
Perhaps it was because Jun had truly embraced all my tears and taken away my pain. Saying that watching me cry was even more painful. Saying that it was the most painful.
“I felt like I was falling apart at that time. In the time without you, I really…”
As soon as he heard my choked sob, Jun paused for a moment. Waiting for me to catch my breath, Jun patiently waited for me to regain composure.
When the male lead is punished by carrying the female lead’s child and having periods like a woman
“I’ve given birth to two children for you, yet you still think about him.
Was I nothing but his substitute to you from beginning to end?”
Synopsis:
Meng Huan, a scumbag who has dated countless girlfriends, transmigrates to a female-dominated country.
Day 1: Whether it’s female dominance or not doesn’t matter. The beauties here are passionate and amorous. Isn’t it easier to date them than in modern times?
Day 2: After a night, Meng Huan discovers the differences in the female-dominated world. Men here actually have chastity locks and menstrual cycles. This hinders his ability to perform, damn it!
Day 3: What’s wrong with sleeping around? I don’t want you to marry me. I’m meant to be a playboy. I don’t care about male virtues… What? You want to drown me in a pig cage? Marry, I’ll marry!
Day N: Meng Huan inexplicably vomits and receives the shocking news of his life… He’s pregnant.
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