Even now, as the empire grows stronger, various nations’ armies join forces to attack, but each time, Kaern, following the emperor’s command, leads the knights and soldiers he personally trained to the border. Shortly thereafter, we would hear through the newspapers that the armies of other countries, intimidated by their vigor, would quickly retreat. Having seen Kaern’s army from a distance once, I understood their reaction. They exhibited immense momentum and majesty, led by their commander.
It was remarkable enough that he had single-handedly protected the ducal house since before adulthood, but to also have the support of the empire’s knights and soldiers was truly impressive in many ways.
I planned to seek help from Adelia while Kaern was focused on the border. I didn’t want to rely on Adelia, who must be enjoying her newlywed life, but I was at my wit’s end on my own. Only his sister could persuade Kaern.
“Even if the engagement is maintained, can I really go study abroad?”
Kaern seemed a bit dubious at my question. His attitude suddenly changed, as if he harbored suspicions.
“It occurred to me that it’s strange to argue like this when the study abroad hasn’t even been decided. The duration of the study isn’t even confirmed.”
Fortunately, Kaern seemed to accept my following explanation as quite reasonable.
“That seems right.”
Apart from the engagement, he seemed inclined to grant everything I desired.
“You’re still young, so it’s good to gain diverse experiences outside the empire. Of course, it would be better if I were there with you, but that seems unlikely.”
Kaern said this with a hint of regret.
“Even if you don’t get support from the empire, go ahead with your studies. The support I offered still stands. Just don’t forget your promise to come back.”
He emphasized again the importance of returning.
But did he know that such an attitude only made it harder for me to let go of this unrequited love?
So, I felt sadder and more heartbroken.
It was a relief. I was anxious when he talked as if we were about to get married at the banquet, but at least I had bought some time.
“Yes, thank you.”
I agreed to accept his help, but I had no intention of doing so. Bringing it up again would only raise his suspicions and take us back to square one.
“Then, shall we stop talking about this?”
“That would be best. If you need help preparing for your studies, let me know. I’ll send someone to the house through the servants.”
With his response, I heaved a deep sigh of relief internally.
‘Sigh.’
Realizing that quite some time had passed, I said, “It’s getting late. Shall we go back inside? I’ve prepared some warm tea and snacks for a late supper. But it’s quite late, so it’s okay if you decline.”
“No, let’s go in.”
I was secretly glad he decided to stay a bit longer.
“Yes, let’s go.”
As I was able to spend more time with him, my mood instantly improved.
Truly, it was an irrepressible crush.
Later, back inside the reception room, we chatted briefly over warm tea. Kaern stayed much longer than I expected before finally leaving late at night.
A week passed.
Following the emperor’s announcement, the empire was bustling with war preparations. As I had predicted, Kaern was appointed as the commander-in-chief of this war. I thought I wouldn’t see him until I left the capital.
However, contrary to my expectations, Kaern would always stop by our house, no matter how late it got. It didn’t seem like he had any particular reason to visit.
“Just a brief conversation for about 30 minutes before leaving again.”
And today, he came to see me again.
“Kaern.”
“Helena.”
As in the past week, I greeted Kaern in front of the mansion and we headed to the garden. Anticipating he would leave shortly as usual, I chose to sit on a nearby bench for a chat, rather than going far.
“It won’t be long before you leave now.”
The army, gathered in the capital, was set to depart in two days. That meant I wouldn’t be able to see him after that.
“Have you completed all your preparations?”
“Just need to finalize the food supplies, then we can depart at dawn the day after tomorrow.”
Kaern replied in a quiet, calm voice.
“What did you do today?”
“Me? Oh, I was preparing for my study abroad.”
“You haven’t forgotten what I said, right?”
“I haven’t.”
“If you need anything, don’t hesitate to tell the butler.”
“Sure, I will.”
Silence enveloped us briefly.
I reached into my pocket and carefully grasped the item inside.
“Kaern… this is for you.”
I extended my palm towards him, displaying a small sachet I had made.
“What’s this?”
“A sachet.”
“A sachet?”
“Yes. I made it, hoping you’d return safely from the dangerous battlefield.”
“For me?”
As soon as I finished speaking, our eyes met directly. It was hard to see his expression clearly in the night, but he stared at me silently for a long time.
“Kaern?”
“I’ll accept it gratefully.”
The sachet in my hand moved to his. During that brief moment, his fingertips brushed against my hand, causing a tingling sensation.
I barely managed to compose my emotions and spoke.
“I put flowers with meanings that would be helpful for Kaern in the sachet. I didn’t have much time, so it’s not well-made, but it should smell nice.”
“Meaning of flowers?”
“Yes, that’s right.”
“What’s the meaning?”
“Victory.”
“Victory…”
Kaern brought the sachet close to his face.
“The scent is quite nice.”
“Right? So make sure to keep it with you.”
“I will.”
Pleased with his response, I smiled broadly at him.
But, in fact, I hadn’t told him something. Flowers often have multiple meanings. The one I gave him also had another meaning: ‘Love’.
‘He wouldn’t know or think about that, right?’
I was inwardly nervous he might realize, but soon calmed myself down. Someone with little interest in flowers wouldn’t know such details.
‘Even if he knew, he’d surely think it’s a coincidence.’
Though it felt a bit funny to do this on my own, I still felt a sense of pride.
“What are you thinking about?”
“Nothing.”
Kaern called me back from my thoughts.
“You must be leaving soon, right?”
“Today, I can stay a bit longer.”
“Really?”
My voice brightened unintentionally.
“You know there’s a banquet tomorrow?”
“Yes. There’s always a banquet the night before the departure. You’re probably too busy with preparations to attend this time, right?”
“I think all the preparations will be finished by the banquet.”
“Oh? So, you’re attending?”
“I should.”
“That’s good. Everyone will be glad Kaern is attending.”
“That’s not important. What’s important to me is…”
Kaern stopped mid-sentence and looked at me intensely.
Amidst the serene atmosphere, a cool breeze swept past us.
What could be important to him?
Curious, I quietly waited for him to continue.
“I’ll come to pick you up, so wait for me.”
“Huh?”
But the words that came out of his mouth were entirely different. Taken aback, I asked again, and Kaern slightly furrowed his brow.
“Don’t you want to go to the banquet?”
“Me? No, it’s not that I don’t want to…”
Honestly, thinking about the last banquet, I wasn’t too keen on going. The attention of so many people was overwhelming for someone like me, who usually didn’t attract much notice.
But if I said I didn’t want to go, I felt like it might disappoint him.
“No, I was planning to go.”
So, I brushed off my surprised expression and said as if I had always intended to go.
Kaern seemed satisfied with my answer, nodding his head without a word.
Male lead says he’s pregnant — and it’s female lead’s child
Something seems a bit off about this world.
Wang Zhao thought as she watched a pregnant man walking towards her…
Intro
Female lead finds herself in a world where the men who possess the ability to bear children.
As she navigates this unfamiliar reality, she is caught off guard by the sudden appearance of her boyfriend, who reveals that he is pregnant.
Is this truly her boyfriend?
Why can’t she recall any details about their time together?
She begins to doubt whether the child her boyfriend is carrying is even hers.
Is there a hidden reason behind her amnesia, or could it be a side effect of her sudden arrival in this strange new world?
Just when it seems the protagonist’s life couldn’t become any more entangled, her ex-boyfriend makes an unexpected appearance, raising questions about the protagonist’s past.
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